ya i know it's long, but if you are my friend (especially the guys) then just read it okay....it's all very true and means a lot to me

1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto youir lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved
16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
21-kiss her on the lips
22-Tell her she means everything to you, but mean it
23-tell her what feels good
24-make her feel loved
25-kiss her infront of other girls you know
26-don't lie to her
27-dont cheat on her
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her
36. WHEN PEOPLE DISS HER, STAND UP FOR HER. tAKE HER SIDE NO MATTER WHAT.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always Remind her how much you love her.


Are you thinking about someone?
Oh, and on #20... u need to show her you mean it too
We might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to tickle us 
Remember this next time you are with her
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
Youll never know when she needs just a lil more love

rawr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i want to so ashly let's go!

i wanna make another whip, anyone got some leather?

I feel weird today! i went to the mall and had fun, but it felt off. like something was missing.......idk. so right now im so friggin excited about the cold weather! w00t! school is delayed but like 2hrs! yay! but the horrible fact remains....i still have to drag renisha out of bed and go to school....i dont wanna! that means i hve to deal w/ more Waco High School Drama. i hate that.... Well.....i could really use a black & mild right now... but i aint got no money.....so im going to bed! I Love You All (You know who you are.....[especially if you're on my friends list] so *HuGs aNd kISsEs*)

(PS ashly....leanne......do ya'll remember the denim one (WHIP) in the car on the way to leander? lmfao!)

i wanna make another whip, anyone got some leather?

I feel weird today! i went to the mall and had fun, but it felt off. like something was missing.......idk. so right now im so friggin excited about the cold weather! w00t! school is delayed but like 2hrs! yay! but the horrible fact remains....i still have to drag renisha out of bed and go to school....i dont wanna! that means i hve to deal w/ more Waco High School Drama. i hate that.... Well.....i could really use a black & mild right now... but i aint got no money.....so im going to bed! I Love You All (You know who you are.....[especially if you're on my friends list] so *HuGs aNd kISsEs*)

(PS ashly....leanne......do ya'll remember the denim one (WHIP) in the car on the way to leander? lmfao!)

Artist: H.I.M
Album: Deep Shadows & Brilliant Highlights
Title: Pretending
Love is a flame that can't be tamed
And though we are its willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame

Trust is a word all lovers know
The glorious art of staining souls, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
The more we have the more we want
And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby
It always ends up in tears

So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright

When doubts arise the game begins
The one we will never win, my baby
It always ends up in tears...

So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright

So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright

Love is a flame that can't be tamed
And though we are its willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame

i found this poem on an awesome wiki....it's cool

this poem is credited to the chic who wrote it....its really good:

Clear
I can't explain it there's just something about you
I don't know why I'm someone you just see through
I like your certain charm
And the lonely tattoo on your lonely arm
I could keep it company if you just give me a chance
You could see through my smile if you took a glance
I'm out of my mind just trying to find
A reason why I'm so transparent to you
Am I apparent to you
I'm clearly clear
Can you hear
My silent cries
Can you see
My lonely eyes
Look at me
Are you aware of my existence
Do you recognize the consistence
Of my invisiblity
Its sheer hostility
How you can just walk on by
And not even try

-BrookeLinn[Pink_Pixie]

seré allí para usted no importa qué

Sometimes When All Is Well
Is When My Heart Starts To Swell
Not With Pride But Something Not Dear
I Do Believe that Something Is Fear
The Happy Ecstacy Fades Away
And I'm Ready To Find What Keeps Me At Bay

I wrote these back in April or May....umm ya thats all I'm saying

so my life is going to be a complete wreck for a while....i was so scared.......i dont know what to fo.....and im so friggin worried about my mom and my little brother....and idk if my mom's gonna divorce him...if he's gonna divorce her....or what.....and i hope we'll have enough money to pay the bills..........we need the house more.....but....idk......this fucking sucks. His court date is January 3rd, i think.....i dont know if i have to be there or not....but if so.....im scared...............

for those of you who know what happened...ya......for the rest of you.........i'll tell you i guess....maybe....it depends on who you are and if i can trust you to not go on a rampage...and/or tell the whole world...i dont need anymore drama and emo bullshit...i thought i got past having emo-ness around a long time ago....so ya

i am worth $1,562,440 on www.humanforsale.com/

i dont think u realize how much what u didnt do means to me...r u coming back?...70v3 15 c0m971cat36....

blah...im bored....haha....JP i see you!

sometimes....we do not do the things we want so that others will not know we want to do them.....

- "Ivy", The Village

rawr! i have bleach blonde/golden blonde/auburn hair! its pretty ful! i cant wait for halloween party, alex's party, and halloween! i took the psat the other day. i became an aunt last monday (oct 16th) and ya.....i am feeling great! one thing tho

i havent been having sex with anyone so u fuckers (u knowho u are *cough*jd and some unknowns*cough*) shut the hell up! you fucking power hungry mother fuckers need to find some other way of making up for your pathetic, wanting, sorry-ass, no good, sad and miserable lives. u wanna spread rumors....spread some about yourselves and keep me the fuck out of it! find someone else to make your self esteem go up. u saying u had sex with me isnt gonna impress anyone and its not gonna make people jealous. saying i had sex with some other person isnt gonna do it either so kiss my ass. thank you and good bye you pathetic worms!

now where was i......oh ya! i have been in an awesome mood since the weather started getting cooler.....my only problems have been my strict parents and nearly losing a friend over something stupid. now she and i both have figured stuff out (ashly u know i love u....i only hope u believed me when i said i wasnt doing that) and its awesome. other than people spreading whoreish rumors about me (according to a couple people: "nikki will have sex w/ nethin that wlks & used to have sex with randall [no offense hun but...ew....aint gonna happen] and she's sending pictures over the internet of her making out with people [of course i was "sending" these "pictures" about a week ago when ET is proof that i havent been online in about 20-22 days until 2day (plus i havent been making out w/ nebody newayz)] so ya she's a fucking whore") im good....lol.....hard to believe im actually in a good mood huh? lol....but i am.......i think its cas i know im better than that, there's good weather outside, halloween's coming up, im excited about next weekend, and i have no real reason to be in a bad mood. hmmm....oh well....i tlk too fucking much so until later!

MEOW!