It would have been Bret's birthday today....He would have been turning nineteen. Oh dear. :(
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I lead people on. Not the way you may think. I...show them pictures of me that look nothing like me. I tell people lies so they won't be mean to me. I can't stand it anymore. I'm EMO! :P HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I want to go back
To that time that no one cared
No one bothered to judge me
No one knew what I was
I'm a broke fat lazy ass
Who's not bothering
I don't even try
This poem does nothing
To aid my problems
I won't start caring
My social life will decrease
My school marks will go to shit
The way I feel about him
Will fall into his know
And he'll say no to me
Just like all the rest
This is the time
That I want to run away from
I want to go back
To when people didn't care
That I had bad acne
That I get wierd
When I get nervouse
No one cared about it
I'd hate to hear
What people have to say
About me behind my back
I miss the old elftown. I miss the people that used to be on elftown. They all got older, and decided that Elftown was overrated or that they hated it. I hate that. I seriously want to stab them. I used to love coming on Elftown. I still do, don't get me wrong, but it just isn't the same. It might be good that Elftown is popular, and all, but now people come on for no other reason than to advertise themselves. I'm not saying everyone new or just everyone in general. They write bullshit on their pages, and lie about themselves. I almost feel bad for not liking them just because I don't believe half their shit. I know many people have thought the same about me, and I don't blame them nor do I hate them. I just miss Elftown. I haven't spoken to one person whom I've spoken to since I started coming on. They all left because Elftown was too gay for them. The one person who I have been speaking to since the beginning got hit by a car, and was in a coma. I have no idea what's happened to him, but I miss him. Get better Bret <3 I don't even know if he's still alive. I guess I'm just writing all this because I'm worried about a lot of things. Small things that don't have to do with Elftown. Small things that do have to do with Elftown. Big things that don't have to do with Elftown.
I hate you people. I can feel depressed. Don't tell me not to be depressed about something small because there are people experiencing worse shit than I am. That is not a reason. That just makes me more depressed you idiots.
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I werent ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help
Sickens me to the soul,
And if you read this
and dont pass it on
I pray for your forgivness
Beause you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be affected
By this Poem
And because you are affected,
Do something about it!
So all i ask you to do
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT
Little man
Little, little man,
You really think you can,
Make me another fan,
Make me join your clan,
Worship your every move,
Anylize your grove,
And improve,
That false move,
You made,
In the eighth grade,
When you betrayed,
Us all with that razor blade,
Against your neck,
You fucking wreck,
Then you hit the deck,
But did you check,
Why you got there?
Your life was fair,
You got people who care,
Who come outta nowhere,
To not let you drop dead,
And instead,
You misread,
Thes people whom you tomented,
But this didn't change,
The outrage,
You called your stage,
The life you set out to rearange,
You used these people,
But you're not going to use me.
I have no resolution. But i do want Peter in my pants. I want like, ten people in my pants.
happy new year and all that jazz
i had a good one. drinking is good. drinking is fun. drinking ain't stupid. drinking makes you laugh. and then makes you feel like shit. it is fun. it didn't give me a hangover. so ha!
63089) do you think your first kiss is aloud to be at a party during a game of spin the bottle? (Poll is inactive)
Number of voters: 56
a) Yes
Number of votes: 7 (13%)
b) No
Number of votes: 12 (21%)
c) Yes, but it is less special
Number of votes: 33 (59%)
d) I'm no whore
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
e) Mine was...
Number of votes: 1 (2%)
f) It was and i regret it
Number of votes: 2 (4%)
g) It was, and it was so good, we're dateing
Number of votes: 0 (0%)
h) It was, and it was so good, we were dateing
Number of votes: 1 (2%)
i got a scarf
mittens
corset
blue and brown mascara
I can't stand it
The way you do this
Not just to me
But everyone else
I used to tolerate it
I used to ignore it
I never liked it
I never cared for it
You taunt me everyday
You look like you know
You look like you don't care
What was I thinking?
What was I doing?
Where do you get off at
Thinking you are high and mighty?
You stupid arrogant bastard?
You never loved me
You never loved her
You never really loved anyone
Just yourself
You think that this is right
You think that this is cool
Well, you're wrong.
And I don't care anymore
This was your decision
Not anyone elses
I hope you suffer
Because I am better
I am tougher
I am in shape
I am nicer
I am Prettier
I am funnier
You
You're not better
You haven't changed a bit
You're still arrogant
You're still struggling
I hate you
And you love me
Peter makes me soooooo giddy. Just saying hi to him makes my day and makes me feel all jello-ey in the legs. He's so cute! He's so funny! He reminds me of Kelso from That 70's Show. Accept he's a lot louder
2005 Christmas wish list:
Blue mascara
Green mascara
Pink mascara
Green eyeliner
Hot pink eyeliner
Video camera
IPod
MP3 Player
A colourful scarf
Colourful mittens
Platform boots
Hooker boots
Billy Talent CD
Hemp neckalce
Leather jacket
Green hoodie(vibrant or dark)
I shouldn't want
You make me smile
Even when we're just talking
When i know that I've made you laugh
Makes me feel like I'm the only one
Your only one
Though I am not
I am not even the one
I'm not even one
I'm just your friend
I will always be just your friend
And it sleighs me
It kills me inside
I want you to think about me
At least once a day
I want you to not care
How bad i look in the morning
It will never happen
I can't move on
Even after all this time
I want you
But i shouldn't want
Anything i can't get