im so cofuzed!!

 dos he love me?
 is he sorry?
 what happend?
 do i still love him?
 why are theas thoughts alway come to me when i see him?
What the fuck, What the fuck, what the Fuck!!!!!!!!!





 ???????????Do i hate him or love him??????????????????

my memory is getting worse.........my sister sayd that i waved at her and i dident remember........i black out without notising...........im getting my wish ill black out and never come outof it it will be like im asleep

im BORED!!!someone talk to me!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!plese............

when i come to the end of the road;
and the sun has set for me.
i want no rites in a gloom filled room,
why cry for a soul set free.
miss me a little-but not to long
and not with your head bowwed low.
remember the love that we once shared,
miss me but let me go.
for this is a journey we all must take
and each must go alone.
it's all part of the masters plan,
a step on the road to home.
when you are lonly and sick at heart ,
go to the freinds we know and bury youre sorow in doing good deeds
miss me-but let me go

i cant beleve my b day is the 25 and not even my famiiy rememberd=(its ok if you forgot to cuse you probubly dident no in the first place....like eneyone is even reading this or cares...im alone in the world...=(oh yah my grandma is dieing....(crys)

i am bound between to worlds....to demenshons....but i shall shar one fate....death

it has ben a wile for me to right but im bord so......i hate my life but not everyone in it....its hard to give my trust away for almost noone is worthy.if ther is a solmate for everyone then why do people die alone?im not shur why i was put on this erth but i dident think it would be polite to ask.the only thing that keeps me alive is my memorys and freind in discize...

thinking out loud peps........dont coment plez.....