Almost 2 days left till my exam... Fear is growing, and head is already full of knowledge and refuses to accept new one... Woke up first at9, then at 11, then at 12 and felt like im gonna faint... and feel like this at this moment - STUDYING IS EVIL! I wish it is all over and I live a human life...

Here is my Diary. Hello Diary!! It is midnight in Moscow and I am studying to get a good mark for my exam and finally re-enter university - now for filosofy.... It is a toture when you have to learn something in a small period of time and you have no interest in it - you have already finished religions and filosofy itself and now you are left tet-a-tete with logics...