[MissAJLawson]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2005-01-20
Written: (7247 days ago)
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Written about Wednesday 2005-01-05
Written: (7262 days ago)

Wednesday, September 5, 2068--my death date according to www.deathclock.com

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Written about Friday 2004-11-26
Written: (7302 days ago)

WELCOME

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J'ai ÃctÃc sais pour être une chienne mais moi suis une personne s'inquiÃctante vraiment gentille et si vous voulez m'envoyer une lettre vais en avant dÃcfectuositÃc rÃcponds presque àchacun
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BEFORE YOU TALK TO ME BEWARE OF THE FOLLOWING>>>LOL
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 Congratulations, Rebecca!
Your IQ score is 124
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Cattel 16 Factor Test Results


Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 38%
Aggressiveness |||||| 18%
Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Dutifulness ||||||||| 22%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Abstractness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Introversion |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Independence ||||||||||||||| 42%
Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Tension |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%


Disorder Rating Information

Paranoid: High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate


I took it twice(SO I GUESS IM SOMEWHERE IN BTWEEN THESE AWNSERS) NO i didnt lie..i awnsered truthfully


Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

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Random questions
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{x} Fallen for your best friend? no
{x} Made out with JUST a friend? no
{x} Been rejected? Yes
{x} Been in love? yes
{x} Been in lust? yes
{x} Used someone? no
{x} Been used? yes
{x} Cheated on someone? No
{x} Been cheated on? Yes
{x} Done something you regret? Yes
{x} Considered a life of crime? No
{x} Considered being a hooker? No
{x} Considered being a pimp? No
{x} Are you psycho? Yes
{x} Split personalities? not really
{x} Schizophrenic? yes
{x} Obsessive? not much
{x} Obsessive compulsive? not bad
{x} Dream of dead bodies, blood, death, and gore? sometimes
{x} Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? Yes
{x} Understanding: yes
{x} Open-minded: Yes
{x} Arrogant: not really
{x} Insecure: yes
{x} Interesting: not really
{x} Hungry: never
{x} Friendly: To certain people
{x} Smart: Yes
{x} Moody: yes
{x} Childish: No
{x} Independent: no
{x} Hard working: Yes
{x} Organized: somewhat
{x} Healthy:so/so
{x} Emotionally stable: no
{x} Shy: yes
{x} Difficult: Yes
{x} Attractive: nope
{x} Bored easily: Yes
{x} Thirsty: no
{x} Responsible: yes
{x} Sad: Yes
{x} Happy: no
{x} Trusting: none
{x} Talkative: so/so
{x} Original: so/so
{x} Different: Yes
{x} Unique: Yes
{x} Lonely: Yes
{x} Color your hair? Blonde/Brown
{x} Floss daily? No
{x} Own a web cam? No
{x} Ever get off the damn computer? Yes
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Currents
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{x} Current Annoyance: PARENTS
{x} Current Favorite Group: googoo dolls
{x} Current DVD In Player: not a game instead
{x} Current Worry:is he bored
{x} Current Crush: the one im with...
{x} Current Favorite Celebrity: Alterbridges lead singer

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On Dating:
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{x} Long or short hair? Either
{x} Dark or blond hair? Either
{x} Tall or short? Tall
{x} Mr Sensitive or Mr Funny? Sensitive
{x} Good or bad? hmmmm BAD
{x} Dark or light eyes?: Either

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[I was bored and i filled one out so read it!]
             
