I feel like shit.
But it had to be done.
Otherwise I think the pressure of everything would have killed me.
I feel like I'm going to die now.
Sleeping pills won't fucking work!!
I took four of them and finished the paracetamol and ibuprofen too...
I only bought it on Wednesday...
So tabs, drugs and alcohol tomorrow.

stuff you have eaten/drank since monday

[x] water
[ ] orange juice
[ ] milk
[ ] soda
[ ] beer
[ ] champagne
[ ] any other alcohol
[ ] v8
[ ] raspberry tea
[ ] Grape Drink
[ ] cranberry juice
[ ] apple juice
[ ] capri sun
[ ] hi-c
[ ] chocolate milk
[ ] strawberry milk
[ ] bannana milk
[x] coffee
[ ] lemonade

Total: 2


[ ] pizza
[ ] Tacos
[ ] Burritos
[ ] Rice
[ ] beans
[ ] burger
[ ] fries
[ ] lays
[ ] baked lays
[ ] subway
[ ] burger king
[ ] McDonalds
[ ] wendys
[ ] checkers
[ ] ham
[ ] cheese
[ ] hot dog
[x] chicken
[ ] turkey
[ ] beef

Total: 3


[ ] rice/soy cakes
[ ] chocolate cake
[ ] vanilla cake
[ ] other kind of cake
[ ] bananas
[ ] strawberries
[x] grapes
[ ] chocolate ice cream
[ ] vanilla ice cream
[ ] strawberry icecream
[ ] other kind of ice cream
[ ] spaghetti
[ ] spagettios
[ ] fetuccini
[ ] another kinda pasta

Total: 4

[ ] sushi
[ ] shrimp
[ ] lobster
[ ] crab
[ ] mac n cheese
[ ] cookie
[ ] pork
[ ] snack cakes
[ ] popcorn
[ ] noddles
[ ] cereal
[ ] crackers
[ ] tiggers
[x] bread
[ ] marshmallows
[ ] oats
[ ] grits

Total: 5


[ ] peanut butter
[ ] jelly
[ ] peanuts
[ ] sunflower seeds
[ ] nuts
[ ] popsicles
[ ] lettuce
[ ] eggs
[ ] bacon
[ ] poptarts
[ ] doritos
[ ] fried chicken

Total: 5


[ ] pudding
[ ] cheesecake
[ ] arbys
[ ] hersheys chocolate
[ ] granola bar
[ ] mango
[ ] pineapple
[ ] peach
[ ] chicken sandwich
[ ]baked potato
[ ]other fruit

Total: 5

Oh dear. It's a Five...

Describe yourself using song titles from only ONE band..its harder than you think!

Band: The Blood Arm

1. Are you a male or a female: Angela
2. Describe yourself: Acidental Soul
3. How do some people feel about you: Suspicious Character
4. How do you feel about yourself: Visionaries
5. Describe your family: The Chasers
6. Where would you rather be: Going To Arizona
7. Describe what you want to be: Do I Have Your Attention?
8. Describe how you live: Stay Put!
9. Describe how you love: PS I Love You But I Don't Miss You
10. Describe what you hate: Dolores Delivers A Glorious Death

If I could sleep...

I look like shit.
Feel like it too.
And now I'll feel cold all the time:
That's what it does to you.
And when you're already feeling pretty shite...
God, it fucks you up.
And Stanley. He'll just make it worse.
Four dragging hours
And then lunch:
The servant goes for food
It would be too much for them to get it themselves...

I'm the one who ruined it.
Don't blame yourself.
You're not the ^WHORE.

I can't see straight.
My vision's blurry
And this time it's not from the booze
There are tears in my eyes you see
They won't stop falling
If you knew the pain...

You take it back
Buy I don't believe you
The damage is already done,
Sweetheart.
It's too late.

Drip.
A long trail to follow
Over the contours of the human face.
From eye to chin
Or there abouts.
Then a long drop to the pillow,
Aided by a sob:
The shaking of a broken body;
A shattered soul.
Does it matter at all?
The pillows saturated,
And now the tears just fall:
No long trail from eye to chin to pillow.
Just straight to pillow.

Leaf out your book Ed, or rather your diary... Depressing poetry.

The words sting
And so do the tears that follow
Acid
Do the words hurt you too
I wonder...

I'm curled in a ball
Trying to rid myself of this pain
But it won't leave me.

Dirty little whore.
We all know who you are.
Over there,
This one,
That one,
They all blend together for you.
Can you even tell the difference now?
Surprised if you can…

Dirty little bitch.
They hate you,
Can’t you tell?
Or are you so naive?
Idiot.

Stupid cow.
Really, how could you?
I’m sure you knew what you were doing.
Really, you did.
Didn’t you?

Shit.




























































Lmfao.