.:V.i.R.g.I.N.
Why couldn't we have just stayed friends?
When he approached me, my body froze
I had never felt that way before
Such a breif moment in time
He wrapped his arms around my waist
And promised me that everything would be ok
I believed him, I fell right in
He left me feeling cold; unloved
No longer do I let anyone get as near to me
As he did that night
I felt so secure one moment, then
It was torn away in an instant
The pain of being left behind
My body longs for more but my mind sways
Even the gentle touch of another
Feeling their body heat radiating into
Me is too much. I cant stand it
How could something so sweet taste so bitter?
(this isn't mine but it was so true as to how i feel that i felt i had to post it in my diary)
crying on your shoulder,
I go to sleep,
thinking of you,
I can't help but weep,
away my sorrow,
and all my pain,
that will always,
hold me like a chain.