so it's 1:58 am here... I tried going to sleep but it's useless. Sleeping time for me usually is 5 am to 4 pm. So I guess I have to kill time till then. Right now I'm listening to music... and writing this.

So it's the end of another day. Today (or technically yesterday >_>) was quite a quiet day. Not much happened.

My stepfather and I carried this tv table from where they put the trash (sorry I don't know the word o.o)
So yey! My 18 year old back pain grows...


I talked to few people on elftown. Did stuff. You know, the usual. Ate food, drank water and juice. Took Pete outside for a walk, fed him. Now he's sleeping on my room's floor, in front of my door, like always.

I was a bit depressed today. Not really wanting to talk to many people. The usual. I'm affected by something... and I've been feeling down because of it.
But yeah, don't worry in few days I'll be better, the same as always. The same Heidi.... *sighs*

(don't expect me to answer any of your stupid questions since I won't answer them.) 

I talked mostly with [Blasphemous Rumours]. That was fun.

and then I talked to her on msn and I tried sending her my Dm mp3s. Which didn't work.
So I sent her Violator as a zipped file, and that worked. She's happy now since she gets to hear the Dm cds she doens't own.
Tomorrow I'll send her the rest. As well as Martin Gore's solo cds Counterfeit and Counterfeit 2.

Blaah, I have nothing to do.
Ughh I'll go read HP fics or something. Or google stuff. I don't know. O.o

auuuu my shoulders are jammed :(

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So the cat thing has finally been decided on. We went to see this woman with 2 adult cats with 8 kittens at Siuntio (about 45 minute drive away from HKI)

Sooo... mom quickly decided on the only gray one there, since she's always wanted a gray cat.
And I took a lot more time to watch the kittens play with each other... I then, after a while, chose this tiger-coloured kitten... I now have found my Elvis!


The gray one's name is still undecided. It'll be mom's cat more, so she really gets to decide. But I suggested a lot of names, such as Sumu (means Fog/mist), Spock & Gandalf (Shut up. They're both great names, but nooo they're too uncommom >_>)... Finally, when mom was driving the car I started thinking these Scandinavian princesses names.. like Princess Victoria of Sweden, you know?
Well then I thought of it. Mette. Isn't she the princess of Denmark or Norway? I can't remember which. 
So Mette is a pretty strong possibility...

 >_< But I did suggest other great names such as: Ziggy Stardust, Bowie.... *sigh*

we're going to go get them on the 18th.


But knowing my mother, like I do... *coughs* >_> it'll end up being something like..... >_< Tirri Tarriainen number 2. (DON'T ASK)

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Way to go, Heidi. Suave as always.

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Aaaaaaaaarrrrgggghh!!!!!

'And when I squinted
the world seemed rose-tinted
And angels appeared to descend
to my surprise
With half-closed eyes
things looked even better
than when they were opened'   

  - Depeche Mode: Waiting for the night
     "Violator" (1990)

http://machall.com/index.php?strip_id=352
http://www.vgcats.com/comics/?strip_id=193
http://www.ultimatenetnut.com/foamy.php
http://community.livejournal.com/elfchat/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQ_FlMJYmfg&search=in%20the%20mood%20for%20love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ie3Myg0c6U&search=graham%20chapman

http://quizilla.com/users/cheese7/quizzes/What%20genre%20of%20Depeche%20Mode%20are%20you%3F/
http://quizilla.com/cgi-bin/result/result.pl xD

I keep crying.. It's been going on all night. Maybe it's because of the flu, or I don't know why. I'm overemotional? I try to stop it but it's no good. I'm not sad. Still, without any choice of my own, I start to cry... Tears just fall from my eyes.

*clears throat*

Ah, 1: Harry Potter fanfiction ^____^ So fantastic.
And ah, 2: Joy Division: Love will tear us apart


^__^ I am a woman of simple pleasures.

I still have the flu, though I've been sneezing a bit less today than I did yesterday. So I guess I'm slowly healing. I have to wear 2 pants on (since it's autumn, it can get a bit chilly here during the night time..) and two warm long sleeved shirts.
One of them is a flanel shirt which I'm wearing still as I'm writing this.

As my consolation, I started downloading music last night again... after such a long time. I love Azureus.
the Cure's Pictures of you has been playing in my room quite loudly on repeat.. though it's 4:18 am.

I stayed awake till 11 am last "night".. And then went to bed, and woke up at 19:30. Then I walked around the house like a zombie for few hours trying to get sleep again, but it was useless. So I opened up my computer instead around 9 pm. And have been here ever since... listwening to music, talking on et, downloading music from http://thepiratebay.org/...
I must go read a fanfiction story now, I have been taking a break from www.fanfiction.net as well, like for about 4 months now...
How odd that I haven't suffered from any side effects...

this idiot geoglin had make a fake Johnny Cash's torrent file. Argghh!! *shakes fist* That's just wrong!!

Stupid flu. Nose and eyes itch and burn. Atchhuuu!

*sneezes*

The last season of Alias started today... in the first episode VAUGHN DIED!!! and sydney's pregant. omg Whoa, that was a huge surprise...

AAaaaarghhh!!!

I really hate this elftown diary notice thing..
I can't help my own curiosity to go read certain unnamed people's diary so I find out things I don't want to know.
Everyone should put their diaries Private so people like me can stay in utter denial and bliss.... *sighs*


It's better not to know some things at times. Some things just are too much for the mind to take.

so i got like 6 movie tickets as my 18th birthday present from my aunt leena.
the movies that i have seen are:
-Thank you for smoking
-United 93
-Days of being wild

and i'm thinking about going to see Volver http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0441909/
and next week the Love and anarchy festival is going on here is Helsinki. so yyeyeeey



And another matter: MONEY!
I have exactly 70 cents. That's all I have.

Since i turned 18 my father stopped putting 100 euros on my bank account on the every 14th of the month...
so i need a job. But what kind of an idiot wants to hire me with no previous work experiences?


jhklhjlijil agghhrr!!

sign this petition... http://www.oneseat.eu/



and...
http://www.babyblues.com/Testing/index.php?formname=getstrip&GoToDay=08/21/06

so...

  We're getting a kitten!!!

Today.. is thursday August 10th, it's 22:47 (pm)
Today was my brother's 22nd birthday.


I slept pretty late today, I woke up at 4 pm after being up till about 6 am. I watched Fucking Åmal (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0150662/) since I souldn't get any sleep.. That movie meant so much for me when I was about 13 when I first saw it. *sighs*
But now when I see it I just merely watch it because they Swedish and Swedish sounds so cool... >_>
And of course it has few funny scenes...
And of course.. *coughs, cough* ... Elin... *coughs again* ^__^


Mom and I went to Ikea today. That was fun. >_>
It surprises me everytime whenever we go to a some shop/mall/market/whatever that we end up buying a lot more than we expected...
Like today I didn't expect to find so much stuff to buy there! XD
But still we ended buying these:
-green shelf for me
-green pillow
-green glass candlething
-green planket
-green lamp
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(I'm going through some green phase...)

I just finished talking with Merce on yahoo. he wished me happy birthday... :D

(I took off Merce's real name since I respect his privacy and I don't think he'd want me pass around his real name...)
Merce: and once again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY