yeah....this is what happened at lunch for me today
I was sitting near my friend, who I have a crush on..and at one point, he kept on staring at me...and I was trying to avoid looking back, cuz if I did, I'd start blushing...and eventually, he said "Steven, you're such a pretty guy. you seem to get prettier everyday. If I was gay, you'd be my first choice!"...you should have seen how red I went! I was so...ummm...I don't exactly know the feeling, but I wanted to start crying, because I like him so much, and he is dating my best friend...and they've been going out since last march...so I was sad, because I knew I'd never get him....but I was still very happy he said I was pretty..so yeah...that was the highlight of my day!
yay!!! it's my birthday! I'm soooo happy! I got a new coat from Hot Topic...it's black velvet with black fur trim on the sleeves and hood...I also got a wristband that has handcuffs on them...and a plushie of Ichigo from my favorite anime Bleach!
.....right now it's 5:18...gah!!! I'm sooo bored! My life sucks!! I have a lot of drama at school and at home! and I STILL can't find a boyfriend!!! I'm getting discouraged...
How r u all this fine evening? Okay... know I'm talking to myself... But not to digress... this diary entry is all about me! I am a male ( I thinks sooo... ) I am 5 foot 6.... I weigh around 125 lbs ( I know... I'm anorexic! ) I have long wavy black-ish hair, I have my right ear peirced, I have brown eyes, I wear a lot of girl clothes, a little guy clothes ( I don't fit into them very well.... I'm tooo skinny!!!) I have mainly gothic clothes ( I am a Fashion Whore to Hot Topic!!!! ) I like a lot of music... just not Country or Rap( except maybe Ludicrus ) My favorite color is purple..... And I'm a flaming Homosexual...y