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omigawd.
Haha I'm freakishly happy.
I woke up at 10am and mowed the lawn.
Just because.
I hated the grass long.
So I cut it.
I'm so happy.
I could cry.
Because I'm happy.
I love everyone.

Especially you, Mr.Play-Hard-To-Get.
<333

thistownmakesmewanttosuffocatemyself.

ivan
ivanivanivan.
he has no idea, does he?

just for the record;
idon'thateyou,mr.play-hard-to-get,ijustwishyouweresomuchcloserthanyoureallyareandthenwhenyouarecloserirealizejusthowmuchidon'tliketobearoundyou.

but i still love you.

yousucksohardcore.

just to clear up some of the confusion
i AM alive.
=/
thankyougoodbye.

I'mgonnagotrytosleep.
Bye.

I can't sleep.

I've been really tired
for the past week.
I need sleep.
But I can't force myself to sleep.
Fuckin' weird dreams.

I wish
I were
as hardcore
as I try
to make
it seem.

IthinkImightbefake.

It doesn't surprise me when they fight anymore.
I just can't wait to move out.

P.S.
I met a girl who likes Jawbreaker
and it was an instant crush.

[I think I'm kidding about the crush thing, but regardless, she's radical.]

Fucking emo kids.

I hate everyone.
Except Wes.
And Nate.
But other than that..
I really really hate people.

Did I forget to mention
that heroin
is an evil drug?
But
I love it.
So.
Fuckyou.

Now I know why
whatshisface
gave me that hideous look
when I was leaving.
You said
that you wouldn't fuck me.
And you did anyway.
Sorry for talking so much about it.
But I can't get over how fucked up the situation is.

P.S.
There's about 5 entries for today.
Scroll down, read some more.

I'm a sucker for black guys.
FuckyouGoodbye.

By the way,
since I have so much
to talk about..
I really can't stand the way I hate
every Puerto Rican person I meet.
Because
I love being Puerto Rican.
But
I hate Puerto Ricans.

You bit my fucking lip and it hurt.
Also, I have bite marks on my shoulder or close around there.
And..
I have random bruises on my leg.
So.

I don't like him.
But..
I like the way he is.
Which doesn't make sense.
Because at first
he was an asshole.
"Take off your god damn pants"
Thanks.
When he's drunk it's funny.
And I think..
When he's drunk is the only time I like him.
But..
I've only seen him drunk.
The other times
didn't count.
Because..
I don't want them to.