"without you here"
cant you all tell this is turning black
knowing to myself i cant turn back
im falling apart im fading away
knowing that my life is about to be let stray
ive been beaten and tattered
ive been hollowed and shattered
with only a memory to hold of your face
missing every bit of your humble imbrace
come back to me im scared to be alone
dont leave me here to rot like a drone
you left me alone those many years ago and still im left with out you here.
knowing that insanity is deathly near.

              "my termoil"
LOCKED INSIDE A FOREVER NIGHTMARE

IF I DIED WOULD U CARE

U SAY YOU LOVE ME AND YOU SAY YOU MEAN IT

BUT DO YOU EVEN A LITTLE BIT

TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND TELL ME ITS TRUE

OR DO YOU WANT ALL THIS TO BE THROUGH

SHOW ME YOUR LOVE DONT JOIN WITH THE CROWD

DONT LEAVE ME IN THIS DEATHLY SHROWD

IM COLD AND IM BROKEN CUZ I FEAR THAT YOU DONT LOVE ME

IF U DO THEN MAKE IT SHOW MAKE IT SO THAT I CAN SEE.
          "ONE MORE DAY"

SO YOU SAY THERES NOTHING LEFT FOR ME

MAYBE IM BLIND IS IT SOMETHING I CANT SEE

SHOULD I WAIT HERE AND DIE ALONE

OR LIVE MY LIFE LIKE A MINDLESS DRONE

BROKEN INTO PIECES BUT NOONE BOTHERED TO PICK ME UP

WHEN I SAID WORDS I DIDNT MEAN NO ONE SAID SHUT UP

SO WHY MUST I STAY AND BE A BOTHER

AND SIT AND HURT ANOTHER

SO AS THE BLOOD DRIPS TO THE FLOOR

YOU FINALLY CALL TO TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MORE

ITS TO LATE I WHISPER IN PAIN AS I SLOWLY SLIP AWAY

YOU CRY AND YOU CRY WISHING YOU HADNT WAITED ONE MORE DAY

              "THIS CALICE"
MY PURE RED PAIN
HAS LEFT ME SLAIN
IN A WORLD MORE TAINTED
THEN ANYONE COULD OF PAINTED
TO FALL BACK ON WHAT I FEEL
WISHING NONE OF THIS COULD BE REAL
IM DYING INSIDE WITH OUT YOUR LOVE
MORE GRACIOUS THEN THIS MOMENT AS THOUGH OF A DOVE.
BROKEN IN PIECES AS YOU LEFT ME SHATTERED
WHILE LEAVING MY HEART COLD AND TATTERED
SLOWLY MY EMOTIONS RAISES TO ALL.
KNOWING ITS TRUE THAT I WILL TAKE MY FALL.
TORTURING ME LIKE A PAINFUL CALICE
PAINFUL AND BEATIN CUZ EVERTHINGS MALICE.
IM FALLING THROUGH THIS IM SLOWLY FALLING DOWN.
BREAKING AND HURTING AS I HIT THE GROUND

             "my addiction"
your so damn hypocritical
and yet so typical
you showed me your love with a shot of this heroine
pulling the hatred deep from within
to me your like a drug ill never forget
as i sit here pondering loosing my wit
im bleeding inside and falling apart
show me your love show me your heart
these drugs dont do a thing the cuts dont heal my pain
because at this moment i still feel slain
beaten and tattered from this fight called life.
loosing it all while everythings strife.

  "INSIDE THIS DRUG"

CRAWL IN A HOLE CRAWL IN A DITCH

STOP YOUR WHINNIN DONT BE A BITCH

YOUR FACE IS DIABOLIC YOURE WORDS ARE MALICE

TO ME YOU FEEL LIKE A PAINFUL CALICE

SLIP THE POISON IN YOUR DRINK

STOP YOURSELF SO YOU WONT THINK

YOU'D CUTOFF YOUR NOSE TO SPITE YOURE FACE

AND TO MAKE YOURSELF EVEN MORE OF A DISGRACE.

SO QUIT BEING A KID AND START BEING A MAN

BECAUSE YOUR BITCHING IS WHAT I CANT STAND

  "FOR ME"

SCREAM FOR ME CRY FOR ME

GOD IT WOULD BE SOMETHING TO SEE

BLEED FOR THIS HATE FOR THIS

SHOW ME EVERYTHINGS NOT BLISS

BEG FOR ME PRAY TO HIM

YOUR PAIN IT TENDS TO MY EVERY WHIM

SHOW ME YOUR GOD SHOW ME YOUR LOVE

RIP THE WINGS OFF A DOVE

STAIN YOUR HEART WITH SIN

TAKE IT FROM WITH IN

SHOW ME HOW THE ANGELS CRY

IF YOU COULD WOULD YOU LET ONE DIE

SHOW ME YOUR LOVE SHOW ME YOUR PAIN

GOD THAT SIN LEFT A STAIN

SUFFOCATE YOUR REALITY

AND IGNORE YOURE MORALITY

SHUT IT OUT TAKE IT ALL

WATCHING AS YOU TAKE YOUR FALL.