001: Name:Rebecca
002: Nickname:Baby
003: Country of living:USA
004: Birthdate: june 24
005: Length: 5'6.5
006: Eye color: blue/green
007: Shoesize:7
008: School/work:both ugh
009: You smoke: nope
010: Hobbies: to many
011: Brothers/Sisters:3 brothers and a sister [sweetness]
012: Relationship: involved with [Rev] CJ
013: Piercing(s):ears and upper ear
014: Tattoo: not untill next year
015: Fave Country to go to: none
016: Are there people you wont reply to?: preps
017: Nicest person you met this year: [Lizzies Diamond]
018: Person you rather not have met this year: logan
019: Who would you like to meet: god
020: Who do you admire most: [Deleted-Darmar]
021: Most sexy person(s): [Rev] CJ
022: Favorite Pyama: a shirt
023: Favorite Car: Dodge Viper
024: Favorite Movie(s): city of angels
025: Favorite music: rock/punk
026: Favorite City(s): none
027: Favorite Plush: my old teddy bear
029: Favorite Magazine:none
030: Favorite sound: vocals
031: Favorite TV-series: charmed
032: Favorite Writer: sandra brown
033: Favorite Nickname: Baby or Kitten
034: What is on your mousepad: my mouse
035: What is under your bed: to much stuff
036: Favorite color:im not sure i have one
037: Favorite Song ever: iris by goo goo dolls
038: Favorite song at this moment: falling in love agian by eagle-eye cherry
039: Favorite food:none
040: Favorite class in school:photography
041: Favorite drink: alcohol
042: Lucky number: 12
043: What do you think is greatest about yourself: ummmmmmmm
044: What deodorant do you use:anything that smells pretty
045: Favorite shoes:back spikeys with strappys
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: whenever the fuck i feel like it
047: What word do you use most: dickhead
048: Most romantic moment in your life: i dont know ive never been romanced
049: Most embarassing moment in your life: too many you dont need to know about
050: You spend your time rather inside or outside: outside at night
051: What do you do on the weekends:spend them with CJ [Rev]
052: What class in school do/did you dislike most:ummmmm mathmatics
053: Your Breakfast: none
054: What do you really really dislike to eat: tofu
055: Pets:none
056: Laugh or dream:dream
057: Serious or funny: serious
058: Fast or slow: im fast i like slower people
059: You prefer being alone or have relation:have a relationship
060: Simple or complicated?:me im complicated but i prefer simple
061: Cremate or Buried when dead:hmmm i dont care ill be dead
062: Sex or alcohol: sex
063: Stay up late or go to bed early: all night
064: Light or dark?: dark
065: Speak or Silence: both
066: Tall or small man/woman:tall
067: News paper: no
068: Hug or kiss:both
069: Happy or Sad: i like happy but im usually sad
070: Life or Death:death
071: Gig or Disco: gig
072: Left or Right: right
073: Sausages on top, or on the side:hmm in the middle
074: Dark/ red/ Blonde:dark....*growls*
075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: why?
076: You believe in reincarnation:no
077: You believe in Aliens: maybe
078: When you die, what will be your last words?:....i deserved this
079: Does true love exist: yes i believe it dose
080: How many kids would you like to have:as many as my partner wants
081: What is the one thing you can't stand:someone not caring
082: Best feeling: being loved
083: Worst feeling in the world: lonliness
084: What are you afraid of: spiders
085: Are you an emotional person: yes
086: Do you ever cry during a movie: yes armageddon
087: Your goal in life: prosper
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at new years eve:...not to kill myself
089: Favorite art-artist:van gogh
090: As what animal would you like to reincarnate: a panther
091: What is the most beautiful part on the male body: the shoulder and stomach
092: Most original place to ask your love to marry you: dont know some place just the two of you know about
093: What do you think of Elftown: its cool
094: Is there something you miss about elftown: naw
095: Where did you get this question list: stole it from [MajinBu] Marco
096: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC:game and chat
097: Is there a question you missed in this at all: hell if i know
098: Is there a God?:i think
099: How many times have you fallen in love?: twice
100: Die young or grow old?:grow old
101: Afraid of death?: hell no
102: What are you afraid of?: spiders
103: Have you ever had sex?: yea
104: What is your shilouette race?
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105: How much are you worth? You are worth exactly: $1,868,122.00.
link: www.humanforsale.com
106: Which level of hell will you go too?
[THE SEVENTH LEVEL]
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My friends

