[merihevonen]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2007-04-07
Written: (6443 days ago)

For some reason I thought this wouldn't happen.
Yesterday I asked him to make this easier for all of us and not to drink.

I actually thought that he'd be sober all week and then he'd leave to Puerto de la Cruz and be out of our lives forever...

I don't know why I am surprised.
Kari came home few minutes ago from the grocery store.
With 3 plastic bags full of beer.


*Sighs*
6 days left. Just 6 days.
I just have to stand him for 6 days anymore...

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Written about Friday 2007-04-06
Written: (6444 days ago)

I woke up today around noon. I surfed online for about an hour then watched some Monty Python's Flying Circus.

Then around 4 or 5 pm my stepfather came knocking on my door. He said he was going to make pancakes. I said okay, fine, trying to get him to leave. He kept going on and on about it, he just wouldn't go away. I said three times to close the door, but he just ignored me. Then getting sick of hearing his voice, I walked to the door and closed it myself. And when I was at the door, I could smell alcohol on his breath.

About an hour and half later my mom opened my door and said "Could you come help me with Kari? He's lying on the floor"
Surprised of what was happening at the moment and not having heard anything about him in over an hour, I followed my mom and saw Kari fallen on the floor on the bathroom.

Mom and I helped him to stand by taking a grip from his shoulders. He was rather heavy since he has a rather big.."beer belly"..

Next, Mom guided him to the bathroom. I needed to clear my head so I went to walk Pete.

When I came back, Kari had gone sleeping.

Then Mom and I went to the sauna together. That relaxed and calmed us both. 

By the way, Kari's attempts of making pancakes were completely unsuccessful. He put the flour and the eggs straight into the the frying pan... >_< I've never made pancakes myself, but EVEN I know that's not the way to do it.

So now it's 9:47 pm, Friday night. We came back home around  after 8 and have been trying to calm ourselves again while cleaning the house a bit. Kari woke up around then, with a headache and he's a lot more calmer and bit disoriented. He knew that he had bumped his head and when he dreamt about being in heaven... O_O 


I found out today what the whole Puerto de la cruz business was. Kari has an email friend who lives there and he's going to go live there. Brilliant, right? Except that he doesn't speak a word of English or any other language except Finnish... also the fact that he's very forgetful, so one minute he's a nice guy and the next moment he doesn't know where he even is, or what he the topic the conversation is, or what he just few minutes ago said, or doesn't know that he's repeating his words for for third time...

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about 30 minutes later:

I just came from his room, I helped him with his virus scanning program. We talked about computers and his trip,

I'm a little tired now. I've been writing this for about an hour. So I'm going to end it right here.

Good night

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Written about Thursday 2007-04-05
Written: (6445 days ago)
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Written about Thursday 2007-04-05
Written: (6445 days ago)

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http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0805669/

I don't get it.
She isn't ugly at all.
"Ugly Betty" What a stupid name for a television show.

926622  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-04-04
Written: (6446 days ago)

Hello

My stepfather has set a date when he will be leaving.
the 13th, which is friday, a week from now.
HOORAY!!

Weird thing happened though.. He asked me how to spell Puerto de la Cruz.. O_o
So I guess that's where he's going.


Another thing.
I'm sick. I have the flu (again, dammit!!!) and I've been sneezing all day...
so I feel quite horrible.
I'm thinking about maybe watching the first and my favourite Harry Potter movie to cheer me up.

That's all for now. Good night

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Written about Tuesday 2007-04-03
Written: (6447 days ago)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SMpl1oWfdw&mode=related&search=
I would really want to know what the extra verses mean...
Using http://lexin2.nada.kth.se/swe-eng.html for word by word translation seems rather exhausting... but it seems it's my only choice.



Also I'm desperately waiting to find a torrent-file of Edgar Reitz's Heimat-trilogy.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heimat

<3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWm-Kvj6F7Q <3

After googling, I found out that... tada tadadaa - Ansgar and Evelyne are characters in that movie trilogy! ^^

Jocke Berg must've loved the movie since he wrote "I've always seen us as Ansgar and Evelyne" =)

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Written about Monday 2007-04-02
Written: (6448 days ago)

Good evening.


I'm really tired. I just got home from walking around the center of Hki. 

I bought candy. =)

I just needed to get out of this house for a while. I brought my camera with me as well, but I didn't find anything interesting to shoot.
Or maybe I was just too tired to notice. So I just walked around... everywhere. There is just something so very calming about taking a walk. Just walking, without any clear direction. To wherever your feet take you.

