[Virtue_x]'s diary
AFI - Endlessly she said
Walked into hourly made, horrible sounds
I can still hear them today… (Faintly they seem…)
Beautiful now, though they are past my love
Still each time I always meant,
Every word, every one.
Though in time, they finally bent
Every word, every one, every word…
I will wait for you
She said, endlessly
I will wake for you
So spoke, misery
I would turn to you but found, my empty home
The radio told me to stay, (as it burned bright) I sang alone
“You will not vex my love…”
Still each time, I always meant
Every word, every one
Though in time, they finally bent
Every word, every one, every word
I will wait for you
She said, endlessly
I will wake for you
So spoke, misery
Oh…
I have been waiting for you…
Bite in as you talk me, soon
I have come through and leave you
Alive and in love…
I will wait for you…
I will wake for you…
I will wait for you…
I will wait…
(I will wait…)
I will wake for you
(I will wait…)
She said, (She said…) endlessly
I will wake for you
(I will wait…)
So spoke, misery
I will wait for you, wait for you…
Endlessly
I will wait for you
So spoke, so spoke
Misery
And I will bite
Straight through…
As I wait for you
Dear…Endlessly
[to someone sort of, special. i guess you know who you are.]
eh. yeap.
Evanescence - Missing
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing
You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me
Atreyu - Our Sick Story
When we danced, so prestine and
Knee deep in sin, balls deep in hate,
I see your face, I see your face
And it tears me, tears me up
My mouth is full of love
My head is held in shame
When you kiss me
Do you still taste her
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me?
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name
Does your body still scream my name?
Hold your breath to keep it trapped with secrets
'Till your turning cold blue with guilt
Still, no blood is spilled
Had I seen the plot twist comming
Would I've checked out the book
And even if I was dead
You would never be off the fucking hook
When you kiss me
Do you still taste her
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name
Does your body still scream my ...?
Can you take it, while I fake it?
Can you take it, while I fake it?
[Guitarsolo]
Cross your heart, false your heart
Cross your heart, false your heart
When you kiss me
Do you still taste her
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name
Does your body still scream my name?
Cross your heart, False your heart
Cross your heart, False your heart
PROM PICTURES!!!
Minus pictures with joshua.. i will have them a lil later. cuz he was stupid and didnt go to the dance but only the dinner. hah. *kissy* <3
its only when you've lost everything that you begin to feel anything.
still loving you joshua. <3
Prom was.... excellent. i will have pictures for you cats later.
waking next to him again .. reminded me how it alwayz used to be....
Love and Butterflies.
Zeromancer - Send me an angel.
Do you believe in heaven above?
Do you believe in love?
Don't tell a lie,
Don't be false or untrue,
It all comes back to you
Open fire on my burning heart
I've never been lucky in love
My defenses are down,
A kiss or a frown
I can't survive on my own.
If a girl walks in and carves her name in my heart,
I'll turn and run away
Everyday we've all been led astray,
It's hard to be lucky in love.
It gets in your eyes,
It's making you cry
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to do
You're looking for love,
Calling heaven above...
(Chorus)
Send me an angel,
Send me an angel...
Right now,
Right now...
Send me an angel,
Send me an angel...
Right now,
Right now...
Empty dreams can only disappoint,
In a room behind your smile
But don't give up
Don't give up
You can be lucky in love
It gets in your eyes,
It's making you cry
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to do
You're looking for love,
Calling heaven above...
(Chorus)
Send me an angel,
Send me an angel...
Right now,
Right now...
Send me an angel,
Send me an angel...
Right now,
Right now...
(guitar solo)
[gotta love zeromancer <3]
92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing your ass
Let em drop!
Staind - Everything Changes.
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
would it matter anyway?
would it change how you feel
I am the mess you chose
the closet you can not close
The devil in you I suppose
'cuz the wounds never heal
But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel
Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real
But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel
(Bridge)
When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
through this part of the day
But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
It's more than just a word
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway.
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
Cold - Check Please
how am i supposed to love you
why am i too young to die
how does fever burn inside you
must i have a will to fight
do these questions have an answer
where's the truth that fight's the cause
all my problem's form a puzzle
all my pieces have been lost
and i can stop
anytime i want
and i can quit
anytime i want
i can stop
anytime i want
nothing in this world can tell me to
and every door's a mental scapegoat
every wall a primal cage
every floor a brand new level
and every window's built for dreams
heroes never wanted status
victims never asked for pain
reason never needed answers
statues never wanted change
and i can stop
anytime i want
and i can quit
anytime i want
i can stop
anytime i want
nothing in this world can tell me to
well i'm dead
i see things clearly
i fess, i feel this pain
and hunger, eat's all my insides
why must things be this way
and i can stop
anytime i want
and i can quit
anytime i want
i can stop
anytime i want
loving you might even kill me
It comes to this
All we had till now is gone
And I'm the other
Piece to this
Everytime I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one who...
So take cover
Never saw it coming so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies
Are getting old
She makes the city seem like home
All you had for me is gone
I give and I give
But you hope in return
Never thought I'd be the one to burn
I don't wanna be the one to
I don't wanna be the one who...
So take cover
Never saw it coming so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies
Are getting old
So take cover
Never saw it coming 'til you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies
Are getting old
"Love is in your hand not in your heart."
guarding myself from the love of another...
</3 Note to self: I Miss You
in the shadows cast on devotion
She is the one that I adore
creed of my silent suffocation
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet
I won’t give up
I’m possessed by her
I'm bearing her cross
She's turned into my curse
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet
I want you
I’m only wanting you
And I need you
I’m only needing you
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet...
Oh.Its.Love. <3
*Note To Self*
Passing Time is my Favorite Time.. XD
And then there was "hidden subscriptions"
little things like that make my day.. oh lordy..
No more posts, because i guess.. I'm not allowed to express how i feel on here.. <//3
You riped it up and put it into a puddle [ //.along with my heart.// ]
-Sighs- Theres.. alwayz something in the way.. right?