Omg!!!!!Someone got on my elftown and changed my description.....i changed it back though....only a few people have my password though!!!i'm kinda mad!!You know i miss all of my friends though...I'm ready to come home..but when i go home i will still miss one of my friends cause he lives somewhere else...its very depressing...well not really...its just sad...well i'm hungry thats normal..Blah Blah Blah i'm gonna die..or float away ..i wonder if like i layed down and just imagined that i was going somewhere for like a really long time if i would wake up and just be there...like a dream but it would seem so real....and then i would wake up and be back in my own misery...lol i'm a freak...jk so whats up lol u can't answer me this is a diary!!!!!!!! Does anyone actually read these things if u do please write me a message and tell me!!!! You know i had this really cool Bf, but he seems so confused and if he reads this he will probaly confuse himself more, cause he won't understand what i'm talking about and i'm not really sure if i do so cameron if u read this don't ask!!!!Anyways yeah i really love him but there is just so many people that i just don't know how to say it....But its like me broken hearted even though its my fault we are broken up...i'm not even sure that he is the reason my heart hurts ...it could be someone else who i lost because i'm an idiot.....but u never no....I know i love Cameron though...See i'm a confused person to so i think i should just stay single so i don't hurt myself and whoever else....well sorry for boring and u and probaly confusin u at the same time!!!!!