ok.so ive been thinking about my ex jordan.i miss him.we were so perfectly perfect.we met by chance one night.me and my friends needed a ride.so my friend called her boyfriend,and jordan just happend to have been w/ him.me and lauren fought over who got to sit next to him in the backseat of the truck,i won.ofcourse.=]..after that night he called me,almost everynight.-i had a boyfriend tho.for some reason that just didnt matter to me,at all.i hung out w/ jordan every weekend.-we went to different schools-so me and him were hooking up and yeahhnwell like 3 months later i finally broke up w/ jeff,and started dating jordan.it lasted awhile.but then all of a sudden...he stopped calling me.stopped writin me notes in our notebook.when i would call he wouldnt answere.i was freaking out.he sent my neighbor sean-they went to the same school- he sent sean to break up w/ me.for another girl who didnt want anything to do w/ him.and the next day he wrote me the nastiest 6 page letter telling me im notthing but a peice of shit and that he never loved me anyways.and that everytime he told me he loved me he mean he loved"her".i was literally dying.i wouldnt eat,i wouldnt sleep.nothing.but lay in my bed and listen to the most saddest songs you could ever think of.i know..thats crazy but i was soooooooooooooo in love w/ him.and now this year he started to go to my school.boy did that suck.we would pass eachother in the halls...we wouldnt say one word.we would look at eachother and look down.we never spoke,then in november i moved away from florida to south carolina.and now that i dont see him everyday hurts me more.because of course i still care about him,i liked seeing him happy.he changed so much tho.he cut his hair.got a new wardrobe,new friends ect.it killed me to see him changing so much,but i was happy he was happy.but i could see he wasnt so happy as i thought.i dunno its weird.he apologized to me over the summer for doin what he did to me.i think im finally starting to except that apology.i do miss him tho.
_KELLX0