ok ppl here is the deal waaaaaa i hate myself I wanna go to bed and I hate my ex he's an assss and I duno what to dooo wannna and my new bf who I have been dating for a week asked me to marry him

ok peeps heres the deal I wont be on for like 2 weeks or so becuase of christmas break ahhh help my mother over did christmas and I am hatin it right now * runs far away* but anyway just to catch ya up lets see I like landon this guy at my school. and I am soo over justin I hate it though I think that I still love him i am not sure so many things have I gone through with him it doesnt even seem like it though I will always love the one who could never love me back and that would be him. I would give the world for him and I would do anything to get him back

walking out of the fire and here's what i see my ex and some chick kissing under a tree. the love of my life, my heart and soul has broken my heart in just 3 moves. what to do what to say. I broke up with him that day. though it was a mutial descision. I didnt want to break up with him and he never loved me. and I duno what to do. I duno what to think and to live with out him. I wish that there was someone that could love me no matter what was going on. I want to be loved by someone that I could love back and give my heart to that wouldnt break it intentially

shit this sucks I have spent another day goofing off in school and got marked absent. geese my mother is going to kill me worth a thousand deaths and I dont wanna face her.
and then the love of my life Justin said to me last night that he might not love me any more as he once did and I dont know what to do, I cant go on with out him, and trust me I know I was a wreck without him waaaa I duno what to do....