[merihevonen]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2006-07-08
Written: (6713 days ago)




David Bowie: As The World Falls Down



There's such a sad love
Deep in your eyes, a kind of pale jewel
Open and closed within your eyes
I'll place the sky within your eyes

There's such a fooled heart
Beating so fast in search of new dreams
A love that will last within your heart
I'll place the moon within your heart

As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gone
Wasn't too much fun at all
But I'll be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
(As the world) Falling down
Falling in love

I'll paint you mornings of gold
I'll spin you Valentine evenings
Though we're strangers till now
We're choosing the path between the stars
I'll lay my love between the stars

As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gone
Wasn't too much fun at all
But I'll be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
(As the world falls)
Falling
Falling
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling in love
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling in love
As the world falls down
Makes no sense at all
Makes no sense to fall
Falling
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling in love
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling in love
Falling in love
Falling in love
Falling in love
Falling in love


820683  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)

i just came home. i'm tired. it's 11:20 pm...

i'm going to bed.


i'll write about my day tomorrow when i'm not having so much difficulty just keeping my eyes open...

820474  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)

so here i am.. eating cookies and drinking orange juice.

i must go take a quick shower, take a painkiller for my teeth and stomach, get dressed..

and then mom will come pick me up around 5 pm. and then going babysitting my cousins.

820471  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)

Luke is not answering my messages again. Hmphh.

He's being his absentminded himself again. -.-

>:< boys...



I just need to calm myself and not be a total dramaqueen like before the same happened, and just breath in and out.
I'm sure he will talk to me again when he's ready.


*sighs and waits*




ack.. Who on earth believes i have any such confidence? I'm just talking air here.



................

820439  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)

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true. i am a tiger ^^

820438  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)

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820435  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)

*sigh* Labyrinth gifs

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820429  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)



When green is all there is to be, it can make you wonder why, but why wonder.
I'm green and it'll do fine, it's beautiful, and I think it's what I want to be.

Someday you'll find it, the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers, and me.

It's not easy being green.





all hail Kermit. ^^

820427  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)

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820425  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)

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>.>

820421  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)
820410  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)



Eeek!


A spider on the page of [Cookieholic]



*hides*

820409  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6714 days ago)
820384  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6715 days ago)



Smurfsången


 >.< Amazing. beyond words...

820383  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6715 days ago)




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This world is filled with many idiots.

820373  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6715 days ago)

I'm worried about my friend Martin.
I was stupid and absentminded last week and forgot to log onto cathug to talk to him...

And yesterday, today, and 5 minutes ago I've been loggin on and off there seeing if he's there...
Nothing.

He hasn't been online in 4 days.


And I know him, he's close to me. I consider him as my brother, he's amazing in everyway... I know him, his good.. and his bad. Espcially the bad. :/ he better not have done anything to himself... he once told me of his dreams of putting needles to his eye and whole lot worse..

He has his depression, he has his bastard parents, and his low selfesteem which only worsens the situation. Boria lives in Bulgaria and they've been together online for some year now.. But he's can't fight his parents. We've talked about this. We even made a plan to get him out of England... But then he went to Ireland to work, he has enough money for a plane ticket.. His bastard parents have canceled his flights... and said lots of bullshit to him like "if you go , how will i get any money from you". But it's all so complicated and personal..


He's changed so much ever since he disappeared from elfpack around last Christmas... he seems so cold and and almost on the verge of giving up.. it's been.. so long since he's even smiled.....



But he has his girlfriend. Without Boria, he'd be dead.


*sighs sadly*

Martin, where are you? I miss you.

820371  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-07-07
Written: (6715 days ago)
820268  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-07-06
Written: (6715 days ago)

I'm just passing the joy. ^^

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I laughed hystericly because of this for 5 minutes.

perferct examble of my childish sense of humor. O.o

820253  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-07-06
Written: (6715 days ago)

if you're scared of snakes, like i am... don't click this..


---> Nyaahs first breed

820233  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-07-06
Written: (6715 days ago)

These bonds are shackle free, wrapped in lust and lunacy.
Tiny touch of jealousy, these bonds are shackle free.


Placebo: ask for answers

820212  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-07-06
Written: (6715 days ago)




Whistle song

There is something in her eyes
That's making me scared
It's clinging to my shirt now
Like static in her hair
And something here is wrong
I heard it when she spoke
Her dust flows through my veins
And I'm yesterday's joke

And it seems impossible to meet her simple needs
She breaths invincible and it's giving me the creeps
She is still the wild one here, the incendiary soul
She is in flame and I am cold
God, I'm getting old

She is talking through a yawn and the radio is on
I listen through the thin walls
And someone is whisteling along
There is something in the air
Squeezing out sparks
The striplight flickers and then dies
And leaves us in the dark

And it seems impossible to make the ending speak
She breaths invincible and it's giving me the creeps
She is still the wild one here, the incendiary soul
She is in flame and I am cold
God, I'm getting old
God, it's getting cold

And I tried to make you a believer
But you're not a receiver


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