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THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD> NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU EVER AND EVEN THOUGH YOUR GONE YOUR IN MY HEART
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[MajinBu] You have been there for me we havent talked to much latly but you know if you ever need to talk I am here. You means so much to me. I'm always here if you ever need anything
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[miuks] Me and you are two in the same we think so much alike its scary love you girl.
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[Dre] You are one of the wisest people i have ever met. Now i know why they say age is measured in wisdom not # of years
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[Goodnight Nurse] Man your awsome. A smartass but awsome. MONKEY!!!
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[Lizzies Diamond] Girl i love you like you were my own flesh and blood.Let not let anything come between us.
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[Sirus Daemonus]Miss you man hope i get to see you soon
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[Deleted-Darmar] Youve always cared about me and i couldnt ask for more from you. Thanks for always beign there no matter what the situation. Thanks for everything. I hope we can always be friends. Loves Ya
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[Kuma] I love your Art its so beautiful
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[viqas] Youve always been there for me. Luvs ya!!!
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[billyjoe] Girls you my as well be my real sis. Keep them boys on there toes!


Wiki's I Belong too(if i left any out let me know)

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broken promises
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lovers
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Broken Hearts
anti-love
no im not agianst it just being hurt by it
prep haters
yes i cannot stand them there so damn annoying
Depressed people
Candles for loved ones
ALL FOR KAYLA.....MISS YOU!!!
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This is my Kayla...I Miss her so much!!!
Rain Lovers
Freaks
no i dont look like one...but just ask around...mwahahahaha
Kinky People united
ohhh yea so very much me
Insomniacs United
Pyromaniacs United
Black Sheep
Badass
Perverts United
Razor Blade Army
Biters United
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Hopeless Romantics
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Ugly People United
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Perverted People United
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Written about Sunday 2004-11-14
Written: (7548 days ago)
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Written about Thursday 2004-11-11
Written: (7316 days ago)

To anyone who has pissed me off



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...\.FUCK..YOU.(
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Written about Monday 2004-09-06
Written: (7382 days ago)

(¨`·.·´¨)Be Sure Its True When U
`·.¸.·´ Say I Love U(¨`·.·´¨) MiLlIons
    Of HeArTs hAve `·.¸.·´
 HaVe BeeN (¨`·.·´¨)BrOkeN
JusT beCaUse `·.¸.·´ TheSe Words
  WeRe SpOkeN



am i one in that million
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Written about Monday 2004-09-06
Written: (7383 days ago)

im truly a romantic just know one knows it....i love the sweet things read this.



*:.He Handed her 12 roses 11 real and 1 fake and said I will love u until the last rose dies.:*
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Written about Saturday 2004-09-04
Written: (7384 days ago)

I saw this and i had to put it in here......it makes me really sad.



A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...
Girl: Slow down I'm scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me...


A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes failed. He had the girl say she loved him, and hug him one more time before giving her his helmet so she would live...
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Written about Monday 2004-08-09
Written: (7410 days ago)

(written today at 5:11pm aug 9)
all i want to feel is someones arms around me
all i want to do is feel you deep inside me
all i want to be is trapped somewhere within
all i want to have never had a chance to begin
all i want to dream turns to nightmares in my sleep
all i want to seal is that i have you to keep
all i want to dissapear seems to just get stronger
all i want right now is you too hold me alittle longer

~RLS~

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Written about Tuesday 2004-03-23
Written: (7549 days ago)

Tangled Web


Dreams turn to reality
And lies are told to deceive
Which we are taught to believe
This is part of the web we weave
The spider's web is enchanting
But deadly to the touch
But everything lives and dies
Everything must
And so we go on through life
Each of us with problems
And we feel the pain inside
But are too busy too solve them
Our tears mix with the rain
That falls upon our lives
And we continue to play the game
And continue to hide
We are trapped in our own minds
Longing to be set free
We are blind and cannot see
The tangled spiders web we weave

.....................................................................by....anynomous

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