Happy Hero: Issue #0
Happy Hero: Issue #1

*sigh*

Forget it. Just forget it. There's no use.

Kent - Whistle song

There is something in her eyes
that's making me scared
It's clinging to my shirt now
like static in her hair
And something here is wrong
I heard it when she spoke
Her dust flows through my veins now
and I'm yesterdays joke

And it seems impossible to meet her simple needs
She breathes invincible
and it's giving me the creeps
Shes still the wild one here, the incendiary soul
She is in flame and I am cold
god I'm getting old

She is talking through a yawn
and the radio is on
I listen through the thin walls
and someones whistling along
There is something in the air
Squeezing out sparks
The striplight flickers and then dies
and leaves us in the dark

And I'd make you a believer
But you're not a receiver
And you're now a believer
And you're not a receiver
And I'll make you a believer
But youre not a receiver
And I'll make you a believer
But you're not a receiver
And I'll make you a believer
But you're not a receiver
Yeah I'll make you a believer
Because you're not a receiver

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This is what Helsinki looks like right now... Oooo

Enjoying – music and lack of school.
Dreading – school.
Loving – David Bowie? ^^
Hating – That I'm here..
Sick of – myself
Over using – my battery recharger >.<
random name/object - airplane
Craving – chocolate
Hoping for – impossible things.
Looking forward to – 8.8.1988
Ignoring – empty bank balance :/

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Feel free to laugh at me.
yeah.. >.< I'm not very gifted when it comes to drawing..


you are a realist.
Toward the bottom, you are pessimistic, and have a tendency to behave negatively.

Facing left, you believe in tradition, are friendly, and remember dates (birthdays, etc.)

With few details, you are emotional and naive, they care little for details and are a risk-taker.

With 4 legs showing, they are secure, stubborn, and stick to their ideals.

The size of the ears indicates how good a listener you are.
you are an OK listener.

The length of the tail indicates the quality of your sex life.
And again more is better! You drew small tail :)



the quality of my sex life??? omg.. >.< hehhe >:>



but.. i think it describes me pretty well.





do it yourself. and then show it to me
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"Can we have your liver then?" - John Cleese, in the Meaning of Life ^^

"Just fear me, love me, do as I say, and I will be your slave."




"Sarah, beware. I have been generous up until now, but I can be cruel."
"Generous! What have you done that's generous?"
"Everything! Everything you wanted I have done.
You asked that the child to be taken. I took him.
You cowered before me. I was frightning.
I have redordered time. I have turned the world upside-down, and I have done it all for you!
I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me.
Isn't that generous?"

    / IT'S ONLY FOREVER /
     / NOT LONG AT ALL /
     / LOST AND LONELY /
     / NO ONE CAN BLAME YOU /
     / FOR WALKING AWAY /
     / BUT TOO MUCH REJECTION, UH-HUH /
     / NO LOVE INJECTION, NO /
     / LIFE CAN BE EASY /
     / IT'S NOT ALWAYS SWELL /
     / DON'T TELL ME TRUTH HURTS, LITTLE GIRL /
     / 'CAUSE IT HURTS LIKE HELL /
     / BUT DOWN IN THE UNDERGROUND /
     / YOU'LL FIND SOMEONE TRUE /
     / DOWN IN THE UNDERGROUND /
     / A LAND SERENE /
     / A CRYSTAL MOON /
     / AH-HAH /
     / IT'S ONLY FOREVER /
     / IT'S NOT LONG AT ALL /
     / LOST AND LONELY /
     / THAT'S UNDERGROUND /
     / UNDERGROUND /

David Bowie: Underground

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbX3jHkd_0E&search=Hitchhikers

BRILLIANT!!

I watched Labyrinth last night!! I'm still in the magical feeling of seeing it...
it was amazing, to say at least... ^______^^


and then i watched Life of Brian by Monty Python.. It was a small disappointment since I love Monty Pyhton so much. and I've been waiting so long to see it.. But still, it's a Python movie, so of course i loved it although i didn't laugh to death watching it. but sure it had its moments. O.o...

and then I watched And now for something completely different! By Monty Python again. I had already seen it once. It was great!! ^^


I have to find the Holy Grail somewhere and the Flying Circus dvds... they're the only Monty Python movies I haven't seen...

David Bowie: Within You

How you turned my world, you precious thing
You starve and near exhaust me
Everything I've done, I've done for you
I move the stars for no one

You've run so long
You've run so far

Your eyes can be so cruel
Just as I can be so cruel
Though I do believe in you

Yes I do

Live without the sunlight
Love without your heartbeat
I, I can't live within you
I can't live within you

(sigh)

I, I can't live within you

Jennifer Connelly as Sarah

and she's 14!!



David Bowie as Jareth the Goblin King

David Bowie: As The World Falls Down



There's such a sad love
Deep in your eyes, a kind of pale jewel
Open and closed within your eyes
I'll place the sky within your eyes

There's such a fooled heart
Beating so fast in search of new dreams
A love that will last within your heart
I'll place the moon within your heart

As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gone
Wasn't too much fun at all
But I'll be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
(As the world) Falling down
Falling in love

I'll paint you mornings of gold
I'll spin you Valentine evenings
Though we're strangers till now
We're choosing the path between the stars
I'll lay my love between the stars

As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gone
Wasn't too much fun at all
But I'll be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
(As the world falls)
Falling
Falling
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling in love
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling in love
As the world falls down
Makes no sense at all
Makes no sense to fall
Falling
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling in love
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling in love
Falling in love
Falling in love
Falling in love
Falling in love

i just came home. i'm tired. it's 11:20 pm...

i'm going to bed.


i'll write about my day tomorrow when i'm not having so much difficulty just keeping my eyes open...

so here i am.. eating cookies and drinking orange juice.

i must go take a quick shower, take a painkiller for my teeth and stomach, get dressed..

and then mom will come pick me up around 5 pm. and then going babysitting my cousins.

Luke is not answering my messages again. Hmphh.

He's being his absentminded himself again. -.-

>:< boys...



I just need to calm myself and not be a total dramaqueen like before the same happened, and just breath in and out.
I'm sure he will talk to me again when he's ready.


*sighs and waits*




ack.. Who on earth believes i have any such confidence? I'm just talking air here.



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true. i am a tiger ^^