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very annoyed.
work was boring as always.
sweetest day is next saturday.
Im very excited about it.
Taking Michael someplace VERY special when I get out of work.
He did the last 3 sweetest days, my turn now ^.^
picking up Michael in a few. its already 11pm and I hope I make it to the gas station.
Im in so much pain.
Physical pain.
Im annoyed.
did I mention annoyed?
very annoyed.
yup.
I dont really know the exact reason of my annoyance, just every little thing annoys me at the moment.
I'll get over it.
I hate working.
I need a money tree.
like now.
my job doesnt even give me enough fucking hours.
I'v come to the conclusion....
maybe?
ugh.
time for some lovin
[dead~spirit] here i come!
ow ow!!!
feeling like T.T
I like Pina Coladas
And getting caught in the rain
I'm not into yoga
I have half a brain
I like making love at midnight
In the dunes on the Cape
Then I'm the love that you've looked for!
BUT YOUR ALREADY MINE!
If I end up pregnant this time...these 6 months Im doing it alone. I'll make you a scrap book of all the pictures of him/her in my stomach! ^.^ you wont miss a thing while your in bootcamp.
I really really hope this time we are! ^.^ I'v thought about it for the past week. and I am so excited! Faith House Wetzel. or Jay Michael Wetzel III
^.^!!!!!
I think this times the one.
I CAN NOW SAY I'V BEEN FUCKED SO MUCH I BLED.
THANK YOU BABE!
BUT IT WAS ALL SO GREAT HAHA!^.^
3 rules from you to me.
Never bring up the past.
Never tell his parents the bad news.
Never hurt you again.
Together Forever.
We can do this...
ANGER.SWARMS.M
SECONDS.FROM.T
Dry your eyes
Hide your face with your hands
One last breath
Hold it in
Fuck your past
The future
Is in your hand
Just sit back and relax
Put your fucking shades on
Put that gun to your head
You're a fucking disgrace
Can your god save you now?
You coward
Drowning yourself
In your tears
No one has
Pity for you
Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be
Pull the trigger bitch
havnt been in the greatest of moods....
cant seem to get out of this coma like feeling.
everything is just.....there
it doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I've left behind me
is a cold room
I've crossed the last line
from where I can't return
where every step I took in faith
betrayed me
and led me from my home
and sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
you take me in
no questions asked
you strip away the ugliness
that surrounds me
are you an angel
am I already that gone
I only hope
that I won't disappoint you
when I'm down here
on my knees
and sweet
sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
sweet
sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
and I don't understand
by the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fall
I miss the little things
oh I miss everything
it doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I left behind me
is a cold room
finding out your not pregnant after trying for 2 months is heartbreaking. Im sorry Hun. /sigh guuuuuuuuuesss
heehee
apparently you dont get it...
FUCK
1 month and your leaving for boot camp. 6 months without you. I cherish everyday with you until the day you leave. We are going to Frankenmuth for 2 days, im excited!!! Then I will see you off, watch you get onto that bus, and smile back at you. Because your coming back to me ^.^ These 6 months will be worth it in the future, because when you get back, we'll live together!!! ^.^!!!
we looked at engagement rings yesturday, I tried the ring on that I'v wanted ever since I saw it! ^.^ It's so pretty!!!!!! And you tryed on one you liked. "indestructabl
You wanted me to write you EVERYDAY so you sha'll reciever a letter everyday from me hun ^.^ your going to kick ass at boot camp ^.^
AND I AM SO PROUD OF YOU.
AND PROUD TO HAVE A FIANCE' THATS GOING INTO THE ARMY!!!
I got naked and looked in the mirror. at my whole body, what else is there to it? its just a body, people drool over this, and thats all they see. But YOU, you see beyond my body, sure you enjoy it, but you see whats inside, you may hate it somedays, but you ALWAYS love whats inside. My body changed this past month, along with that so did the inside. you saw what changed on the outside, but you were blind this time, and havnt seen the inside yet.
I love you