happy un-birthday miss hannah!!!! :D
apart from that today's been rubbish...comp
i've lost about £350 worth of clarinet...shi
it hurts so badly...but i chose that option...
i have so many emotions in me...i feel so dead from them though...i don't know how to feel...i don't know what to do about anything...
i need a hug...
one day i will get over it...i will...
everything is always fine...until sunday evening...then it all goes wrong...i think i should hibernate on sundays...it's probably safer then...
one compliment and my day became amazing...all is good :)
to whoever was at school today:
i'd like to apologise for my behaviour today...i was a stupid idiot and got a bit carried away...in future just punch me yeah?
xxx
my english teacher is a cowwwwwwwwwwww
perhaps if i keep looking at photos and listening to videos...it will never end...i don't want it to end...ever
proper awesome evening...but it hurts so much...
excuse what i said last night...i was in pieces...feeli
eurgh reading old diaries and stuff again...i've gone back into those feelings...the
ok...seriously
some people just know how to make you feel even lower when you don't think there's anywhere lower to go...i hate this feeling...i read one thing and burst into tears...tiredn
and things get worse by the day...
perhaps decisions made for you are easier than those you have to make yourself...
and when everything was just getting better...
i'm so sorry for today...i screwed up majorly...i'm a reject...i can't even be in a group of people any more...not without feeling like the outcast of them...even if they try to talk to me...i hate this so much...i'm falling again...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH