Have u ever felt so depressed u jus wanted to crawl up into a lil ball and cry a million tears.... like u were hated for doin want need to be done... and then so sad because they always yell... thats how i feel. like my life has been flipped upside down...everyone always moves on... and i'm always left behind.... lonely, stranded alone in my own depression.... i jus feel like i could jump off a big building......

i wish i could go cry my heart out... i jus wanna scream so loud and let the whole world hear how i feel right now... breaking some one's heart and then missing another... i wish sometimes i could take back so many things...
it's like someone like ripped my heart out and took it with them and than left me here to bleed to death...
well anyways like always i get over it and move on...

wats up. i'm so sad!!!!!!!i broke up with my boyfriend b4 school was over bc i was going 2 miss him over the summer and he was going away so we couldn't c eachother and now i c myself lonely and every boy that wants 2 hook up with me doesn't have wat i need, sure their hot but they don't have a soft side that could help me wen i'm down. me n my xbf, were so close. i wish i could find that special boy that loved me and could help me with emotion...