[Corazie]'s diary
Lawrence Llewellyn Bowen Couldn't Make It
So... You have to!
Well, don't have to, but it'd be nice ^_^
Design a house for me?
Lawrence Llewellyn Bowen Couldn't Make It So... You have to! Well, don't have to, but it'd be nice ^_^ Design a house for me?
Wow...
Lmfao...
37"
27"
37"
Funky proportions, eh?
RANDOM QUESTIONS:
Loud?: Nope...
Shy?: Yeah...
Weird?: Some think so
Selfish?: To an extent
Crazy?: At times
Hot?: Freezing atm
Cute?: MERLIN!! He's so cute :P
Nice?: Uhh...
Mean?: If you're a Chav ¬.¬
Immature?: Never. Hah.
Rude?: To Chavs.
Cool?: Over rated
Brat?: I know some.
Stupid?: Heh...
Caring?: MERLIN!! He fell :(
Mature?: Nah nah nah nah nah :P
A friend?: If you're mine...
More than a friend?: To a special person only.
Talkative?: Sometimes
Boring?: Yeah ¬.¬
Creative?: In a way my art teacher hates. I WANT TO USE COLOUR GOD DAMNIT!!
Smart?: Supposedly...
A psycho?: Mwahahahaha.
Athletic?: Har. Har. Joking?
Confusing?: What?
Sweet?: CHOCOLATE!!
Mood swings?: WTF DO YOU MEAN BY THAT? Of course not...
Attractive?: Someone else answer this for me?
Annoying?: Yarr!!
Funny?: Nah.
Hyper?: COFFEE!! (<-- Good enough answer?)
Laid back?: I <3 My Bed
Perfect?: Far from it.
Wierd?: This one's already been asked me thinks...
I turned down two free tickets to Milburn on the 30th.
Lmfao xD
Written about Sunday 2006-10-15
Written: (6614 days ago)
The third time in less than 24 hours that I've cried... Something is tearing me apart.
Written about Sunday 2006-10-15
Written: (6614 days ago)
Why am I crying?
It's petty and stupid.
SO FUCKING STUPID.
All out of proportion.
So why are the tears falling?
Why am I shuddering?
Gasping for breath?
Why are my hands shaking?
Why do I want to hurt something?
Someone?
Me?
Maybe I've been wrong all along and my emotions have been lying to me... I become less and less convinced every day.
Hey Princess - Fear Of Music
Hey Princess
Hey Sweetness
Don't you know all the ways that I need you?
Hey good looker
Hey smooth talker
Every inch of me says you are not for real
And it feels so cold
And it feels so sweet
And it feels like everything
I know I shouldn't be
And
Everything you say to me seems meaningless
'Cause it's nothing much at all
And everything we've said and done now up to this
Is cold to the fucking bone.
I found this on a members page... I just thought it was so right and had so much meaning.
it's a good idea to write thoughts down.
especially the bad ones.
left to their own devices in your head they would stagnate and mutate into monsters, raping all your other thoughts and giving birth to Fucked Up Ideas who will wonder around your head, pissing on the wallpaper and masturbating into your bedsheets.
this is not a good thing.
so set them loose on the world.
let them fly the nest with a shirt on their backs, 20 quid in thier pocket and the address of a good brothel.
give them a soapbox to stand on so they can incite riots and indecently expose themselves to old women on their way to sainsburys.
let them eat, sleep, fuck, kill, maim, and burn.
let them live.
because they sure as Hell wont die.
[Danno]
This is actually a pretty decent survey. It asks questions that haven't been asked a thousand times over. It asks questions that aren't obviously from a kid's point of view (in the last month, ever been caught sneakin out?)... Funky xD
Part 1: The Birth of You
Were you a planned baby?: No :(
Were you the first?: Yeah :P
Who was present at your birth?: My dad. And nurses/midwive
Were your parents married when you were born?: Yep
What is your birthdate? Sunday 6 May 1990
Part 2: The Family
Are you parents married or divorced? Married. It's been strained at times though
An only child?: Hah. I wish.
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? Oldest.
What are your sibling's names?: Sophia and Olivia Elizabeth
Which parent do you get along with best?: I get on well with both of them, but my mum :)
What do you fight about? School. My future. My sisters. My social life.
Do you have step parents?: Nope.
Part 3: The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend? No. Steph's my one and only. [trixie]
What do you like to do when you are together? A fair few things... It depends what mood we're in.
Do you share the same interests?: Yeah ;) But I don't share her fancy of gay lads.
Which friend can you tell anything to?: Steph.
Part 4: Your Personality
How high/low is your self esteem?: Urgh... Low.
Do you get depressed about things easily?: That depends...
Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?: Introvert.
Are you happy?: sometimes...
Do you live life to the fullest?: I wish I could
Part 5: Appearance
Are you comfortable with the way you look? Not really...
Describe your hair? Brown, idiotically long, really dry, split ends...
How do you dress? Comfortably. Jeans mostly.
Part 6: The Past
Were you a strange child?: Yeah.
What did you used to love that you no longer do? Horse-Bike Riding. 'Running Away'. Picnics.
Do you have the same friends?: Some of them. But some I'll never have again...
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing? Hmmm... Probably.
Part 7: The Future
What is your ambition?: University. Well paid job.
