For some reason I thought this wouldn't happen.
Yesterday I asked him to make this easier for all of us and not to drink.
I actually thought that he'd be sober all week and then he'd leave to Puerto de la Cruz and be out of our lives forever...
I don't know why I am surprised.
Kari came home few minutes ago from the grocery store.
With 3 plastic bags full of beer.
*Sighs*
6 days left. Just 6 days.
I just have to stand him for 6 days anymore...
I woke up today around noon. I surfed online for about an hour then watched some Monty Python's Flying Circus.
Then around 4 or 5 pm my stepfather came knocking on my door. He said he was going to make pancakes. I said okay, fine, trying to get him to leave. He kept going on and on about it, he just wouldn't go away. I said three times to close the door, but he just ignored me. Then getting sick of hearing his voice, I walked to the door and closed it myself. And when I was at the door, I could smell alcohol on his breath.
About an hour and half later my mom opened my door and said "Could you come help me with Kari? He's lying on the floor"
Surprised of what was happening at the moment and not having heard anything about him in over an hour, I followed my mom and saw Kari fallen on the floor on the bathroom.
Mom and I helped him to stand by taking a grip from his shoulders. He was rather heavy since he has a rather big.."beer belly"..
Next, Mom guided him to the bathroom. I needed to clear my head so I went to walk Pete.
When I came back, Kari had gone sleeping.
Then Mom and I went to the sauna together. That relaxed and calmed us both.
By the way, Kari's attempts of making pancakes were completely unsuccessful. He put the flour and the eggs straight into the the frying pan... >_< I've never made pancakes myself, but EVEN I know that's not the way to do it.
So now it's 9:47 pm, Friday night. We came back home around after 8 and have been trying to calm ourselves again while cleaning the house a bit. Kari woke up around then, with a headache and he's a lot more calmer and bit disoriented. He knew that he had bumped his head and when he dreamt about being in heaven... O_O
I found out today what the whole Puerto de la cruz business was. Kari has an email friend who lives there and he's going to go live there. Brilliant, right? Except that he doesn't speak a word of English or any other language except Finnish... also the fact that he's very forgetful, so one minute he's a nice guy and the next moment he doesn't know where he even is, or what he the topic the conversation is, or what he just few minutes ago said, or doesn't know that he's repeating his words for for third time...
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about 30 minutes later:
I just came from his room, I helped him with his virus scanning program. We talked about computers and his trip,
I'm a little tired now. I've been writing this for about an hour. So I'm going to end it right here.
Good night
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Harry Potter and the Stargate SG-1? O_o :p
also... :D
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I don't get it.
She isn't ugly at all.
"Ugly Betty" What a stupid name for a television show.
Hello
My stepfather has set a date when he will be leaving.
the 13th, which is friday, a week from now.
HOORAY!!
Weird thing happened though.. He asked me how to spell Puerto de la Cruz.. O_o
So I guess that's where he's going.
Another thing.
I'm sick. I have the flu (again, dammit!!!) and I've been sneezing all day...
so I feel quite horrible.
I'm thinking about maybe watching the first and my favourite Harry Potter movie to cheer me up.
That's all for now. Good night
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I would really want to know what the extra verses mean...
Using http://lexin2.
Also I'm desperately waiting to find a torrent-file of Edgar Reitz's Heimat-trilogy
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After googling, I found out that... tada tadadaa - Ansgar and Evelyne are characters in that movie trilogy! ^^
Jocke Berg must've loved the movie since he wrote "I've always seen us as Ansgar and Evelyne" =)
Good evening.
I'm really tired. I just got home from walking around the center of Hki.
I bought candy. =)
I just needed to get out of this house for a while. I brought my camera with me as well, but I didn't find anything interesting to shoot.
Or maybe I was just too tired to notice. So I just walked around... everywhere. There is just something so very calming about taking a walk. Just walking, without any clear direction. To wherever your feet take you.
I told you I'm tired, I'm talking nonsense here. >_>
I ate kebab at the steps of the Church of Judgement and drank Pepsi Max. It was quite chilly, so it didn't do much good to the growing throatache I've had since this morning...
Tomorrow I'll have to do my English essay. And then Wednesday I'll have my English test. I can't wait!!!
I just love English tests. They're the only tests I know anything about.
So I'll come online after the test... unless I fall asleep with my clothes on, as soon I come home...
As I said, I'm very tired. I'm off to bed.
Good night, everyone. Sleep well, don't stay up too late and take care of yourselves.
This a translation of Ympyrä (Circle) by one of my favourite bands, Egotrippi. I hate that it's so short....
But I just wanted to share the beautiful words.
Night changes to the morning
it comes too early
From the sky fades
a star I was looking
Where do you come from?
Where are you going to?
