[NiCi{LoSerFacE}]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2007-02-21
Written: (6488 days ago)



Month One] Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.]
Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.
[Month Three
You know what mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
]
Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.
[Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's an abortion?
]
Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!
[Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me mommy?
]

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Written about Tuesday 2007-01-16
Written: (6523 days ago)

Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest because no one sees this but me! what would you do IF...


I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:


::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?


::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?




::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words:

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When was the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

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Written about Saturday 2006-10-07
Written: (6624 days ago)

i cant take this anymore...i hate october it the worst montho out of the whole year...last year on october 19th as some of you namely my really close friends know my best friend got hit by a truck i cant stop thinking about him and now because the 1 yr anniversary of his accident is only 12 days away i cant stop crying...i still feel really bad about falling asleep the night before and never calling him back on the 18th and that summer i was supposed to go to his dads wedding with him but i totally blew it off to hang out with my ex-boyfriend....i just wish this nightmare would end and everything could be back to normal but i know thats never gonna happen so i guess i just have to live with it no matter how much it sux and there are two other people who i know are hurting as much as i am about this right now and none of us can take this anymore he was the last person on earth that desevered this and yet it happened to him anyway i wish i could have been there to save him but i wasnt and thats hurts too i just dont know what to do anymore

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