Ive decided to keep an online diary! Ive let my ex boi go for the first time I feel i can carry on without him! I 'll always love him but i need sum one who i can fall in love with and who i can fall in love with! Im a hopeless romantic so i believe that dream guy will come and save me from all the shit i go through everyday. iM SO TIRED OF ALL THE BULLSHIT OF LIFE but ill be fine..im not gna go and try to kill myself ill suck it up and face it~!!! im on my meeds now to sort out my head and i feel very different! Itts scary at times sometimes you dont feel like you and thats very scary! I want to be free and fly again where i have dreams and aspirations..so all i have to say is FUCK epression FUCK suicide FUCK insecurities Fuck all of lifes bullshit i love myself n so will you if u bother to gt to kno me! SO FUCk the world!!! Im free again!!

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