Are you scared of growing old?: I hate growing older. The past 10 years have destroyed me.
Do you want to get married?: If it's a rich guy about to die...
Part 8: The Outdoors
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: That definately depends...
Favorite Season: Spring/Summer.
Do you like walking in the rain?: In the right kind of rain...
Part 9: Food
Are you a vegetarian?: Nada.
What is your favorite food?: Oooh... Uhhh... Chocolate <3
What food makes you want to gag? Oysters. Urgh.
What is your favorite dessert? Chocolate.
What is your favorite restaurant?: Hmmm... That Spainish one with the nice Paella.
Are you a fussy eater? Hah. No way xD
Part 10: Relationships and Love
Are you single or taken?: Taken.
If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?: Jamie
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: It feels like it...
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Hmm... Hard to say...
Part 11: Experiences
What was one of your greatest experiences?: Umm... Hard. Either Caving at High Borrans or White Water Rafting in Austria.
What was one of the worst? Only a few know...
Have you ever done drugs? Not really... Just caffeine. Nicotine. Alcohol.
Have you ever thought you were going to die?: I have been in so much pain only once.
Written about Saturday 2006-10-14
Written: (6614 days ago)
Interesting... Understand better now?
Love makes us crazy. For one, it causes serotonin levels in the brain to drop, which may lead people to obsess about their lover. Next, it ramps up production of the stress hormone cortisol, leading to slightly higher blood pressure and possibly loss of sleep. Finally, when people look at their new loves, the neural circuits that are usually in charge of social judgment are suppressed. All in all, love kind of leaves you obsessive, stressed, and blind. And we love it.
Why broken hearts hurt... The psychological hurt of a break-up is just as real as a physical injury. Two areas of the brain that respond to physical pain also become activated when a person is dealing with social pain, such as being dumped. An MRI was used to monitor brain activity in participants while they played a game simulating social rejection. The researchers believe that the pain of being rejected may have evolved as a motivating force that led humans to seek out social interaction, which is crucial for the survival of most mammals.
STEPH'S JOINING!
She'll be [trixie] if/when she's accepted ^_^
Yay!!
Written about Sunday 2006-10-08
Written: (6621 days ago)
Fantastic party.
OMG. You man whore Edward!!
So much fun. I loved it...
My mum: "Two bird with one stone..."
Geee, thanks >.<
1) Where was your last hug?
At School :)
2) What color bra are you wearing now?
A "Flesh" Coloured one supposedly...
3) What are you listening to right now?
A Town Called Malice - The Jame
4) What's your favorite number?
5, 10, 15...
5) What was the last thing you ate?
An apple
6) When was the last time you smiled?
A few minutes ago...
7) How is the weather right now?
Cold. Dark. Wet.
8) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Steph. A few minutes ago xD
9) Do you smoke?
Given Up!!
10) When was the last time, if ever, you blacked out?
That would be the night before my first maths exam when I was drunk...
11) Any Children?
Urgh. No way. Kids smell.
12) Your hair color?
I'm a brunette
13) Eye color?
Blue. With an ickle bit of green
14) Favorite Holiday?
Austria. Fantastic fun! Spain's second though...
15) Favorite Month?
May + September + October + December = <3
16) Have you ever cried for no reason?
I think so...
17) Last movie you watched?
Bring It On. Urgh.
BILLY ELLIOT NEXT!!!
18) Favorite Day of the Year?
6th May <3
19) What kind of mood are you in?
A "prance-about-
20) Last advice you received?
"Don't give it all up." - Steph
21) What was the highlight of your weekend?
Time spent with certain people. <3
22) How late have you ever stayed out?
Hahahahaha. Too late.
23) Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate
24) Who sent you your last IM?
[sequeena_rae]
25) Who did you send your last IM to?
[sequeena_rae]
26) Who was the last person to call you?
Steph
27) Who was the last person's bed you slept in (not yours)?
It belonged to Franki.
28) Do you love yourself?
Not much...
29) Favorite baseball team?
Huh? No thanks.
30) What were you doing before this?
Prancing around the room like an idiot...
31) Favorite Drink?
Coffee. Mocha. Chocolate.
32) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
Salted!! <3
33) Dogs or cats?
Cats xD
34) Favorite flower?
Red roses. Dark red. Or white ones...
35) When was the last time you got into trouble?
Today.
36) What did you do?
Drinking coffee in the library. Big no no xD
37) Who would you like to see this weekend?
I can think of a few people...
38) Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
Yeah <3
39) Have you ever fired a gun?
Nope.
40) Do you like to travel by plane?
Hmmm... It's OK... I prefer ships though.
41) What websites do you go to frequently, besides elftown?
Besides ET? Uuuh... DA? MySpace? That's it xD
42) What are you going to do this weekend?
PARTAAAAAAAAY!
43) Do you have a crush//love someone?
Yeah ;) <3
44) Are you missing someone?
Yep :( <3
45) What do you think of the person who did this before you?
Uhhh...
46) Do you regret anything at this moment?
Few things...
47) What is it?
Not telling.
48) Who do you love?
Jamie <3 And Steph <3
49) who do you hate?
Chavs.
50) Why?
They smell funny.
51) Do you know everyone on your friends list?
Uuuh... I have addresses and things... Where the fook is the postcard? xD
52) Do you trust everyone on your friends list?
No way xD Sorry :P