To have lost everything that mattered....hu
Im sorry
I have so much on my mind, but I just cant seem to get it down in writing...I dont know where to begin, or how to put things.
Had the worse news anyone could ever hear in their life, I didnt know what to say to it, or how I should react, all I could do is cry, and be afraid. I just wanted you there with me while the doctor told me, Im still shaking. I want everything to be okay. Now that this has happened I feel like its opened another door, to yet another maze. After everything that has happened, then I get this news? You say its karma? It doesnt feel like anything but fear.
Maybe I got what I deserved.
Judge me...and ill proove you wrong.
Tell me what to do...and I'll tell you off.
Say Im not worth it...watch where I end up.
Call me a bitch...and I'll show you one.
Screw me over...and I'll do it to you twice as bad.
Call me crazy...but really you have no idea.
I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in
If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
make you believe
make you forget
I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet
Perfect words that you said
I miss the pull of your heart
I taste th
e sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God, when you come on
Hold on
'Cause everything works, love
Everything works in your arms
faith is in me
good luck getting your job.
putting it all behind me. lets go on now.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same for me
just say you would do the same
just say you would do the same for me
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes
Im so glad I found you, I love being around you. you make it easy.
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theres only
1 thing
2 say
3 words
4 you
I LOVE YOU
Baby, Im coming over today, Im taking you out. things are going to be the best they've ever been. I love you! see you soon, My Love. ^.^ /love
you talk all this shit Babe, but its just not worth it, Im coming over tonight, you know that. dont pretend as if your out with a girl. I just called your friend, and your with HIM. we ARE dating whether you think Im such a terrible person or not. You need to stop posting our whole life story online...Its getting old. if your going to go "out with some chick" than dont expect me to come over, because if what you say is true, Ipromise you she wont be making it home tonight, and you think I wont go back out with you after what you and her do...your probably right, because if your willing to go fuck everything up. than so be it, your choice.
Just remember the first person you EVER had sex with...me
remember the person you got caught in the rain with for the first time...me
remember the first promise ring you gave away...me
remember those trips we took together, how fun!
remember those dumb fights, how worthless.
remember that huge catfish I caught! mine was way bigger than yours ^.^
remember you cant forget the past
remember who you miss every second of the day
remember who you say "i love you" to every single day! me
remember who you wanted that child with....me
remember who was there to pick you up
remember who drove to you at 4am because you missed me
remember who sang to you because you wanted to hear my voice
remember who pleased you in SO MANY different ways
remember who you want to marry
remember who you want to spend the rest of your life with
remember who you got pregnant, me
you leave me, your leaving us
you cheat on me, your cheating on us
you hate me, your hating us
you abuse me, your abusing us
you step on me, your stepping on us
I love you with all my heart, Ill see you tonight, no matter if your out, Ill wait there in your driveway. Ill wait for your call. ill wait for you forever, just like I said 3 years ago. just like Im saying now. No matter what Babe, forever and ever...
04:07:06 - forever
you talk all this shit Babe, but its just not worth it, Im coming over tonight, you know that. dont pretend as if your out with a girl. I just called your friend, and your with HIM. we ARE dating whether you think Im such a terrible person or not. You need to stop posting our whole life story online...Its getting old. if your going to go "out with some chick" than dont expect me to come over, because if what you say is true, Ipromise you she wont be making it home tonight, and you think I wont go back out with you after what you and her do...your probably right, because if your willing to go fuck everything up. than so be it, your choice.
Just remember the first person you EVER had sex with...me
remember the person you got caught in the rain with for the first time...me
remember the first promise ring you gave away...me
remember those trips we took together, how fun!
remember those dumb fights, how worthless.
remember that huge catfish I caught! mine was way bigger than yours ^.^
remember you cant forget the past
remember who you miss every second of the day
remember who you say "i love you" to every single day! me
remember who you wanted that child with....me
remember who was there to pick you up
remember who drove to you at 4am because you missed me
remember who sang to you because you wanted to hear my voice
remember who pleased you in SO MANY different ways
remember who you want to marry
remember who you want to spend the rest of your life with
remember who you got pregnant, me
you leave me, your leaving us
you cheat on me, your cheating on us
you hate me, your hating us
you abuse me, your abusing us
you step on me, your stepping on us
I love you with all my heart, Ill see you tonight, no matter if your out, Ill wait there in your driveway. Ill wait for your call. ill wait for you forever, just like I said 3 years ago. just like Im saying now. No matter what Babe, forever and ever...
04:07:06 - forever
SPACE?? LISTEN WHEN I TALK TO YOU, it would help you better understand what I ment by the word "Space" I ment space from your 26 phonecalls...h
FOREVER ENTWINED
I AM YOUR WOMEN, TREAT ME HOW YOU WANT, DO AS YOU PLEASE, BE FREE, ILL GIVE YOU MY KEY, AND FOREVER BE YOURS.
HERE I AM
THIS IS ME
you'll be on my mind, no matter how far. ^.^
STILL WE FIGHT THE SAME WARS.
Im right there behind you, wherever you go ^.^
SO...I really HATE GIRLS, I do. they're all whiny bitch's who never stop complaining. if I could exterminate them all. i would.
SO...I really HATE GIRLS, I do. they're all whiny bitch's who never stop complaining. if I could exterminate them all. i would.
Ill have it