"my termoil"
LOCKED INSIDE A FOREVER NIGHTMARE
IF I DIED WOULD U CARE
U SAY YOU LOVE ME AND YOU SAY YOU MEAN IT
BUT DO YOU EVEN A LITTLE BIT
TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND TELL ME ITS TRUE
OR DO YOU WANT ALL THIS TO BE THROUGH
SHOW ME YOUR LOVE DONT JOIN WITH THE CROWD
DONT LEAVE ME IN THIS DEATHLY SHROWD
IM COLD AND IM BROKEN CUZ I FEAR THAT YOU DONT LOVE ME
IF U DO THEN MAKE IT SHOW MAKE IT SO THAT I CAN SEE.
"ONE MORE DAY"
SO YOU SAY THERES NOTHING LEFT FOR ME
MAYBE IM BLIND IS IT SOMETHING I CANT SEE
SHOULD I WAIT HERE AND DIE ALONE
OR LIVE MY LIFE LIKE A MINDLESS DRONE
BROKEN INTO PIECES BUT NOONE BOTHERED TO PICK ME UP
WHEN I SAID WORDS I DIDNT MEAN NO ONE SAID SHUT UP
SO WHY MUST I STAY AND BE A BOTHER
AND SIT AND HURT ANOTHER
SO AS THE BLOOD DRIPS TO THE FLOOR
YOU FINALLY CALL TO TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MORE
ITS TO LATE I WHISPER IN PAIN AS I SLOWLY SLIP AWAY
YOU CRY AND YOU CRY WISHING YOU HADNT WAITED ONE MORE DAY
"THIS CALICE"
MY PURE RED PAIN
HAS LEFT ME SLAIN
IN A WORLD MORE TAINTED
THEN ANYONE COULD OF PAINTED
TO FALL BACK ON WHAT I FEEL
WISHING NONE OF THIS COULD BE REAL
IM DYING INSIDE WITH OUT YOUR LOVE
MORE GRACIOUS THEN THIS MOMENT AS THOUGH OF A DOVE.
BROKEN IN PIECES AS YOU LEFT ME SHATTERED
WHILE LEAVING MY HEART COLD AND TATTERED
SLOWLY MY EMOTIONS RAISES TO ALL.
KNOWING ITS TRUE THAT I WILL TAKE MY FALL.
TORTURING ME LIKE A PAINFUL CALICE
PAINFUL AND BEATIN CUZ EVERTHINGS MALICE.
IM FALLING THROUGH THIS IM SLOWLY FALLING DOWN.
BREAKING AND HURTING AS I HIT THE GROUND
"my addiction"
your so damn hypocritical
and yet so typical
you showed me your love with a shot of this heroine
pulling the hatred deep from within
to me your like a drug ill never forget
as i sit here pondering loosing my wit
im bleeding inside and falling apart
show me your love show me your heart
these drugs dont do a thing the cuts dont heal my pain
because at this moment i still feel slain
beaten and tattered from this fight called life.
loosing it all while everythings strife.
"INSIDE THIS DRUG"
CRAWL IN A HOLE CRAWL IN A DITCH
STOP YOUR WHINNIN DONT BE A BITCH
YOUR FACE IS DIABOLIC YOURE WORDS ARE MALICE
TO ME YOU FEEL LIKE A PAINFUL CALICE
SLIP THE POISON IN YOUR DRINK
STOP YOURSELF SO YOU WONT THINK
YOU'D CUTOFF YOUR NOSE TO SPITE YOURE FACE
AND TO MAKE YOURSELF EVEN MORE OF A DISGRACE.
SO QUIT BEING A KID AND START BEING A MAN
BECAUSE YOUR BITCHING IS WHAT I CANT STAND
"FOR ME"
SCREAM FOR ME CRY FOR ME
GOD IT WOULD BE SOMETHING TO SEE
BLEED FOR THIS HATE FOR THIS
SHOW ME EVERYTHINGS NOT BLISS
BEG FOR ME PRAY TO HIM
YOUR PAIN IT TENDS TO MY EVERY WHIM
SHOW ME YOUR GOD SHOW ME YOUR LOVE
RIP THE WINGS OFF A DOVE
STAIN YOUR HEART WITH SIN
TAKE IT FROM WITH IN
SHOW ME HOW THE ANGELS CRY
IF YOU COULD WOULD YOU LET ONE DIE
SHOW ME YOUR LOVE SHOW ME YOUR PAIN
GOD THAT SIN LEFT A STAIN
SUFFOCATE YOUR REALITY
AND IGNORE YOURE MORALITY
SHUT IT OUT TAKE IT ALL
WATCHING AS YOU TAKE YOUR FALL.