i wanna make another whip, anyone got some leather?

I feel weird today! i went to the mall and had fun, but it felt off. like something was missing.......idk. so right now im so friggin excited about the cold weather! w00t! school is delayed but like 2hrs! yay! but the horrible fact remains....i still have to drag renisha out of bed and go to school....i dont wanna! that means i hve to deal w/ more Waco High School Drama. i hate that.... Well.....i could really use a black & mild right now... but i aint got no money.....so im going to bed! I Love You All (You know who you are.....[especially if you're on my friends list] so *HuGs aNd kISsEs*)

(PS ashly....leanne......do ya'll remember the denim one (WHIP) in the car on the way to leander? lmfao!)

Artist: H.I.M
Album: Deep Shadows & Brilliant Highlights
Title: Pretending
Love is a flame that can't be tamed
And though we are its willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame

Trust is a word all lovers know
The glorious art of staining souls, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
The more we have the more we want
And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby
It always ends up in tears

So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright

When doubts arise the game begins
The one we will never win, my baby
It always ends up in tears...

So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright

So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright

Love is a flame that can't be tamed
And though we are its willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame

i found this poem on an awesome wiki....it's cool

this poem is credited to the chic who wrote it....its really good:

Clear
I can't explain it there's just something about you
I don't know why I'm someone you just see through
I like your certain charm
And the lonely tattoo on your lonely arm
I could keep it company if you just give me a chance
You could see through my smile if you took a glance
I'm out of my mind just trying to find
A reason why I'm so transparent to you
Am I apparent to you
I'm clearly clear
Can you hear
My silent cries
Can you see
My lonely eyes
Look at me
Are you aware of my existence
Do you recognize the consistence
Of my invisiblity
Its sheer hostility
How you can just walk on by
And not even try

-BrookeLinn[Pink_Pixie]

seré allí para usted no importa qué

Sometimes When All Is Well
Is When My Heart Starts To Swell
Not With Pride But Something Not Dear
I Do Believe that Something Is Fear
The Happy Ecstacy Fades Away
And I'm Ready To Find What Keeps Me At Bay

I wrote these back in April or May....umm ya thats all I'm saying

so my life is going to be a complete wreck for a while....i was so scared.......i dont know what to fo.....and im so friggin worried about my mom and my little brother....and idk if my mom's gonna divorce him...if he's gonna divorce her....or what.....and i hope we'll have enough money to pay the bills..........we need the house more.....but....idk......this fucking sucks. His court date is January 3rd, i think.....i dont know if i have to be there or not....but if so.....im scared...............

for those of you who know what happened...ya......for the rest of you.........i'll tell you i guess....maybe....it depends on who you are and if i can trust you to not go on a rampage...and/or tell the whole world...i dont need anymore drama and emo bullshit...i thought i got past having emo-ness around a long time ago....so ya

i am worth $1,562,440 on www.humanforsale.com/

i dont think u realize how much what u didnt do means to me...r u coming back?...70v3 15 c0m971cat36....

blah...im bored....haha....JP i see you!

sometimes....we do not do the things we want so that others will not know we want to do them.....

- "Ivy", The Village

rawr! i have bleach blonde/golden blonde/auburn hair! its pretty ful! i cant wait for halloween party, alex's party, and halloween! i took the psat the other day. i became an aunt last monday (oct 16th) and ya.....i am feeling great! one thing tho

i havent been having sex with anyone so u fuckers (u knowho u are *cough*jd and some unknowns*cough*) shut the hell up! you fucking power hungry mother fuckers need to find some other way of making up for your pathetic, wanting, sorry-ass, no good, sad and miserable lives. u wanna spread rumors....spread some about yourselves and keep me the fuck out of it! find someone else to make your self esteem go up. u saying u had sex with me isnt gonna impress anyone and its not gonna make people jealous. saying i had sex with some other person isnt gonna do it either so kiss my ass. thank you and good bye you pathetic worms!

now where was i......oh ya! i have been in an awesome mood since the weather started getting cooler.....my only problems have been my strict parents and nearly losing a friend over something stupid. now she and i both have figured stuff out (ashly u know i love u....i only hope u believed me when i said i wasnt doing that) and its awesome. other than people spreading whoreish rumors about me (according to a couple people: "nikki will have sex w/ nethin that wlks & used to have sex with randall [no offense hun but...ew....aint gonna happen] and she's sending pictures over the internet of her making out with people [of course i was "sending" these "pictures" about a week ago when ET is proof that i havent been online in about 20-22 days until 2day (plus i havent been making out w/ nebody newayz)] so ya she's a fucking whore") im good....lol.....hard to believe im actually in a good mood huh? lol....but i am.......i think its cas i know im better than that, there's good weather outside, halloween's coming up, im excited about next weekend, and i have no real reason to be in a bad mood. hmmm....oh well....i tlk too fucking much so until later!

MEOW!

Dont look down on me for anything i've done. It is not an excuse but simply a fact:


Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
The sins we all have committed is a must
o remember those wonderful sins we have made
o those sins cannot be taken away
We are the ones that are the sinners
there is no way to make us out to be beginers
for we have done this for awhile
why don't you stay and become one of us forever
SINNERS UNITED!!!

sry....if you ask me things i might have a hard time answering them...im normally good with words...but all of a sudden i cant even formulate my thoughts let alone say things....so in advance forgive me if for some reason i dont talk much....lol.....i know....me....not talk much....its a miracle!

man.....you shoulda seen me today.....i was so hyper! lol.....im in a good mood....^_^