tis a sad day today. i'm upset and tired and miserable and stuff like that.

i'm on holiday at the same time as musicalfairy? coincidence? nah i'm off to France til Sunday. luv ya all

i'm sorta more happy now. if i've shouted at you i'm sorry. i have a clarinet exam on 16th july which i'm gonna fail anda KYS audition sometime after 20th July argh not gonna get through that eeither. oops phone vibrating must go.

life is evil. school is evil. stupid grades all As and 2Cs in my favourite subjects grrrrr

hmm i still miss everyone. well i don't really. i miss Katherine so much. damn her not being able to go anywhere without being followed by her mother now. tis upsetting oh well.

i don't want any more exam results back. all of the rest of them will be one mark off the grade higher like the other 3 results i've had back. grrrrr

i miss Katherine and Emma and Fleur and Jo and Olivia and Vix and everyone :( i want Benenden to be permanant. today was the last choir rehearsal when we are all together as a choir. I'm gonna miss everyone. Please say I get through if Katherine does. I don't wanna be left :(

haha majority of exams are over. only biology and music to go! haha to Hannah doing German on monday. I shall reminain bed texting you to taunt you!

Many people have yet to learn the way of the Jaffa Cakes. They cover themselves in Anthrax to prevent themselves being eaten and it is forbidden to have any contact with them physically. mentally is ok but they can pick up on brainwaves so be warned! Only their supreme human leader can eat them (that's me!)

I love making up rules. i'm off to bed. g'night

I do believe it is too early in the morning for me to be here and blogging. once again i feel completely dead and tired and everything and I don't want to be here.

I hate my form tutor. yes her exact words were: "Think happy thoughts, ven if they aren't true. They make you feel better and may come true then! It always makes me feel happier." You're you, I'm me. I don't think this works. My only happy thoughts involve being with friends that I see once a month/ 6 weeks. That depresses me more. I think she knows where to go.

I think I should go and get dressed now and do something more productive than sit here doing nothing.

i'm off now. bye-e

Wow! I have discovered how to make a diary! In case you haven't noticed I'm new and I get confuzzled easily and I'm bored and hvae to go offline now anyway.