I guess you all are wondering where I have been? lol I am going through an "It's all about me" thing. lol My stupid mom is pissed because I ran away from home twice last month and she doesn't want to give it up that at 17 I can do what I want. It's really funny watching her send state cops and shit to all my friends' houses trying to find me because she don't know why I left. lol My dad came to find me but when I found out SHE was in the car? NO WAY!! lmao She will just tell me to go home and finish school and shit and I know what I am doing! I can make it on my own! I told these idiots out here that I was almost 19 and they believed it!! lmao I can't help that I couldn't get to school (because I ran lol ) and now I guess I will permanently be a junior for the rest of my life but fuck that!! lol I can do that some other time. My grandma's sister died and even she couldn't get me to come to the funeral even though she loast two of her sisters and her mom in the past few months!! PARTY!!! lmao I will tell my mom and my grandma some day when I come home (and I know the stupid bitch will let me back in! lol) that I am SO sorry that I hurt them (NOT!! lol) and scarred them but I don't care! lol I get to smoke and drink and sleep with the guys I want and not be told to clean my room and be a good girl and shit! lol I will write again when I can! I might have to go to jail for B&E, but who cares?!? It's summer and we are YOUNG!! lol