my life however is a complete mess.. i want to move bak to Illinois . but i do not know of this can happen. i have lost my job.. and i have no car or no isurance. i am almost 18 and i want out of my parents house already. i live 9 hrs from where i want to be.. but since i have no car. i do notknow how to get there. i want to be ther. i ahd it better than.. i am in school stil and i would be getting out this year. but i have moved so it messed up my chances.

i do not know what is going to come into the future.. and i do not know what is going to happen tomorrow.. i let things just go by and i just hope the days end and a new one begins.. i am a very confusing person adn i know this.. but all the things on my mind just wants to make me scream. My life seems like its just a neverending story.my mom is being the same perosn who can never seem to change.tho i want her to

I have failed myself and i have failed my friends. I do not know who i am anymre..i gave up everything for this person. i gave up who i was and became what this persona wanted to be and i still had no respect. i have failed my family in who they want me to be and what they want me to accomplish. i do not know anymore.. i do not know.....

i hate guys. i have been of and off with this guy for 6 months and now he says im not seriuos anymore. and that he doesnt knw what he wants from me and doesnt want to be with me. He is stupid. any way im single and staying single