Yet as much as I luv U and u say u cant trust anyone,

knowin that u can trust me and as much as I try,and try,and try

again to be there for you,you steadily dont give a damn about me or

my heart and u just leave me out in da cold,without no shame in ur

game....

I just dont know how to feel anymore, i mean,i luv u more than

words can say,and I would trade the world for u,but u, u left me

because u luv sumone else,and everyday I think of u,and sum days

like today, i cry because i dont want anybody else but u babi,and

yet u dont seem to care, and i never had it like dis for sumone before

but u,babi u touched mah heart and i realli wanna refuse mah hope

wit u,but sumthin in mah heart is still tellin me keep ur faith

jasmine......dont give up on ur luv"

But yet u luv another and it kills me inside cuz i realli fuckin luv u

without a doubt, and dis is drivin me crazi and babi i just want ur

heart again,but yet u want ur "Nookie"

so im strugglin to let go but @ least i've let mah tears and wordz out

how i feel.....

just fuck dat we even had a relationship,das how i c dat ur seein it

AS TRU AS I WAS TO U
BY: ME

As I sit here and watch da tears roll down mah cheeks

I realize how stupid I was for bein so weak

While u still go bout yo business and run

da streets....leave mah heart filled with so

much damn pain

makes me wanna stick a needle in mah vein

just cuz mah love for u was tru,yet u should

have just told me "Jasmine I never loved u"

but no,just let me suffer and deal wit pain

fuck,it hurtz so badd,makes me not

wanna even kno ur name

Shyt mah heart doesnt even kno where to

start now.......

All I can say is wow

I think i've finally started a hard road

in mah life,

Shyt mah heart is thinkin twice,but itz already

started and no turnin back....

Fuck what I feel now....for that 4 letter word

is what im startin to lack.....

I guess da 1 u luv will never luv u

I'll prolly never know,because mah luv will

never b tru, @ least as tru as I was to u...

No Matter What I Love You

Despit any obstacles that

come our way,

And all the many differences

w've shared,

I find myself Loving you more

with time.

I Love you wen our moods vary

and wen our opinions go

in directions.

I Love you wen your idea's

arent quite da same as mine

and our beliefs clash.

I love you wen u take a stand on

something you feel is absolutely right,

even if I dont feel da sameway.

I even Love you wen your tired

an grumpy

an dont want much to do with me

at the moment.

What im tryin to say is that

I Love you no matter wat,

even as we struggle to be

our own individuals.

It doesn't matter how different we may be.

As i spend mor an mor time

by your side,

I've learned that I Love you most of all

becuz you are different from me

and can express it.

I Love you for what u believe,

for emotions you feel,

and the ideas that help me

open my own mind

to possibilites I haven't yet explored.

I feel so lost in this place I onced called love, alone inside with no

one to turn to. I wish I could just find a place of peace. Nothing

really matters except for my own happiness. It sounds a little selfish

but I feel like I've been me for you for so long and now I just wanna

be me for me now. Sometimes I wish I could say I never really loved

you, but you and I know thats not true. I mean how could I stay

with you unless I really cared about you, at least now you know

how I feel. The truth is I just don't want to start over, not with you,

not with anyone, I'm just not happy, the chemistry is gone, you

don't even know me anymore. You question my attitude like you

shouldn't know, but you should. I will always love my first love, but

lately, love for me doesn't live here anymore....

Instead of writing what I needed to say I wrote it in poem form... I hope you understand...



What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you
I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?
I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?
I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever
What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart
What is it about you?
That makes my stomach turn
My heart beat fast
My mouth curl
Is it your beautiful smile?
Your sexy lips
The sweetness of your voice
Or just what whisper me
The many things we had and shared
The sunsets
The candlelight dinners
Our passion and love
The ways we talked and laughed
Were only dreams before we met
Now turned into reality
How I wish this will last for eternity
Feeling your love caress my heart
Feeling your light touch my soul
Feeling like the golden sun
Feeling the way you move me
Feeling your mind touch my life
Knowing I can't lose you
For you are my life, heart, and soul
Forever I am yours
What do you want from me?
Do you want my love?
Or do you want my friendship?
You confuse me through what you say
You say you love me
Why don't we just be friends?
Nothing more
Nothing less
Perhaps you still have feelings for me
Just wanted you to know that I'll always be here
I still love you
But I just want to know
Do you feel the same?

