Hello all and everyone who's reading this!!

It's about 6 over here and I'm bored because my mother has yet to make dinner and I'm starving!!!! >.< On a stand point, I have had this Saiyuki movie for about three weeks and just a few days ago, I watched it. I watched it again yesterday and the friend I had over, at first she didn't like it cause of the voices, she cracked up when she heard Gojo say 'Ha ha ha, my ass.' and he sounded like a complete gay man! It was funny. We listened to the commentary after watching the movie all the way through, and by far the best one of the guys is who played Goku. He sounded just like him!!! >.< It was awesome! and another little tidbit, Sanzo sounds completely hot with is deep voice actor.. *faints*

Okay, down to business. I'm a bit of a screwball right now because I didn't get much sleep last night, but I got to make a mii of my friend David!!! >.< Oh, yeah... I also have the Wii!! Proud Owner of the Wii!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, need to calm down..
Well, I just figured out that next Saturday is my 18th birthday and I don't want it... It's not that I'm afraid of growing old, I just don't like to have a birthday; too much attention on me and I always feel very weird.. As if I don't have enough attention at school... I have about five other guys after me and I can't shake them loose!! One is a football player at my school who tried to rape me last summer..(o.O don't ask) another is a guy I've known for a while, one that I've known since sixth grade, a 21 year old guy who use to be friends with one of my former friends... The list goes on... -.-' As if I don't have enough trouble, too... I just got over a serious staff/strep infection I had in my throat and I feel as if my whole world's come crashing down... I don't know what's going on, anymore and it's driving me crazy!!! 
My family isn't helping at all, either. My mother( whoa... wait, she's not my mother, she's Christine Music, not Fox, but she was never my mom... eventhough she gave birth to me..) thinks I'm the dumbest family member we have and I don't know who I am and I can't love because I'm too young... -.-'' My dad is better, though, he know's I'm dating someone and he doesn't care, just asked me if he needed to go kick his ass... Heh, good old dad. But my grandma and my mother are the worst..
My grandma keeps trying to push her religion on me and I don't want it, then she keeps telling me that I'm too young to know anything at all, basiclly saying that I'm the dumbest family member and girl.. I want so much to just run away from this place and live with who I love dearly, but I have to wait until I at least graduate high school.. -.- I've talked too much, now... there's been soo much that 's happened to me, but I'll cut it short right now... I'm starting to stop feeling my legs...