I miss you so much, I want to be with you forever! I hate being away from you all the time. I dont know when the next time we will be able to see eachother...but Its killing me. without you, Im nothing.

Im so depressed right now. I just need someone to talk to, and Im wishing she was still around to talk to, I wish she would have never left...I wish my family would understand, I wish they would give me a chance, I wish Katelynn would forgive me, I wish she would forget the past. I really do miss her sometimes. shes my sister, and one of my best friends, I've tryed so hard, I've tryed everything. We havnt talked in 2 years...shes going off to college in august, I want things to be back to normal. Like they were 2 years ago...I messed up our relationship. its all my fault. I cant fix it. I guess its time to give up finally....I just want her to know that I do love her. and I didnt mean to mess up things between me and her..,

Michael,
I love you with all my heart. I really wish there was a way that you could understand how I feel about you. Your thee best thing that has ever happened to me...I love you!





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Make You Better

*To My One & Only*


I never felt a love
Like this before
It's a love like no other
Something I have always hoped for
A love with friendship
Humour and heart
A bond so strong
It would never part
A love that makes you smile
From ear to ear
A love that is joyful
Without any fear
A love that is beautiful
From the inside out
A love with no tears,
Pain, or doubt
A love with soul
So tender and true
A love that I have found
Only in you...

Im not having such a good day. This is probably thee most shity-est day I've had in a while...it sucks. 

I've had so much on my mind today, so many racing thoughts...

Its been 1 year and 2 months since I've last seen her
and I still have to wait another 3 years. Its killing me

 

I'll love you forever...
Even after Im gone
Forever And Always, My Love