I'll alwayz be alone.. I'm convinced

Just want ot fuckin scream..

:+: You [wouldn't] know a good thing if it came up and slit your [throat]:+:

Today couldnt get any worse... Nothings going the way i want it too..

1). going to rain on my birthday party tomorrow( normally i wouldnt mind, i would be extatic.. but since its out side and people dont want to come.. not so good anymore )
2). the only person i want to be there.. isnt going to be.. seems like the one day of the year that i celebrate because i was brought into the world... doesnt matter to that person..
3). moms being a bitch.. cant get her out of my face so i.. made her.. *screams*
4). everything was perfect yesterday! ... why not today?