What Im trying to say is I need space from everything and everyone around me at the moment. Don't think it' s something you've done, because it isn't. I should have listened to you before when you told me I wasn't ready to get back into a relationship with anyone.
Don't call me for awhile I need time to think about a lot of shyt. When it gets to the point that the only means of an escape I feel I have is death I have to re-evaluate myself. More and more I wish I had died. So before you have to visit me in a mental instituation Im going to do some soul searching on my behalf. If you ever just need to talk to me then feel free to email me at anytime. You were there for me when I needed you the most and Im determined to return the favor.

Sincerly Jasmine

_WHY BABY_

_WHY U SAY U LOVE ME_WHY U SAY U CARE_WHY U SAY WILL BE TOGETHER_BUT TURN AROUND AND LEAVE_WHY DID U BREAK MY HEART_BUT U SAY U LOVE ME RIGHT_SO WHY I FEEL SO DOWN_WHY WOULD U DO THIS TO ME_I`LL NEVER HURT U AND I`LL NEVER CHEATED_I WAS THERE WHEN U NEEDED ME_WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE I`LL STILL WAS THERE_WHY DID U SAY U CARE_BUT U CHEATED ON ME AGAIN_WHY U MAKE IT SEEMS THAT I AM UGLY_NOW U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM DURTY AND NASTY_WHY I STILL LOVE U SO MUCH_WHY I STILL CARE ABOUT U_BECAUSE YOUR THE FATHER OF MY CHILD _WILL I AM TRIED OF ALL THIS PAIN_THATS WHY I AM LEAVING U NOW..........

Gansta Love Shit

By: Jasmine Jourdain


See if you down with a nigga like me, would you stand by my side and ride out with a G. Or would you rather just lay in the sun, be free, see life and experience fun. If dats da case, you then found your man, if you paid more attention, would have known off hand, cuz what I see is something serious about ya, something I can’t explain the way I feel about ya. Cuz see you make me wanna take you places you never seen,show u what im bout and how I ride so clean!

Im trying to hang on here,dont let me go,for my love is to strong for u,just let the love overflow! Keep it up,increase the speed,make me fall down to my knees,im beggin ya please,baby please dont go,cuz i my love is here and i'll never let u go!

Jazz

I can't see myself replacing you!
I just care about you,you are my rainbow in the sky,
Your the only gurl who has ever made me cry,
u got me wanting to die,cuz i hurt you so bad and i think i know why!

Da sentimental gurl who found luv in kinky_chick and she luvs me !!!

All the lil mamas all around the world, shake dat ass if u a nasty gurl,back dat ass up says juvenile, sho a nigga sum titties like gurls gon wild,Take off them fuckin' clothes,I wanna see u in the nude,slip off ya high heeled shoes, so follow me down the yellow brick road where niggas go too see naked hoes!!!!


Shake Dat shit BITCH,Have niggas off in da club with a hard ass dick, now drop dat shit bitch,if u want this money shorty work dat shit,Put a hump in ya back and lift ya rump,do a three point stand while u work dat ass, gurl u must be on Kyane West work out plan like head,shoulders, knees,hoes!!!!

Yo my mind is dwelling on the past
it's thinking about a luv that couldn't last
Im tired of all this hatered and pain
It's like the picture without the frame
God Help get through this life
Even if I have to go visit Hell twice!!!!!!!!!!!
Look I know there's a lot of juicy spokened words to hear so bear with me and listen loud and clear!!!!

Im just a sentimental gurl who needs luv so if u need luvv to than write me a message!!!!