[Corazie]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2006-10-19
Written: (6610 days ago)

RANDOM QUESTIONS:
Loud?: Nope...
Shy?: Yeah...
Weird?: Some think so
Selfish?: To an extent
Crazy?: At times
Hot?: Freezing atm
Cute?: MERLIN!! He's so cute :P
Nice?: Uhh...
Mean?: If you're a Chav ¬.¬
Immature?: Never. Hah.
Rude?: To Chavs.
Cool?: Over rated
Brat?: I know some.
Stupid?: Heh...
Caring?: MERLIN!! He fell :(
Mature?: Nah nah nah nah nah :P
A friend?: If you're mine...
More than a friend?: To a special person only.
Talkative?: Sometimes
Boring?: Yeah ¬.¬
Creative?: In a way my art teacher hates. I WANT TO USE COLOUR GOD DAMNIT!!
Smart?: Supposedly...
A psycho?: Mwahahahaha.
Athletic?: Har. Har. Joking?
Confusing?: What?
Sweet?: CHOCOLATE!!
Mood swings?: WTF DO YOU MEAN BY THAT? Of course not...
Attractive?: Someone else answer this for me?
Annoying?: Yarr!!
Funny?: Nah.
Hyper?: COFFEE!! (<-- Good enough answer?)
Laid back?: I <3 My Bed
Perfect?: Far from it.
Wierd?: This one's already been asked me thinks...

864537  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-10-17
Written: (6612 days ago)

I turned down two free tickets to Milburn on the 30th.

Lmfao xD

863836  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-10-15
Written: (6614 days ago)
Next in thread: 863894

The third time in less than 24 hours that I've cried... Something is tearing me apart.

863829  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-10-15
Written: (6614 days ago)
Next in thread: 865250

Why am I crying?

It's petty and stupid.
SO FUCKING STUPID.
All out of proportion.

So why are the tears falling?

Why am I shuddering?
Gasping for breath?
Why are my hands shaking?

Why do I want to hurt something?
Someone?
Me?

863823  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-10-15
Written: (6614 days ago)

Maybe I've been wrong all along and my emotions have been lying to me... I become less and less convinced every day.

863736  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-10-15
Written: (6614 days ago)

Hey Princess - Fear Of Music

Hey Princess
Hey Sweetness
Don't you know all the ways that I need you?
Hey good looker
Hey smooth talker
Every inch of me says you are not for real

And it feels so cold
And it feels so sweet
And it feels like everything
I know I shouldn't be

And
Everything you say to me seems meaningless
'Cause it's nothing much at all
And everything we've said and done now up to this
Is cold to the fucking bone.

863727  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-10-15
Written: (6614 days ago)

I found this on a members page... I just thought it was so right and had so much meaning.




it's a good idea to write thoughts down.

especially the bad ones.

left to their own devices in your head they would stagnate and mutate into monsters, raping all your other thoughts and giving birth to Fucked Up Ideas who will wonder around your head, pissing on the wallpaper and masturbating into your bedsheets.

this is not a good thing.

so set them loose on the world.
let them fly the nest with a shirt on their backs, 20 quid in thier pocket and the address of a good brothel.
give them a soapbox to stand on so they can incite riots and indecently expose themselves to old women on their way to sainsburys.

let them eat, sleep, fuck, kill, maim, and burn.
let them live.

because they sure as Hell wont die.

[Danno]
863643  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-10-15
Written: (6614 days ago)

This is actually a pretty decent survey. It asks questions that haven't been asked a thousand times over. It asks questions that aren't obviously from a kid's point of view (in the last month, ever been caught sneakin out?)... Funky xD


Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?: No :(

Were you the first?: Yeah :P

Who was present at your birth?: My dad. And nurses/midwives/doctors... Obviously mum...

Were your parents married when you were born?: Yep

What is your birthdate? Sunday 6 May 1990


Part 2: The Family

Are you parents married or divorced? Married. It's been strained at times though

An only child?: Hah. I wish.

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? Oldest.

What are your sibling's names?: Sophia and Olivia Elizabeth

Which parent do you get along with best?: I get on well with both of them, but my mum :)

What do you fight about? School. My future. My sisters. My social life.

Do you have step parents?: Nope.


Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend? No. Steph's my one and only. [trixie]

What do you like to do when you are together? A fair few things... It depends what mood we're in.