I told you I'm tired, I'm talking nonsense here. >_>


I ate kebab at the steps of the Church of Judgement and drank Pepsi Max. It was quite chilly, so it didn't do much good to the growing throatache I've had since this morning...

Tomorrow I'll have to do my English essay. And then Wednesday I'll have my English test. I can't wait!!!
I just love English tests. They're the only tests I know anything about.
So I'll come online after the test... unless I fall asleep with my clothes on, as soon I come home...

As I said, I'm very tired. I'm off to bed.


Good night, everyone. Sleep well, don't stay up too late and take care of yourselves.

925869  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-04-02
Written: (6448 days ago)

This a translation of Ympyrä (Circle) by one of my favourite bands, Egotrippi. I hate that it's so short....
But I just wanted to share the beautiful words.




Night changes to the morning
it comes too early
From the sky fades
a star I was looking

Where do you come from?
Where are you going to?
When the night ends and your pictures fades
Circle closes

I know a place
where I can see the whole city
I'd show it to you
if I could still find it

Where are you going?
Where are you coming from?
When you're there everything goes away
Circle closes

925767  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-04-02
Written: (6448 days ago)

Ta-dah!

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Rice, chicken, shrimp, vegetables
Food a la Heidi, made at 3:30 am


I didn't burn it, so I must be getting better.
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Written about Sunday 2007-04-01
Written: (6448 days ago)

Weeping Willows: Looking for a home

Behind my smile there is a lot of pain
A forest fire of lust runs through my veins
My soul burns with a hunger for avenge
I'm better at making love than making friends

I claim to know the real thing from the fake
Cause I've already made the big mistake
But when she flutters back into my mind
I wave her off just like a buzzing fly

Chorus:
Ooooh, I'm just looking for a home
Ooooh, I'm just looking for a home

Watch me as I mingle in the bar
I'm searching for a girl who'll scratch my scars.
A little bit of me is more than much
I'm like a junkie hooked on human touch

I've learned to walk through life unsatisfied
I've learned to stow away the hurt inside
I'm like a spider clinging to a reed
Cause I don't get the things I really need

Chorus

I hope one day big love comes tumbling down
Well if it won't I know where I am bound
The grovel road of love seems mighty long
And hell is here on earth when you're alone

Chorus

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Written about Saturday 2007-03-31
Written: (6450 days ago)

  I HATE my stepfather.

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Written about Saturday 2007-03-31
Written: (6450 days ago)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YA_xl2N0CiU

Feel free to sing along! ;)


Egotrippi - Iloinen aina


Katsokaa nyt tuota poikaa
kun kantaa noin murheita harteillaan
Ei kai painovoimaa voi voittaa
Pystyykö kukaan tuollaiseen

chorus:
Kai hän tietää ettei ihminen ole ehjä
jos ei voi nauraa
Kai hän tietää ettei ihminen olis ihminen
jos ei vois olla

chorus 2:
Iloinen aina
silloin kun haluaa
Iloinen aina
silloin on olo kuin taakka putoais pois

Katsokaa nyt tuota poikaa
kun kantaa noin murheita harteillaan
Eikö joku, joku vois auttaa
Ei kukaan pysty tuollaiseen

chorus

chorus 2

924893  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-03-30
Written: (6451 days ago)

What a weird day.


I was locked inside my room at 10 am this morning for about an hour...
The door handle just fell off! and I couldn't get out :O


I tried calling Kari who was asleep and didn't hear it.
Then I sent a text message to Mom and she called Kari, he then woke up and came to open the door.


So I have to keep the door open or else the same thing happens again :P


The funny/embarrassing thing in this all is that this isn't the first time this has happened to me.
This is infact my THIRD time during my life when I have been locked inside.

Am I really that stupid?! or is it just some "bad luck"?

Doors have grudge against me, I suppose... >_>

923865  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-03-27
Written: (6454 days ago)

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The cutest cat in the world award goes to... <3 Elvis <3

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Written about Tuesday 2007-03-27
Written: (6454 days ago)

Mette

After I came home from school, my stepfather Kari told me that Mette was lost. He'd searched her everywhere around the house. I told him go walk Pete and I'd try to find her. Before he left to walk Pete he just mentioned the option that she might've dropped from the balcony. I was shocked. He was smoking on the balcony and tha cats were there, but because we have balcony glazing, one window was open because of the cigarette smoke.

Apparently Elvis and Mette were walking on the railing, both coming from the opposite directions, and then meeting on the middle... Mette had apprerently dropped.

We live on the first floor so the drop is only like 2-3 meters.
The idiot that he is he of course didn't go search for Mette immediately..and didn't even think to call me... I would've come straight from school.


I came home around 7-8 pm.
Mette dropped to the ground around 1-2 pm according to Kari.

