These bonds are shackle free, wrapped in lust and lunacy.
Tiny touch of jealousy, these bonds are shackle free.

Placebo: ask for answers

Whistle song

There is something in her eyes
That's making me scared
It's clinging to my shirt now
Like static in her hair
And something here is wrong
I heard it when she spoke
Her dust flows through my veins
And I'm yesterday's joke

And it seems impossible to meet her simple needs
She breaths invincible and it's giving me the creeps
She is still the wild one here, the incendiary soul
She is in flame and I am cold
God, I'm getting old

She is talking through a yawn and the radio is on
I listen through the thin walls
And someone is whisteling along
There is something in the air
Squeezing out sparks
The striplight flickers and then dies
And leaves us in the dark

And it seems impossible to make the ending speak
She breaths invincible and it's giving me the creeps
She is still the wild one here, the incendiary soul
She is in flame and I am cold
God, I'm getting old
God, it's getting cold

And I tried to make you a believer
But you're not a receiver

I tried so hard to make you smile.
For once I tried to be myself.
I made you scared, I made you cry.
So I never tried again.



Now I found a way to make you smile,
Pretending I am someone else.
Cause I really missed your smile,
more than I missed myself.
You found a way to keep it inside,
to a point where you can't feel a thing.
And silence suits us fine.
Cause we are not listening.
No, we're not listening.





And like today awaits tomorrow
And like tomorrow needs today
I need your simple words to follow
I'll do whatever you say




And my quiet heart goes to pieces.
It's been a lonely year in this room.

And I will not ignore you like before.
My january promises are more
than words softly spoken.

And everything I told you was stolen from a book.
I read something about kisses in a sience magazine,
something they can't capture in the sweetest movie scenes.

Artist: Kent
Song: Stop me june (little ego)
Album: Hagnesta Hill (Eng.)
[" Hagnesta Hill (Eng.) " CD]

I've been waiting for my brilliance to shine through
Like waiting would do
I've been called a little coward more than once
It hurts when it's true
I've been following your footprints in the snow
Trying to return the excuses that I stole

I'm the first on and the last off the bus
Little ego be still
And I fight the cold wind back up the street
To Hagnesta Hill
And the darkness and the snow fall as one
And I lost my scarf
At a busstop of the outskirts of town

I gather all the courage and the hate
Little ego goes wild
And my voice broke down I finally reached that age
I was cruel as a child
If this feeling that remains is not mine
Then it's something new
Maybe my brilliance shining through

It's noisy, can't think, I can't speak
I'm tired of handshakes so please
Get rid of this crowd
I can't breathe here anymore
You just have to let me go

It's noisy, can't think, I can't speak
I'm tired of handshakes so please
Get rid of this crowd
I can't breathe here anymore
You just have to let me go
You just have to let me go
You just have to let me go
You just have to let me go
And I don't need your hurry
You just have to let me go






Artist: Kent
Song: Before it all ends
Album: Isola (Eng.)
[" Isola (Eng.) " CD]

Modern thoughts about each other
Can't make you shine out any brighter
Antique promises uncovered
When we stop breathing for each other
We're drained of our will

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Is there still time before it all ends

Finally I found the words to tell you
I caught your hands under our table
There's still time for us to grow up
Closer to the sun before the summer slides to October

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Is there still time before it all ends

Empty gunshells in a park station
The hollow ring of our growing impatience
I knew you'd equal the occasion
My hand in your hand while the others
Are dragged in the flow

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Is there still time before it all ends

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Is there still time before it all ends

^___^

1. Resistance is futile
2. Well behaved women rarely make history.
3. David Bowie/ Aladdin Sane ^^
4. Depeche Mode's Violator cover, the tulip!!!! ^_^
5. Gackt


these arrived in the mail today.. i Got them from this internet auction page..



^___^

Nightwish, this cost like 4 euros at Krazy shop, my favourite shop in Itis ^^


I'm going to put these all in my bag! Woohoo!!





So i just came back from Itäkeskus with mom. it's big shopping center, mall, it took HOURS... my feet are so sore..
we ate kebab and walked around everywhere...


BUT, here's the good parts:

I got:
1. Labyrinth DVD!!!! Collector's edition omg!!
2. Monty Python's Life of Brian dvd
3. Monty Python's And now for something different ^_^


Oh yeah and I found Voima(Power) magazine from the Academic Bookstore, yey...


And I've forgotten to write this here..
om last Sunday mom, me and Kari - after I had stayed up all night, so I felt like a zombie :O - went to this fleamarket in Hakaniemi

AND guess what i found? A LEATHER JACKET!!
it cost 2 euros!! What an insane woman she was, selling it with that price... But I took advantge of her moment of insanity and gave her the money and took my long-looked for leather jacket..
I've always wnated a leather jacket (although, yes, i am against killing pointlessly animals and taking their fur and skin and making it into clothes, this is my conscience speaking....)

