[Fire Demonio]'s diary

1088706  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-07-31
Written: (5593 days ago)

Im sorry I loved you..
Im sorry that I cared..
Im sorry I cant be perfect and be the one you hold dear...
Im sorry that your hurting....
for I feel Im part of the reason why...
Im sorry I dont always have the right words to say...
Im so sorry I gave up on you and walked away...
I love you so much it cuts down to the bone...
Im sorry I cant be her...
Im sorry that I dont want to be alone..
Im sorry I tried to act as if I dont care...
Im sorry again that I couldnt be there...
I lay here alone once again praying for a miracle to occur....
But I know its no use...your in love with her...:(
Im sorry that I love you...
Im sorry that its so hard to give you up...
I wish I could be yours...
But I guess Im sorry is never enough...
Im sorry

1088705  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-07-31
Written: (5593 days ago)

I never though loving someone would hurt this bad..
Never thought opening up would leave me so vunerable..
I thought love was just something you felt..
Now I realize its so much more...
Wanting you to be the one that I can call my own..
Wanting to have you next to me...
Cuddling and keeping me warm..
It hurts to know your uncertain and dont know if Im what your looking for...
A moment of sweet bliss..
Now I dont know whats real anymore...
I wish I could make you see, how much you really mean to me...
I want to be the one you love...
The one you talk so much about...
But it seems thats all gone..
Nothing left but piercing pain now...
I never thought I would fall for you
Never thought it to occur..
But now as I hit rock bottom I realize...
That Id rather love you...
Even if it hurts

1088704  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-07-31
Written: (5593 days ago)

Bound to your side Im trapped in silence..just a possession..
Is this sex or only violence that feeds your obssession?
You send me to a broken state..
Where I can take the pain just long enough..
Then I am numb-Then I just disappear

So go on infect me..
Go on and scare me to death..
Tell me I ask for it..
Tell me Ill never forget..
You could give me anything but love...
Anything but love..

Does it feel good to deny..
Hurt me with nothing..
Some sort of sick satisfaction..
You get from mind fucking...

Srripped down to my naked core..
The darkest corners of my mind are yours..
Thats where you live...
Thats where you breath...

So go on infect me..
Go on and scare me to death...
Tell me to leave you...
Tell me Ill never forget...
You could give me anything but love..
Anything but love...

So give me your warnings
Give me your madness and shame
Dare me to leave you..
Swear that I wont get away
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love..

Without any faith
Without any light
condemn me to live
condemn me to lie
inside I am dead...

So go on infect me..
Go on and scare me to death...
Ill be the victim..
Youll be the voice inside my head..
You could give me anything but love...
Anything but love

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