So what to say. I like swords. I am bored, yet overworked. I never have enough time. I am always rushing to do something, and everything I can do is mediocre. Yeah. Anyway...
I have been highly depressed recently. Dunno why. I can tell you I have been bitching about being alone...not something I am used to. My droughts between girlfriends have always been slim, and anytime that they were not, it was of my own choosing. I suppose that right now, I am choosing to be this way, although that could easily change. As for anything else...well, I have plenty of friends, but once again, I dont have time to SEE them. Therin lies the problem.
So anyway, I have just rambled a bit too much here, so I'ma gonna go.
I hate my dependance on others' affection.
Bai
I should be taking this a lot harder than I am.
Ah...so here it ends. I sit here eating lukewarm ramen cause my dumbass roomate stole the microwave without tellin' me.
Yeah, Im single again.
Yeah, Im angsty again.
And I totally want attention right now.
Heh...anyone care to indulge me?
Feed my addictions?
I feel badly for Sana. She kinda got screwed. Okay majorly got screwed. And what a crappy time. Senior year rolled around for me and I had all my scholarships and applications taken care of. All I was deciding on was a Navy ROTC scholarship and whether it was worth selling my soul to the US Gvnt to go through college. So now she's in a tough spot. Aside from getting jerked around by her exboyfriend, she also has the next four years of her life to plan in the next six months (or so). Ill give her a hand as best i can...but it's gonna be a bit of a sprint.
In other news, I am sick of butting in. Asking if I want to talk is cool, but "Squall we need to talk NOW" is something else entirely.
And Im done. Goodnight to all two of you who read this.
Hiatus
Blargh...Im sick, and Im bitchy. Stay away.
Kon = win
Wow. I just realized something. I was visiting random peoples elftown "houses" and realized that bisexual/bicur
Anyway, Im tired. Just got done with hell...er...ma
Anyway, On to work on more Kon stuff. Kon. The whole thing is starting to just kill me. My state of mind right now is apathy cause I cant think about anything else. Told one of the tubas in band to f**k off because I was being bitchy. So was she, but still, I should feel bad about it. I might in a week and a half when this damn thing is over with.
Later.
~Squall
Nowhere left for us to run
No more light shed from the sun
No light blessed from the moon,
I fear eternal night comes soon.
I cannot breathe right with you.
What have I done? What will we do?
You did not wrong, why must it be
That I pull away from thee?
Are we through? Done and free?
Will you hate or cling to me?
My pen runs short, let me say
I'll think about you everyday.
If only for a while you
were my world, and my truth.
Thank you for everything you are.
Goodbye to you, my shining star.
so much saddness, all around. Lotsa young love getting shot up. That really is horrible...you
If the kon doesnt kill me, i might just die anyway.
Today sucked. This close to giving up.
Well, Becky's job interview went quite well. Looks like she will be making 70,000 a year at exxon mobile. Go Becky! ^_^
Yeah...it's in texas though. I am afraid that we are going to be losing our president come december.
...
Well, Ima gonna head to KC for the Ren-fest this upcoming weekend. I am taking becky, Seth, Hopefully Tony and Lathan also. Want to come with, Anyone? My parents will let us crash at my house.
Well, seeing as Sana is the only one who reads this and she wasnt at club last week for me to ask, (stupid band) Me and Becky wanna know if you wanna head to KC with us and some Anime Club geeks to go to the reniassance (i know its misspelled) festival. Prolly go downtown to the haunted houses while we're there. Interested?
~Squall
Well hello! My name is Squall. I dont know who is gonna read this other than sana, but hello peoplz!
I like swords!