i have been violated...i feel ashamed, horrible, dirty, and gross.....ok well here is how it starts.....it was 4th hour algebra and i asked my teacher if i could go to my locker for a pencil. well when i was at my locker, my friend came up, i asked him for a pencil, he gave me one, and i went on my way back to class and the principal came out of the chemistry classroom and motioned for me over by the lockers. He asked if the pants i was wearing were pajamas. i said no and showed him that they werent. he bent down and felt the fabric, ON MY FUCKING THIGH! then he lifted my hoodie and shirt (i dont know why) and looked...that part confuses me the most. i said i was wearing a t-shirt and then i went back to class....i couldnt concentrate on anything that hour and after that, my bf new something was up with me, especially when i couldnt look at him in the hallway. so i feel horrible, i was shaking and i couldnt stop. well im gonna tell my mom cuz in my eyes and Devon's eyes its sexual harassment. i love it when Devon touches my body and stuff like that, but not like a 40-50 year old man, especially the school principal. so hes gonna get reported,...big time

devon is finally ungrounded!!!and of course, i have him all to myself!!! HAHA you dirty sluts...you cant have him....he came to my house on monday and hes coming over on wednesday and sunday

OMFG!! i hate keyboarding!!! stupidest class ever.....nothing to fucking do in here but type and type and type....and we do these stupid fucking timings to improve our speed, and im the best in the damn class! why should someone who is the best in the class do these stupid things? they only make us worse

only three more days and then Dev is ungrounded....YES!!! finally he can come over to my house so we can be together again. i love him so much....school is so boring...just want to skip it

hey whats up? not much here, just bored and want to be with Devon. so far so good with us. no rumors about trying to break us up in a while, no its really good. but the shitty thing is that hes grounded til next sunday for breaking curfew. DAMN!!! but its okay, i see him everyday and talk to him on the phone. but i just wanna cuddle up with him, havent done that in a bit. miss that a lot

im so bored. here i am sittin in keyboarding class and there is nothin to do. SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!! im gonna freakin' explode. i want this boring ass week to be over with. adios And, my ex Joe, HA HA HA....has gone bald. he had a mohawk but his grandma didnt like it so he had to shave his head. he looks like that kid off that movie
'albino'. its the fuckin' funniest thing i have ever seen. im gonna try to get my friend to take a pic of him and put it in the yearbook so the upperclassmen can make fun of him. hes a freshman and im a sophmore. HA HA HA. write more l8erz.

life sux as always. my love Alex is gone away into the arms of someone else. its not fair. why does everyone around me have someone to love when i have no one? am i destined in life to be alone for eternity or will i ever find a guy who accepts me for who i am? sometimes i feel like curling up in a ball and hiding away forever. sometimes i feel like dying. dying to get rid of this horrendous heart break that has befallen me. but for now i guess i just have to endure the pain and hold on as much as i can until i fall into the unknown oblivion.