hmmm...i usually dont keep a diary but when i am old and wrinkly and....ewww! newayz...back to the present, i dont wanna think about being old...not much has been going on, well that is a huge lie, i mean theres so much drama and stuff but i wont get into that...i am going to talk about the happy thing in my life right now ( probably the only happy thing) my love! i love him so much, he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. he set up this romantic dinner for me by the lake, it was like the best ever. i want to spend the rest of my life with him...hes my knight in shining armor!!! adam, if your reading this...i will love you forever and i think about you non-stop, i am all yours now. i wish i could give you everything you wanted...i wish i could be with you every second for the rest of my life, (trust me people, im not exaggerating). I love you with my soul and i hope im with you for eternity. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

today adam had interveiw things with the rest of the seniors. it was okay though cuz i got to see him at lunch. he looked weird all dressed up, but still cute as ever!! we had map testing, which was easier then yesterdays and some of my friends and i were playing cards after that. i came home and got ready for work. then andy took me to adams house for like half an hour (which was cool, cuz i want to spend every minute with him).i went to work at four and adam stayed up there with me til he had to get ready to work for five ( we both work at mcdonalds). newayz, i got payed and should have enough for a phone (i hope) im gonna get a picture phone so i can take pictures of adam. i got to eat with adam when he went on break. i stayed up there til like eight then had to go home :(. i came home, picked out an outfit for tommorrow (movies) then took a bath and got on the computer...man this i long....and thats pretty much my day. i think this is a little detailed, but thats okay..i hope. I LOVE YOU ADAM!!!!!!!!!

love...is a strong word, and means so much and is so complicated, no one can ever understand, nor comprehend it, but everyone shall go through it...as am i, and it tis a scary thing, but it is also the most wonderful. as is life, life is scary and wonderful too and is so unexplainable, and has so much meaning....so much to think about