I felt panicked and more lost than I have ever felt in my life, wondering all the possible solutions if she had actually fallen to the ground and then wandered off to the highway... :(

So first I searched the whole house down, going through all Mette's usual hiding places. I searched everywhere, she wasn't anywhere to be seen. Elvis was wondering where his sister was, walking around as lost as I was...

Worried to death as I was, I got dressed quickly as possible, went outside to search for her.

I was getting desperate and on the verge of crying after 20 minutes of searching and walking around in circles.
After trying to spot any moving object in the distance, going through the grass area, most of the forest and the jogging path... I went under the balcony... I didn't see anything, I mistook a gray object as a cat from that distance and was disappointed when it was just a rock.

I kept searching...

I was losing places to look from. Out of nowhere, I decided to walk to the right from under the balcony. I caught a "lump" of somesort on my right eye on the basement window. Not knowing what it was, I still decided to just check it. 

When I got closer to the "lump"... I noticed it was gray. And an animal.
When I right in front of it, I recognized that it was a an animal indeed- a cat!!
It was Mette curled up on a fetus position... I was so happy, I took her in my arms and hugged her tightly. She was a bit cold although today has been a warm day. She made some small miau sounds happy to see me, and I just held her in my arms, happy that I found her.

Then i took her home. Elvis was as if nothing had happened.



If I hadn't found her, I never would have never been able to forgive myself.






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cat pictures ---> http://s48.photobucket.com/albums/f216/scififreak555/

923495  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-03-26
Written: (6455 days ago)

By the way, no one should ever see Bloodrayne.

'This film is currently ranking at #81 on IMDb's bottom 100.'

--------->> http://imdb.com/chart/bottom

Hmm. Looking at that list, it just makes me wonder all those movies... I'd really like to see some of them. Just for the fun of it >_>

I'm seriously thinking about downloading 'Gigli' for example.
It's been mocked by so many people... I want to know what the hype is all about! xD

I don't get why 'Police Academy: Mission to Moscow' is on the list... :O



also that 'Toter hing im Netz, Ein (1960)' seems really interesting..
En route to a show in Singapore, a troupe of beautiful dancers are stranded on a deserted island by a plane crash. Their routine of skinny-dipping and devising new skimpy outfits is interrupted when a radioactive spider bites their manager and turns him into a wild-eyed, furry-faced monster with three fangs and a passion for strangling... *giggles* XD

it's 9 am and I still haven't been able to get any sleep. >_> I'm so easily amused.

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Written about Sunday 2007-03-25
Written: (6455 days ago)
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Written about Sunday 2007-03-25
Written: (6456 days ago)

I got my glasses Friday. I look really smart with them on. Finally I can fool everyone that I am.
Now next to win that Nobel prize...

Mom left to Härmä for a week today. It's organized by her work, due to her feet pains she's been having for few last months. So it's just filled with lots of healthy exercising, swimming, walking, sauna....

I'm going to be home alone with Kari and the pets for a week. :(

And next Friday when she comes back, it's my her birthday. I can't remember at the moment how much she be turning... 47? I'll have to text my brother to check it.


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http://home.businesswire.com/portal/site/google/index.jsp?ndmViewId=news_view&newsId=20070323005648&newsLang=en
(found from www.darkmark.com)

Wuhuu. All of them agreed!

So the rumours of Emma Watson's reluctance to play Hermione two last times were false? >_>
I had had a small panic attack when I read that...
 

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Written about Friday 2007-03-23
Written: (6457 days ago)

*sighs sadly*

I don't know what's wrong with me.
Am I really that impossible to be friends with?

922796  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-03-23
Written: (6457 days ago)
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Written about Tuesday 2007-03-20
Written: (6461 days ago)

http://www.kent.nu/text_visa.asp?textid=138
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWm-Kvj6F7Q


Ansgar & Evelyne

From a clear blue sky the bomb falls down
We lie silent in a crater, smiling
When we're watching contemporary period burn down

And I will protect you with my body
the Air stings when we breath
I have always seen us as Ansgar and Evelyne

We will fill our stolen car
With expensive watches and dexedrin
Souvenirs from the time when we were swines

And you have taken me inside from the cold
From german hardrock to Charles Valentine
In my book you are always Evelyne

And how I wish that you were here now
I want to hear your heartbeats
And how I wish that our war would end

I have learned from my mistakes
And you are as lonely as I am







<3Och som jag önskar att du var här nu
Jag vill bara höra dina hjärtslag
Och som jag önskar att vårt krig tog slut
Jag har lärt av mina misstag
Och du är lika ensam som jag<3

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