well im still alive...4 another day of torment and pain...i only wish that these mortal fools would leave me the fuck alone.
to be forgotten is worse than death
you can close your eyes to reality, but not memories
Love isn't a lightswitch you can't just turn it on and off
Insanity is a perfectly sane adjustment to an insane world
You only live once, but if you live right, once is enough
Sometimes you don't have to dig up your past... Sometimes your past digs you up...
i think i'm going to hang myself tonight...sorr
My heart aches with the chains that confine it. Choking on the emotions that I wont let escape. All because you do not wish to hear them.
Bluebird
Sing a song for me bluebird,
to the pulse of broken time;
whisper to me shifting winds,
bringing solace to this troubled mind.
Silence fills the breaking dawn;
Invade the trees with gentle breezes
Hushed the birds, in sympathy,
Sing a song for me bluebird,
whistling low and quiet in their compassion.
fragmented words still echo in the silent morn.
are they yours those tears?
From long gone years,
But the rose sees only gladness
in the joy her short life brings,
Sing a song for me bluebird,
The sun behind a sheltering cloud,
weeps his own sad tears,
he knows the futile sorrow
Sees the human river cry;
Bend towards me weeping willow;
for you share more tears than I, or just memories fading into summer skies.
Sing a song for me bluebird,
hears it's painful reverberating, in his home up there on high.
Sighing sunflowers turning, a thousand heads upon the sun,
gazing longingly Towards him and begging for a smile:
and the moon a sulky lady takes all homage as her Due,
from the billion smiling stars,
dotted round her inky realm.
Sing a song for me bluebird,
Sing for me bluebird, sing a lonely tune,
sing for me bluebird to the pulse of broken time.
Soft rain from the east,
wash away the hidden tears
Buried deep inside the journeys
made through time.
Well abother day of pain...my memories still haunt me to a point I can't sleep. I tried last night and woke up screaming my friend's name, he is dead and has been for nearly a 2 mounths, I think of following him yet I don't want to hurt anyone, thanks for reading and have a good day... (i miss u adam...)
today was a skool day...like usual roach got his head stuck in the locker...o well.
today sucked dick. my mom and dad grounded me for calling my boyfriend...i hate them so much. i just want to die now.
:: tear runs down cheek:: i want to die... :(