My Quote: To love is to hate, To hate is to love, To shout is to be silent, To be silent is to shout, To hurt is to be healed, To be healed is to hurt, To be joyful is to be sad, to be sad is to be joyful. Life is nothing but a dream, to dream is to live in a reality, Reality is a dream.

Tears, Beers, and Fears

I've watched a great man fall over the wall
I've known to recall a sweet woman have notched
I've grown with the overwhelming tears that's been shed
With all the struggles and family dread with all the drunken beers
One of the main fears of mine is that all our love would shatter

I've watched a woman being reduced to depression and fighting to live
I've begun to feel what it means to feel regression of the heart
I try to put on a happy smile and pretend it isn't real
It's a sad tale of the end of compassion and the beginning of hate and regret

I doubt with all the pain I've felt, I'll never be able to love without a fear of my baggage overwhelming them
The sheer pain has brought me to my knees and heartbroken
My degree of hurt has started out of tears, beers and fears

Fear of Falling Too Far


It seems strange for a girl with a steady head to be so nervous about one small thing
She often sits on the front porch swing as her heart is filled with dread
She dreams of romance but she refuses to admit that she is afraid after facing so many other things
Despite the mask of laughter of disgust and confidence she is left with only the fondest of dreams
Once she feels someone close and dear at her calling from the car
She will always has the fear of falling too far

A Lily's beauty


Many flowers are known for their vibrant color
One special flower is rarely shown for its loveliness
True, its beauty isn't seen by the sun
Once the blinding rays are gone you see a serine white view
Many often over look this flowers plea to be admired
One would have to see past the glare of the sun to admire such a pretty flower



lots of flowers are known for their symbol such as the rose for love and passion
All the other flowers seems to have out shown the lily but when you look hard enough you can see it
It may seem a bit silly and pointless
You learn to look past appearances once find the beauty of a lily

Quote: Each of us have a talent and purpose the knowledge to use the talent for the purpose comes with age and wisdom following.

Normal is so overated who can say what's normal or abnormal.
Each of us lead different lives none of us look at a glass of water excatly the same.
The name has one meaning but different views.
Different color choices and hues of life.
We all still have the same strive.

Well I feel stupid because I had to delete all my imagies. It would figure oh well such as my family luck.

One must embrace fear and walk on to face that fear. One must also know when the apporiate time to fall into silence and reconcile burried emotions.

One must have tolerence but stand for each own belief.

So nice to know I meet people of wide varriety.

Life gives you so many curves it can make your head spin.
Sometimes you have to just drive in the best way of you can
That's the one place inspiration should start don't matter if you're good looking or not.
Some days are really low and cold others are hot.
Life is a vast plain of color that people get lost in.

Hm um well I'm blank today.

Guys are too confusing I'm just going to be a friend.

Quote of the day: The world may laugh with you when you fall on a banana but when you fall down and can't get up you suffer alone.

Who are you?

Many of us ask that to one another.
Whether be a sister or a brother.
Some answer unsure while others chose to ignore.
Sometimes we may get a major sore in our heads.

We sometimes don't ask the right guestion or whatever other reason.
It won't be a considered an act of treason if you can't answer.
We often act like a shadowed dancer as we search on.
From the deepest of oceans and in the grey between dusk and dawn.
Some find it sooner then others and some don't know what to say.
Each day we discover something different about who we are.

Quote of the day: One must learn to open eyes instead of opening mouth.

I've meet some interesting people on here and to think I was reluctant to enter elftown. OH well better to figure out now then never. I may write a few poems on here. Well that's all for today.

My dear friend Sarah is driving me crazy with her saying OH HE'S SO DREAMY! Yes the self proclaimed dark maiden which I'm use to such mood swings from my scropy friend. It's interesting that I end up friends with different views and even relms between dark and light. However to be pure of heart one must always accept people whether dark or light. Acceptance is the key to being successful.

This is my first day in elftown but not the first time I've seen how to log in. Well today has been a little busy with my dog and I've gone into a writing frenzy. Hmm not sure if I should post any work here oh well. I have two friends that I know of on here.