[fallen from grace today]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2005-07-25
Written: (7061 days ago)
Next in thread: 638102

Any body tell me if you no what this says:

Estoy tan cansada de estar aquÃ
suprimida por mis temores infantiles
y si tienes que irte
me gustaria que te fueras nada mas
porque tu presencia todavÃa perdura aqui
y no me dejará sola

estas heridas parecen no sanar
el dolor es muy real
hay mucho que el tiempo no puede borrar
cuando lloraste seque todas tus lagrimas
cuando gritaste ahuyente tus miedos
y he sostenido tu mano todos estos años
pero todavÃa tienes todo de mÃ

solÃas cautivarme
con tu resonante luz
pero ahora estoy limitrada por la vida que dejaste atras
tu rostro me caza en mis sueños placenteros
tu voz se llevó toda la cordura en mi

estas heridas parecen no sanar
el dolor es muy real
hay mucho que el tiempo no puede borrar
cuando lloraste seque todas tus lagrimas
cuando gritaste ahuyente tus miedos
y he sostenido tu mano todos estos años
pero todavÃa tienes todo de mÃ

he tratado tanto de decirme que te has ido
y aun asi estas conmigo
he estado sola todo el tiempo

631459  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-07-25
Written: (7061 days ago)


The words have been drained from this pencil
Sweet words that I want to give you
And I can't sleep
I need to tell you
Goodnight

When we're together, I feel perfect
When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart
All you say is sacred to me
Your eyes are so blue
I can't look away
As we lay in the stillness
You whisper to me

Marry me
Promise you'll stay with me
Oh you don't have to ask me
You know you're all that I live for
You know I'd die just to hold you
Stay with you
Somehow I'll show you
That you are my night sky
I've always been right behind you
Now I'll always be right beside you

So many nights I cried myself to sleep
Now that you love me, I love myself
I never thought I would say this
I never thought there'd be
You

627437  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-07-20
Written: (7066 days ago)

"All I Do"

Wassup
How you doin?
I've been seeing you from across the room
And you know, I just need your attention for a few minutes
Is that cool with you?
Yeah? Ight
Check it
Listen

I can't wait to get to school each day
And wait for you to pass my way
And bell starts to ring
An angel starts to say "hey that's the girl for you
So what are you gonna do"
Hey little girl
I love you so
(whoa whoa)

All I do is think of you
Day and Night (that's all I do)
I can't get you out my mind
Think about (all the time)
All the time

I begin to take the long way home
Just so I can be alone
To think of how to say
That my heart is here to stay
Hey I'm in love with you
I think the world of you
So won't you please, please be mine
I want...

All I do is think of you (baby)
Day and night (all the time every night and day)
I can't get you out my mind (my mind)
Think about (think about you all the time)
All the time

(Uh)You know what girl?
I'm in love
I can say it, yea I ain't scared I,I,I'm in love
People tell me I'm too young to be in love
I know what I'm feeling
And this is real
I dont know what it is
But I cant stop thinking about you

I think about you all the time
All I do is think of you (baby)
Day and night (day and night baby ohh)
I can't get you out my mind (I can't get you out, I dont want you out, I just want you in my life..)
Think about
All I do is think of you (All I do is think, about you day and night I can't even sleep)
Day and night (without you in my life)
I can't get you out my mind
Think about (all the time)
All the time

All I do is think of you
Morning when I rise, when I sleep at night
Day and night
I can't get you off my mind (I can't get you out... my mind)
All I do is think of you (ohhh)
Day and night
I can't get you out my mind (I don't want to)
Think about (everything in my life)
All the time


627436  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-07-20
Written: (7066 days ago)


Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away


I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

562495  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-04-27
Written: (7150 days ago)

Scars
The scars still exist through all of the thoughts
They still remain there even when I don’t feel such pain
They will exist forever and eternity
With the burning insation to make them bleed for once more
So you can remember for life that I had no life
The scars will remain
In my thoughts,
in my dreams,
and in my life,
they make me remember every thing I did and went through
they will remind me of all of my friends and family
and even all of the ones who hate
the one’s who love to judge and hate the kids that are not like thereselfs
the ones who are fucked up in the head
and think of the worst when the best is right in front of there faces
when they wake up thinking what kind of hell is going to happen today
and then put on there happy face and fake the rest of the of there day,
just so those can think that you can care and have feeling
when really I don’t
cuz have you ever felt so much pain that nothing will matter ever again
that your life is full of fake smiles and laughs
just to make the world happy
when really you end up finding your self by your self
at no ones side to keep you
in there thoughts
having a fight with your self to start or not
when you felt so much pain that you’ve
practically gone insane
when you think to your self that what your purpose
is to feel like hell for eternity
is to be tourtured by society
like you’re the worlds clown
is it to keep everyone else from being bored?
b/c I no I have felt it ever minute of my life,
and then in the end the scars are found wide open
with no explanations to the world
besides the little notes carved on the side of his arm
that happens to say “I hope everyone will live happily for life without me in it”, and on the other side “it was everyone with dought.”
And on his chest carved back words “the end” with him lying in front of a shatterd mirror

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