[Virtue_x]'s diary
92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing your ass
Let em drop!
Staind - Everything Changes.
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
would it matter anyway?
would it change how you feel
I am the mess you chose
the closet you can not close
The devil in you I suppose
'cuz the wounds never heal
But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel
Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real
But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel
(Bridge)
When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
through this part of the day
But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
It's more than just a word
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway.
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
Cold - Check Please
how am i supposed to love you
why am i too young to die
how does fever burn inside you
must i have a will to fight
do these questions have an answer
where's the truth that fight's the cause
all my problem's form a puzzle
all my pieces have been lost
and i can stop
anytime i want
and i can quit
anytime i want
i can stop
anytime i want
nothing in this world can tell me to
and every door's a mental scapegoat
every wall a primal cage
every floor a brand new level
and every window's built for dreams
heroes never wanted status
victims never asked for pain
reason never needed answers
statues never wanted change
and i can stop
anytime i want
and i can quit
anytime i want
i can stop
anytime i want
nothing in this world can tell me to
well i'm dead
i see things clearly
i fess, i feel this pain
and hunger, eat's all my insides
why must things be this way
and i can stop
anytime i want
and i can quit
anytime i want
i can stop
anytime i want
loving you might even kill me
It comes to this
All we had till now is gone
And I'm the other
Piece to this
Everytime I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one who...
So take cover
Never saw it coming so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies
Are getting old
She makes the city seem like home
All you had for me is gone
I give and I give
But you hope in return
Never thought I'd be the one to burn
I don't wanna be the one to
I don't wanna be the one who...
So take cover
Never saw it coming so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies
Are getting old
So take cover
Never saw it coming 'til you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies
Are getting old
"Love is in your hand not in your heart."
guarding myself from the love of another...
</3 Note to self: I Miss You
in the shadows cast on devotion
She is the one that I adore
creed of my silent suffocation
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet
I won’t give up
I’m possessed by her
I'm bearing her cross
She's turned into my curse
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet
I want you
I’m only wanting you
And I need you
I’m only needing you
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet...
Oh.Its.Love. <3
*Note To Self*
Passing Time is my Favorite Time.. XD
And then there was "hidden subscriptions"
little things like that make my day.. oh lordy..
No more posts, because i guess.. I'm not allowed to express how i feel on here.. <//3
You riped it up and put it into a puddle [ //.along with my heart.// ]
-Sighs- Theres.. alwayz something in the way.. right?
Eating my words :X..
-sighs-
*10-11-05* the day i broke his heart.. -looks down-
I tried.. im in love but your not the person i fell in love with.. i fell in love with a dream of what you could be.. but day after day you've shown my that you'll never be that person..
i tried.. but it doesnt seem like you did..
Your words mean nothing if you dont feel them too..
Burnt out flame of a love that would never have died until your deception..
If i dont love you.. how come it hurts like i do?
your blood, like ice
One look, could kill...
My pain, your thrill...
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
Your poison running through my veins
Your poison
I don't wanna play these games
(I wanna love you but I,but I better not)
Poison
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet..
Black lace, on sweat
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you but you're under my skin
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
Your poison running through my veins
Your poison..
-Having trouble with my lighter... hehe-
-Brian on the dock- i <3 you brian.. lol my girlfriend soo wants you! lol hah-
-*wiffs away smokey cloud* lol boys will be boys-
-Striking a pose?- haha
-Ian hiding and smoking a cigg..- -blah-
-hands up!!- i'm going to strip search you bwaahaha.. hehe jk..
-Brian and his sexy poses.. oye lol :)-
-Disco? lol-
-Doesnt that picture look like an add for something? .. ehem.. or.. uhh.. not :P
goood weekend..
tubing ([for everyone else]),
boats([which are now my best friend]),
water([='s me staying in the boat]),
ciggs([-smiles-]),
food ([ every 2 hours ]),
bugs([ewwy])..
spiders named evil.. falling off tubs and freaking out cuz i cant swim cuz i suck.. lol
oye, goood weekend :-)
what ever
I've done some things.. things that i am not proud of.. but i am trying to make them better.. fixing what i need to fix.. and changing what i need to change..
.. [ Even the best fall down sometimes ] ..
(Yes i stole that from a pop trendy
song.. Even though i would love to harm
the band memebers.. but it stuck in my
mind..)
Does it mean anything that I'm doing everything i can to make things right..
Does it mean anything that I have to live every day with knowing what i did..
But just becuase i did what i did.. (yes it was horrible) but still doesnt give you the privaledge to punish me as tho i have no soul.. treat me like i have no heart or feelings..
Treat me like [ shit ]..
I love you..
But i love [ myself ] too..
I'll alwayz be alone.. I'm convinced