Do you share the same interests?: Yeah ;) But I don't share her fancy of gay lads.

Which friend can you tell anything to?: Steph.


Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?: Urgh... Low.

Do you get depressed about things easily?: That depends...

Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?: Introvert.

Are you happy?: sometimes...

Do you live life to the fullest?: I wish I could


Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look? Not really...

Describe your hair? Brown, idiotically long, really dry, split ends...

How do you dress? Comfortably. Jeans mostly.


Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?: Yeah.

What did you used to love that you no longer do? Horse-Bike Riding. 'Running Away'. Picnics.

Do you have the same friends?: Some of them. But some I'll never have again...

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing? Hmmm... Probably.


Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?: University. Well paid job.

Are you scared of growing old?: I hate growing older. The past 10 years have destroyed me.

Do you want to get married?: If it's a rich guy about to die...


Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: That definately depends...

Favorite Season: Spring/Summer...

Do you like walking in the rain?: In the right kind of rain...


Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?: Nada.

What is your favorite food?: Oooh... Uhhh... Chocolate <3

What food makes you want to gag? Oysters. Urgh.

What is your favorite dessert? Chocolate.

What is your favorite restaurant?: Hmmm... That Spainish one with the nice Paella.

Are you a fussy eater? Hah. No way xD


Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?: Taken.

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?: Jamie

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: It feels like it...

Do you believe in love at first sight?: Hmm... Hard to say...


Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences?: Umm... Hard. Either Caving at High Borrans or White Water Rafting in Austria.

What was one of the worst? Only a few know...

Have you ever done drugs? Not really... Just caffeine. Nicotine. Alcohol.

Have you ever thought you were going to die?: I have been in so much pain only once.

863621  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-10-14
Written: (6615 days ago)
Next in thread: 863629

Interesting... Understand better now?




Love makes us crazy. For one, it causes serotonin levels in the brain to drop, which may lead people to obsess about their lover. Next, it ramps up production of the stress hormone cortisol, leading to slightly higher blood pressure and possibly loss of sleep. Finally, when people look at their new loves, the neural circuits that are usually in charge of social judgment are suppressed. All in all, love kind of leaves you obsessive, stressed, and blind. And we love it.

Why broken hearts hurt... The psychological hurt of a break-up is just as real as a physical injury. Two areas of the brain that respond to physical pain also become activated when a person is dealing with social pain, such as being dumped. An MRI was used to monitor brain activity in participants while they played a game simulating social rejection. The researchers believe that the pain of being rejected may have evolved as a motivating force that led humans to seek out social interaction, which is crucial for the survival of most mammals.
861311  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-10-08
Written: (6621 days ago)

STEPH'S JOINING!

She'll be [trixie] if/when she's accepted ^_^

Yay!!

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Written about Sunday 2006-10-08
Written: (6622 days ago)
Next in thread: 861268

Fantastic party.

OMG. You man whore Edward!!

So much fun. I loved it...


My mum: "Two bird with one stone..."
Geee, thanks >.<

860219  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-10-05
Written: (6624 days ago)

1) Where was your last hug?
At School :)

2) What color bra are you wearing now?
A "Flesh" Coloured one supposedly...

3) What are you listening to right now?
A Town Called Malice - The Jame

4) What's your favorite number?
5, 10, 15...

5) What was the last thing you ate?
An apple

6) When was the last time you smiled?
A few minutes ago...

7) How is the weather right now?
Cold. Dark. Wet.

8) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Steph. A few minutes ago xD

9) Do you smoke?
Given Up!!

10) When was the last time, if ever, you blacked out?
That would be the night before my first maths exam when I was drunk...

11) Any Children?
Urgh. No way. Kids smell.

12) Your hair color?
I'm a brunette

13) Eye color?
Blue. With an ickle bit of green

14) Favorite Holiday?
Austria. Fantastic fun! Spain's second though...

15) Favorite Month?
May + September + October + December = <3

16) Have you ever cried for no reason?
I think so...

17) Last movie you watched?
Bring It On. Urgh.
BILLY ELLIOT NEXT!!!

18) Favorite Day of the Year?
6th May <3

19) What kind of mood are you in?
A "prance-about-to-Billy-Elliot-Soundtrack" kinda mood...

20) Last advice you received?
"Don't give it all up." - Steph

21) What was the highlight of your weekend?
Time spent with certain people. <3

22) How late have you ever stayed out?
Hahahahaha. Too late.

23) Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate

24) Who sent you your last IM?
[sequeena_rae]

25) Who did you send your last IM to?
[sequeena_rae]

26) Who was the last person to call you?
Steph

27) Who was the last person's bed you slept in (not yours)?
It belonged to Franki.

28) Do you love yourself?
Not much...

29) Favorite baseball team?
Huh? No thanks.

30) What were you doing before this?
Prancing around the room like an idiot...

31) Favorite Drink?
Coffee. Mocha. Chocolate.

32) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
Salted!! <3

33) Dogs or cats?
Cats xD

34) Favorite flower?
Red roses. Dark red. Or white ones...

35) When was the last time you got into trouble?
Today.

36) What did you do?
Drinking coffee in the library. Big no no xD

37) Who would you like to see this weekend?
I can think of a few people...

38) Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
Yeah <3

39) Have you ever fired a gun?
Nope.

40) Do you like to travel by plane?
Hmmm... It's OK... I prefer ships though.

41) What websites do you go to frequently, besides elftown?
Besides ET? Uuuh... DA? MySpace? That's it xD

42) What are you going to do this weekend?
PARTAAAAAAAAY!

43) Do you have a crush//love someone?
Yeah ;) <3

44) Are you missing someone?
Yep :( <3

45) What do you think of the person who did this before you?
Uhhh...

46) Do you regret anything at this moment?
Few things...

47) What is it?
Not telling.

48) Who do you love?
Jamie <3 And Steph <3

49) who do you hate?
Chavs.

50) Why?
They smell funny.

51) Do you know everyone on your friends list?
Uuuh... I have addresses and things... Where the fook is the postcard? xD

52) Do you trust everyone on your friends list?
No way xD Sorry :P

860115  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-10-05
Written: (6624 days ago)
Next in thread: 860137

How many times has someone chanted this today? Too many ¬.¬ It's not my fault though!!

There was a little girl,
Who had a little curl,
Right down the middle of her forehead.

When she was good,
She was very very good.
But when she was bad,
She was horrid.

859422  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-10-03
Written: (6626 days ago)
Next in thread: 859427

Guess who's bored xD

I think I may have done this one before...

Name: Coar Linn
Age: 16
Birthplace: New Lanark, Scotland
Birthday: 06 May
Current Location: Newcastle, England
School: SBC
Eye Color: Blue. Most of the time...
Hair Color: I'm a brunette
Right or Left Handed: Right
Shoe Size: 5/6
Skin Type: Pale...
Single?: Nope :)
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MCDonalds or Burger King?: McDonanlds. Har har.
How many pairs of shoes do you own?: Uhh... about 3?
Do you smoke?: Hardly anymore...
Have you ever stolen from a friend?: No
Do you do drugs?: No. Never would.
Do you drink?: On special days.
Do you shower daily?: Basically. But it dries out my hair.
Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocolate.
Do you want to get married?: Not sure.
Do you want to have kids?: Kids smell. Yuk.
Future Job: Something very well paid.
Favorite Sport: I can think of a few... ;)
Do you get sea sick?: Nope. I love the sea and to be on boats.
Do you believe in yourself?: Sometimes.
Do you think your attractive?: Not really...
Do you like thunderstorms?: Thunder. Just not lightning >.<
Do you sing?: Hah. When I'm completely alone.
Do you play an instrument?: Nope. Used to play the violin.
Are you a health freak?: Urgh, no.
Are you scared of the dark?: Nope. I quite like the dark.
Do you get along with your parents?: Most of the time.
Sibblings?: No.
Pets?: 3. Merlin, Sophia and Olivia,
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of piercings: 2
Number of Cds I own: Uhh... About 50?
Style: The same clothes I've had for years...
Fruit or Vegetable: That's hard... Depends.
Short or Long Hair: Long <3
Best Friend: Steph
Coolest Friend: Steph
Prettiest Friend: Steph
Weirdest Friend: Steph
What would you like to get pierced?: My ears are enough thank you...
Have you ever stolen from a store?: When I was a Chav...
Have you ever been kicked out of a store?: Does McDonald count?
Have you ever cheated on your boyfriend?: I never would.
Have you ever turned down a dare?: Yeah.
Have you ever kissed a boy on the lips?: Yeah :S
Own a stuffed animal?: Heh...
What grade are you in?: 12... Sixth Form...
Number of past things your regret: A fair few...

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