i wish

i wish he was here,
i wish he'd stay,
i am gonna miss him,
i am gonna cry,
cry all night and day,
die from crying,
leaving before my birthday,
my heart will stop without his love,
his love is me,
and i am his love,
will he write,
will he call,
will he miss me,
or will he move on,
these are some things i am scared of,
will his heart forget me,
and just move on,
what will i do if he comes back,
comes back with another girl,
i know i'll be jelous,
i know ill be ferious,
i know i'll want to kill her,
but as long as he is happy,
i'll just have to deal,
why am i so sad,
we're not even together,
if he asks what should i say,
he's leaving,
yes or no is what keeps me up,
thinking is what keeps me up,
yes,
fall deeper in love then die when he goes,
or no,
kill myself watching him then knowing i didn't take this chance,
will it kill me,
what should i say,
he only has till the 20th till my promise comes into work,
maybe he'll ask when he's over tomorow,
i donno,
either way i'll always have these feelings for him,
they ust may grow stronger,
i'd do anything,
anything in the world,
to see him stay,
i wish he'd stay here with me.

by chasity tibbetts

She never loved me.
She never cared for me.
She just used me.
She left me.
She fuckin' ripped my heart out.
And danced on it with high heels.
All she does is cause me pain and fuckin' misery.
I hope she's happy with her new guy.
Happier than she was with me.
I hope he treats her like shit.
Because she fuckin' deserves it.
I have two words for her...


FUCK YOU



i bet that's what blaine thought bout me quiet a few times.

True Story:
A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage.





The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshipped Satan.





A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.





* If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're Catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness. *
[Everyone Deserves HAPPINESS!]





Post this in your house or diary if you beleive the same.

Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Coprastasophobia- Fear of constipation.
Cyprinophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.
Defecaloesiophobia- Fear of painful bowels movements.
Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.
Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.
Genophobia- Fear of sex
Gynophobia- Fear of women.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.
Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping.
Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection.
Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis.
Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals
Uranophobia- Fear of heaven.
Parthenophobia- Fear of virgins or young girls.
Philematophobia- Fear of kissing.
Proctophobia- Fear of rectums
Scolionophobia- Fear of school
Sexophobia- Fear of the opposite sex.
Sophophobia- Fear of learning.
Testophobia- Fear of taking tests.
Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.
Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat.

BE HONEST!!!


Do i look like a good kisser?
[] yes
[] no



Would you kiss me?
[] yes
[] no



Am I?
[] beautiful!
[] sexy azz hell
[] fine
[] pretty
[] cute
[] iight
[] ugly!



Do you think i still have mah v card (virgin i think?)
[] yes
[] no
[] dont know!



I look like..
[] a player
[] slut
[] whore
[] hubby/wifey type
[] one time thing
[] next bf/gf



If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[] Yes
[] No



Would you rather..
[] hook up with me
[] cuddle with me
[] have sex with me
[] date me
i guess


On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
[] 1
[] 2
[] 3
[] 4
[] 5
[] 6
[] 7
[] 8
[] 9
[] 10



Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU?
[] yes
[] no



what would you want me to be to you?
[] friend
[] fuck buddy
[] girl friend/boy friend
[] wifey/hubby

Could We


Could you ever be shy
When your around me?
Could you ever be shy
To tell me you love me?


Could you ever lie
When you say our love will always be?
Could you ever lie
When you say your heart has a lock
And I have the key?


I could never lie
When I say I love you so
I could never lie
When I say our love will never run low


Will we always be together
Will we last forever
No one will never know
But I know I love you so!




i think, wait i know that is ho wi feel about HIM all know. i did not cal him 2day. he does not want 2 talk with me till he knows if i have a desease. i think he should ask the 1 who broke his verginity. what if she does, that means, he gave it to me,, all no what shall i do if i do, he shalln't talk to me ever again. wish he'd ask her 1st. he says no talking till he knows. my b-day is going to b a living hell. i miss him so no 1 shall ever know. what i do, how i put myself to sleep. i cry, cry and cry some more,. i miss him, i know i should get over him, but i can't i don't know y i've tried and treird, it never works. i wish sum1 would just kil me so i would not have to go through this pain of seeing him move on. i am lost i have not dated since him, what hall i do. i need some help. i wish i wouldn't have gotten so mad. i fucked my whole life up. i wish i could just die, i think i shoudl try again 2night. wish i coudl have 1 more chance 4 my b-day but i know it shall not b. i am crying now see what happens when i even think about him?? now think to yourself what happens to me when i c him with anmother girl laughing, smiling or just hugging it hurts i just run hide and cry., he also thinks i'm preg. i'm not i'm NOT i say. all i want is him back 4 my b-day if not after my b-day party wish is on the 19th if he, or if i just know that there shall not b another me and him i might sneek out and have some fun, find a party c what happens. i don't care no more.

no 1 loves me, y should i love myself, no 1 2 cuddle with, kiss or hug, what is life with out love???

i don't know what i'll do. we'll a'll just have to sit back and watch, like it's a movie.

I feel like I wanna die once again.. Some one just kill me... What is the point of living if you are not loved???

life fuck'en sucks I just wanna kill myself..... what can i do to be happy?????????? Donno

Life has many moods..

Life can be hard,
Life can be cool,
Don't run,
It will ceatch you,
Don't hide,
It will find you,
What ever you do,
You can not hide from life,
It can be hard,
Everyone has off days,
Me.
You,
Parents,
And teachers,
Go to a friend,
Go to your parents,
Go to a teacher,
Just talk it over,
Talk out your problems,
Don't keep them inside,
Your life will suck,
But don't comet suised,
Think it trough,
Over a BF,
Or a GF,
You can live with out them,
There is someone out there for every one,
You can smoke,
You can drink,
You can become anirexick,
Just remember,
You can't hide from life.