When the night ends and your pictures fades
Circle closes
I know a place
where I can see the whole city
I'd show it to you
if I could still find it
Where are you going?
Where are you coming from?
When you're there everything goes away
Circle closes
Weeping Willows: Looking for a home
Behind my smile there is a lot of pain
A forest fire of lust runs through my veins
My soul burns with a hunger for avenge
I'm better at making love than making friends
I claim to know the real thing from the fake
Cause I've already made the big mistake
But when she flutters back into my mind
I wave her off just like a buzzing fly
Chorus:
Ooooh, I'm just looking for a home
Ooooh, I'm just looking for a home
Watch me as I mingle in the bar
I'm searching for a girl who'll scratch my scars.
A little bit of me is more than much
I'm like a junkie hooked on human touch
I've learned to walk through life unsatisfied
I've learned to stow away the hurt inside
I'm like a spider clinging to a reed
Cause I don't get the things I really need
Chorus
I hope one day big love comes tumbling down
Well if it won't I know where I am bound
The grovel road of love seems mighty long
And hell is here on earth when you're alone
Chorus
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Feel free to sing along! ;)
Egotrippi - Iloinen aina
Katsokaa nyt tuota poikaa
kun kantaa noin murheita harteillaan
Ei kai painovoimaa voi voittaa
Pystyykö kukaan tuollaiseen
chorus:
Kai hän tietää ettei ihminen ole ehjä
jos ei voi nauraa
Kai hän tietää ettei ihminen olis ihminen
jos ei vois olla
chorus 2:
Iloinen aina
silloin kun haluaa
Iloinen aina
silloin on olo kuin taakka putoais pois
Katsokaa nyt tuota poikaa
kun kantaa noin murheita harteillaan
Eikö joku, joku vois auttaa
Ei kukaan pysty tuollaiseen
chorus
chorus 2
What a weird day.
I was locked inside my room at 10 am this morning for about an hour...
The door handle just fell off! and I couldn't get out :O
I tried calling Kari who was asleep and didn't hear it.
Then I sent a text message to Mom and she called Kari, he then woke up and came to open the door.
So I have to keep the door open or else the same thing happens again :P
The funny/embarras
This is infact my THIRD time during my life when I have been locked inside.
Am I really that stupid?! or is it just some "bad luck"?
Doors have grudge against me, I suppose... >_>
The cutest cat in the world award goes to... <3 Elvis <3
By the way, no one should ever see Bloodrayne.
'This film is currently ranking at #81 on IMDb's bottom 100.'
--------->> http://imdb.co
Hmm. Looking at that list, it just makes me wonder all those movies... I'd really like to see some of them. Just for the fun of it >_>
I'm seriously thinking about downloading 'Gigli' for example.
It's been mocked by so many people... I want to know what the hype is all about! xD
I don't get why 'Police Academy: Mission to Moscow' is on the list... :O
also that 'Toter hing im Netz, Ein (1960)' seems really interesting..
En route to a show in Singapore, a troupe of beautiful dancers are stranded on a deserted island by a plane crash. Their routine of skinny-dipping and devising new skimpy outfits is interrupted when a radioactive spider bites their manager and turns him into a wild-eyed, furry-faced monster with three fangs and a passion for strangling... *giggles* XD
it's 9 am and I still haven't been able to get any sleep. >_> I'm so easily amused.
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I got my glasses Friday. I look really smart with them on. Finally I can fool everyone that I am.
Now next to win that Nobel prize...
Mom left to Härmä for a week today. It's organized by her work, due to her feet pains she's been having for few last months. So it's just filled with lots of healthy exercising, swimming, walking, sauna....
I'm going to be home alone with Kari and the pets for a week. :(
And next Friday when she comes back, it's my her birthday. I can't remember at the moment how much she be turning... 47? I'll have to text my brother to check it.
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Wuhuu. All of them agreed!
So the rumours of Emma Watson's reluctance to play Hermione two last times were false? >_>
I had had a small panic attack when I read that...
*sighs sadly*
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Am I really that impossible to be friends with?
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Oh the irony! xD
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Ansgar & Evelyne
From a clear blue sky the bomb falls down
We lie silent in a crater, smiling
When we're watching contemporary period burn down
And I will protect you with my body
the Air stings when we breath
I have always seen us as Ansgar and Evelyne
We will fill our stolen car
With expensive watches and dexedrin
Souvenirs from the time when we were swines
And you have taken me inside from the cold
From german hardrock to Charles Valentine
In my book you are always Evelyne
And how I wish that you were here now
I want to hear your heartbeats
And how I wish that our war would end
I have learned from my mistakes
And you are as lonely as I am
<3Och som jag önskar att du var här nu
Jag vill bara höra dina hjärtslag
Och som jag önskar att vårt krig tog slut
Jag har lärt av mina misstag
Och du är lika ensam som jag<3