But.. but.. but.. it's a leather jacket. *makes point*

Hmphh, i guess my princibles lack a bit of backbone then?
*sigh* I'll never be accepted as a member of PETA...

so i'm going to babysit my cousins Friday night.. that will be fun ^^


so i won't be here then. and when i get home, i'll be tired and will just go straight back to bed...

so yeah. bye.

i got my DM, Gackt, Aladdin Sane, and "Well-behaved women rarely make history" pins...

and also Kent's Isola cd!! the English version.
that one was so hard to find, it's some Limited edition.
I must be on my best behavior in front of my stepfather and my mom ....since they got it for me.., and stop being a brat from now on

i've been wanting that cd for YEARS, drooling over it at every cds hop i've been...



well, now i still have to get Hagnesta Hill and Verkligen...

ialready have their first cd kent, and the 2 others Du och jag döden and vapen och ammunition...


Oh how I love Swedish............. ^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59QbQhdtERY&search=somewhere%20only%20we%20know

KEANE: Somewhere Only We Know


I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

[Break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

"If you want me, all you have to do is ask a thousand questions." ~Simple Things, Belle & Sebastian

"Much unhappiness has come into this world because of things left unsaid." -F.M. Dostoevsky

"The only abnormality is the incapacity to love." -Anais Nin

"There is no one Youer then you." -Dr Seuss

"In the beginning, the universe was created. This has made many people angry and is generally regarded as a bad idea." -The Hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy

"What is a cynic? A man who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing." -Oscar Wilde, Lady Windermere's Fan, 1892, Act III

"When you are a Bear of Very Little Brain, and you Think of Things, you sometimes find that a Thing which seemed very Thingish inside you is quite different when it gets out into the open and has other people looking at it." ~A.A. Milne's Winnie-the-Pooh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zOrpLjYT9iQ&search=question%20of%20lust%20

" Aah! I see you have the machine that goes 'ping'. This is my favourite."

This is a part of Monty Python's the Meaning of Life. So so hilarious!!



Part I: The Miracle of Birth

ANNOUNCER:
  Part One: The Miracle of Birth.

  [clunk]
  [clunk]
  [clunk]
  [clunk]
OBSTETRICIAN:
  One thousand and eight!
NURSE #1:
  Mrs. Moore's contractions are more frequent, doctor!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Good. Take her into the Foetus Frightening Room.
NURSE #1:
  Right.
  [exciting music]
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Thum, thummm, thummm, thum, thummmm, thummmmmm. Thum, thummm. Thummm. Jolly good.
  [music stops]
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Bumm, bumm, bumm, bumm, bum--
OBSTETRICIAN:
  So, it's a bit bare in here today, isn't it?

DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Yes.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Yes. More apparatus, please, nurse: the E.E.G., the B.P. monitor, and the A.V.V.
NURSE #1:
  Yes. Certainly, Doctor.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  And, uh, get the machine that goes 'ping'.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  And get the most expensive machines, in case the administrator comes.
  [clunk]
  [exciting music]
  That's it. Bring in the other machines. Right over here.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  [whistling]
OBSTETRICIAN:
  That's it. Just behind me.
  [music stops]
  Lovely. Lovely. Jolly good. That's better. That's much, much better.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Yeahhh, that's more like it.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Eehhh. Still something missing, though.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Hm?
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Hmmm. Mmmmm.
  [Snapdragon]
OBSTETRICIAN and DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Patient!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Yes.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Where's the patient?
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Anyone seen the patient?
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Patient?
NURSE #1:
  Aah! Here she is.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Bring it over here.
  [clank]
  Mind the machines!
NURSE #1:
  Sorry, Doctor Spenser.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Come along!
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Come along.
NURSE #1:
  Jump up there. Up!
MRS. MOORE:
  Ehh.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Hallo. Now, don't you worry.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  We'll soon have you cured.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Leave it all to us. You'll never know what hit you.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Good-bye!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Good-bye.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Drips up!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Injections!
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Can I put the tube in the baby's head?
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Only if I can do the epesiotomy.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Okay.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Okay. Uh, legs up! Doctor, come in. Come on in, all of you. That's it. Jolly good.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Come along.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Come along. Spread 'round there. Uh, who are you?
MR. MOORE:
  I'm the husband.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  I'm sorry. Only people involved are allowed in here. All right.
MRS. MOORE:
  What do I do?
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Mhm. Yes?
MRS. MOORE:
  What do I do?
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Nothing, dear. You're not qualified!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Leave it to us!
MRS. MOORE:
  What's that for?
OBSTETRICIAN:
  That's the machine that goes 'ping'.
  [ping]
  You see? That means your baby is still alive!
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  And that's the most expensive machine in the whole hospital!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Yes, it cost over three quarters of a million pounds.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Aren't you lucky?!
NURSE #2:
  The administrator is here, doctor.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Switch everything on!
  [exciting music]
  [ping]
MR. PYCROFT:
  Morning, gentlemen.
RANDOM:
  Morning.
MR. PYCROFT:
  Morning, gentlemen.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Morning!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Morning, Mr. Pycroft.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Morning, Mr. Pycroft.
MR. PYCROFT:
  Oh, very impressive. Very impressive. And what are you doing this morning?
  [music stops]
OBSTETRICIAN:
  It's a birth.
MR. PYCROFT:
  Aahh. What sort of thing is that?
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Well, that's when we take a new baby out of a lady's tummy.
MR. PYCROFT:
  Wonderful what we can do nowadays.

  [ping]
  Aah! I see you have the machine that goes 'ping'. This is my favourite. You see, we lease this back from the company we sold it to, and that way, it comes under the monthly current budget and not the capital account.
  [applause]
  Thank you. Thank you. We try to do our best. Well, do carry on.
NURSE #1:
  Ooh, the vulva's dilating, doctor.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Oh, yes, there's the head. Yes, four centimetres. Five-- Six centimetres.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Lights!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Amplify the 'ping' machine.
  [ping]
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Masks up!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Suction!
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Eyes down for a full house!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Here it comes!
BABY:
  [Crying Angel]
OBSTETRICIAN:
  And... frighten it! Thank you.
  [whock]
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  And the rough towels!

OBSTETRICIAN:
  Show it to the mother. That's enough.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Right! Sedate her!
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Number the child.
DOCTOR SPENSER:
  Measure it, blood type it, and isolate it!
  [whump]
NURSE #1:
  Okay.
  [clap clap]
  Show's over.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Jolly good.
RANDOM:
  [mumbling] ...everyone.
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Jolly good.
MRS. MOORE:
  Is it a boy or a girl?
OBSTETRICIAN:
  Now, I think it's a little early to start imposing roles on it, don't you? Now, a word of advice. You may find that you suffer for some time a totally irrational feeling of depression: 'P.N.D.', as we doctors call it. So, it's lots of happy pills for you, and you can find out all about the birth when you get home. It's available on Betamax, VHS, and Super Eight.
  [ping]

Auu my tooth aches

pain pain pain pain

auuu :/

Eikö ole surullista että olen istunut edellisen vuoden tällä tietokoneen edessä..

kun loppujen lopuksi on koko ajan vain ollut... vain minä..
...tässä yksinäisessä huoneessa...
aivan yksin... ?




Jos niin, minä mieluummin kuolen.

Guess what? I went to http://harrypotter.warnerbros.co.uk/web/hogwarts/sortinghat/index.jsp and let the Sorting Hat tell me which Hogwarts house i belong to... O.o

and i'm a RAVENCLAW! what a surprise
http://harrypotter.warnerbros.co.uk/hogwarts/personalization/pp_ravenclaw.html



ohh the things i do when i have nothing else to do.. >:< hmph. hehehh..

--------


and


i don't care if it's fair but i did it again.
and i got gryffindor. ack.. http://harrypotter.warnerbros.co.uk/hogwarts/personalization/pp_gryffindor.html





but

i want to be a slytherin!!

i have to bribe that bloody hat somehow... O.o








--

later:

omg i did it

http://harrypotter.warnerbros.co.uk/hogwarts/personalization/pp_slytherin.html
woohoo!!

http://www.deviantart.com/view/27658336/

http://www.deviantart.com/view/25508890/

http://www.deviantart.com/view/22333149/

http://www.deviantart.com/view/21902213/


:)

Morrissey - To Me You Are A Work Of Art


I live a life
I feel the pain
To sing this song
To tell the tale
I wish I never even heard the song
I see the world
It makes me puke
But then I look at you and know
That somewhere there’s a someone who can soothe me

To me you are a work of art
And I would give you my heart
That’s if I had one

I see the world
It makes me puke
But then I look at you and know
That somewhere there’s a someone who can soothe me

To me you are a work of art
And I would give you my heart
That’s if I had one, had one

To me you are a work of art
And I would give you my heart
That’s if I had one

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtGCOjSkf_0&search=i%20will%20see%20you%20in%20far%20off%20places

Morrissey - I Will See You In Far-Off Places


Nobody knows what human life is
Why we come, why we go. So why then do I know?
I will see you
I will see you in far off places.

The heart knows why I grieve
And yes one day I will close my eyes forever
But I will see you
I will see you in far off places.

It’s so easy for us to sit together
But it’s so hard for our hearts to combine
And why?
And why?
Why? Why? Why? Why?

Destiny for some is to save lives
But destiny for some is to end lives
But there is no end
And I will see you in far off places.

If your God bestows protection upon you
And if the USA doesn’t bomb you
I believe I will see you somewhere safe
Looking to the camera, messing around
And pulling faces.

"A room without books is like a body without a soul." - Cicero

"the sort of rage that is only seen when rich folk that have more than they can enjoy suddenly lose something that they have long had but have never before used of wanted." -J.R.R Tolkien the Hobbit

"I felt the sun on my face for the first time..."