things in my life arnt going so good i have lost several family members in the past few weeks and cant seem to keep a relationship with females i dont know why. im about tempted to give up on everyone, i cant stand a cheater or a leaver hell is it too much to ask for a good girl friend that dont cheat or leave you for her ex. im just confused and dont know what to do anymore. so im asking yall wat would you do in my situation. leave me a message or a comment on this

if there is one thing i dont understand, is when people keep hanging on when they know they should let go.thats what im doing is hanging there by my finger tips,hoping that one day some one will help me out.i havnt found that someone yet and begining to think they will never come.im losing fate and dont know what to do anymore,the wieght is geting to hard to hold.if there is anyone out there who feels like me hold on and never let go.