life sux as always. my love Alex is gone away into the arms of someone else. its not fair. why does everyone around me have someone to love when i have no one? am i destined in life to be alone for eternity or will i ever find a guy who accepts me for who i am? sometimes i feel like curling up in a ball and hiding away forever. sometimes i feel like dying. dying to get rid of this horrendous heart break that has befallen me. but for now i guess i just have to endure the pain and hold on as much as i can until i fall into the unknown oblivion.