I am now 21 and have moved out and moved back in with my grandmother several times. I've been engaged now for about 4 1/2 years to the love of my life. She is sweet and understands me on a level most will never be able to. I am trying to finish re-writing some of my books and make things better since my grammer was extremely bad when i first did them. there is so much but i don't think i could type it all out in one day truly, it is something that will be a on going project for me.

sometimes we take such a negative lookat the world. at least i know i do. alot of us don't want to see the bad but some of us only know the bad. we hear of people getting rapped and you say you understand but you don't. unless it happens to you, you don't know how they feel. i get tired of people saying well you shouldn't think that way. i mean it is my thoughts they should have no say in them. i like hear my faults along with my good but some people are just cruel. i know a person who takes normal bugging into torture. i have to do some many things just go get away from them. and if you didn't guess it is my little brother. i have had to barakade my room before. and yes i know i cant spell. i don't have to put up with him right now since he is at a friends house. well i am going to stop before i end up saying something i regret

i got a really bad sunburn and it hurt

i fell asleep in my car yesterday. i had went out there to just sit and write in peace. but i guess i was nore tired than i had thought. and there is alot of junk going on with my friends and i wish that it would stop

ok so i didn't go to school and i got woke up at 9 am. i was really pissed then. after a while i calmed down and then me and my lil bro went and washed my new car. it is a 1984 lincoln. it is really a sweet car. i have to pay 500 for it and buy alot of stuff for it but it is ok. my grandma got mad at my lil bro for being a jackass like he almost always is and me i am just playing on here