one compliment and my day became amazing...all is good :)
to whoever was at school today:
i'd like to apologise for my behaviour today...i was a stupid idiot and got a bit carried away...in future just punch me yeah?
xxx
my english teacher is a cowwwwwwwwwwww
perhaps if i keep looking at photos and listening to videos...it will never end...i don't want it to end...ever
proper awesome evening...but it hurts so much...
excuse what i said last night...i was in pieces...feeli
eurgh reading old diaries and stuff again...i've gone back into those feelings...the
ok...seriously
some people just know how to make you feel even lower when you don't think there's anywhere lower to go...i hate this feeling...i read one thing and burst into tears...tiredn
and things get worse by the day...
perhaps decisions made for you are easier than those you have to make yourself...
and when everything was just getting better...
i'm so sorry for today...i screwed up majorly...i'm a reject...i can't even be in a group of people any more...not without feeling like the outcast of them...even if they try to talk to me...i hate this so much...i'm falling again...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
everything is rubbish...i hate life again...this weekend shall be interesting...
today has been weird...
it's not been a good day for so many reasons but anyone else wouldn't see why it's not been a good day...
but exams are over...2 days of sleep
classics revision is utter rubbish...cram
and doesn't it just annoy you when you're having an awful week or so and people come and say "i've had the most awesome time ever..." stop rubbing it in...yeah i'm being a bloody hypocrite, it's what i did at easter...but so what...i know how much it hurts now and i won't do it again...
i'd be better off dead really...serio
why is it so hard to talk to people...
...and that's why...i give up with life...serious
i've screwed up again...