I feel so lost in this place I onced called love, alone inside with no
one to turn to. I wish I could just find a place of peace. Nothing
really matters except for my own happiness. It sounds a little selfish
but I feel like I've been me for you for so long and now I just wanna
be me for me now. Sometimes I wish I could say I never really loved
you, but you and I know thats not true. I mean how could I stay
with you unless I really cared about you, at least now you know
how I feel. The truth is I just don't want to start over, not with you,
not with anyone, I'm just not happy, the chemistry is gone, you
don't even know me anymore. You question my attitude like you
shouldn't know, but you should. I will always love my first love, but
lately, love for me doesn't live here anymore....
Instead of writing what I needed to say I wrote it in poem form... I hope you understand...
What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you
I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?
I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?
I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever
What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart
What is it about you?
That makes my stomach turn
My heart beat fast
My mouth curl
Is it your beautiful smile?
Your sexy lips
The sweetness of your voice
Or just what whisper me
The many things we had and shared
The sunsets
The candlelight dinners
Our passion and love
The ways we talked and laughed
Were only dreams before we met
Now turned into reality
How I wish this will last for eternity
Feeling your love caress my heart
Feeling your light touch my soul
Feeling like the golden sun
Feeling the way you move me
Feeling your mind touch my life
Knowing I can't lose you
For you are my life, heart, and soul
Forever I am yours
What do you want from me?
Do you want my love?
Or do you want my friendship?
You confuse me through what you say
You say you love me
Why don't we just be friends?
Nothing more
Nothing less
Perhaps you still have feelings for me
Just wanted you to know that I'll always be here
I still love you
But I just want to know
Do you feel the same?
What Im trying to say is I need space from everything and everyone around me at the moment. Don't think it' s something you've done, because it isn't. I should have listened to you before when you told me I wasn't ready to get back into a relationship with anyone.
Don't call me for awhile I need time to think about a lot of shyt. When it gets to the point that the only means of an escape I feel I have is death I have to re-evaluate myself. More and more I wish I had died. So before you have to visit me in a mental instituation Im going to do some soul searching on my behalf. If you ever just need to talk to me then feel free to email me at anytime. You were there for me when I needed you the most and Im determined to return the favor.
Sincerly Jasmine
_WHY BABY_
_WHY U SAY U LOVE ME_WHY U SAY U CARE_WHY U SAY WILL BE TOGETHER_BUT TURN AROUND AND LEAVE_WHY DID U BREAK MY HEART_BUT U SAY U LOVE ME RIGHT_SO WHY I FEEL SO DOWN_WHY WOULD U DO THIS TO ME_I`LL NEVER HURT U AND I`LL NEVER CHEATED_I WAS THERE WHEN U NEEDED ME_WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE I`LL STILL WAS THERE_WHY DID U SAY U CARE_BUT U CHEATED ON ME AGAIN_WHY U MAKE IT SEEMS THAT I AM UGLY_NOW U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM DURTY AND NASTY_WHY I STILL LOVE U SO MUCH_WHY I STILL CARE ABOUT U_BECAUSE YOUR THE FATHER OF MY CHILD _WILL I AM TRIED OF ALL THIS PAIN_THATS WHY I AM LEAVING U NOW..........
Gansta Love Shit
By: Jasmine Jourdain
See if you down with a nigga like me, would you stand by my side and ride out with a G. Or would you rather just lay in the sun, be free, see life and experience fun. If dats da case, you then found your man, if you paid more attention, would have known off hand, cuz what I see is something serious about ya, something I can’t explain the way I feel about ya. Cuz see you make me wanna take you places you never seen,show u what im bout and how I ride so clean!
Im trying to hang on here,dont let me go,for my love is to strong for u,just let the love overflow! Keep it up,increase the speed,make me fall down to my knees,im beggin ya please,baby please dont go,cuz i my love is here and i'll never let u go!
Jazz
I can't see myself replacing you!
I just care about you,you are my rainbow in the sky,
Your the only gurl who has ever made me cry,
u got me wanting to die,cuz i hurt you so bad and i think i know why!
Da sentimental gurl who found luv in kinky_chick and she luvs me !!!
All the lil mamas all around the world, shake dat ass if u a nasty gurl,back dat ass up says juvenile, sho a nigga sum titties like gurls gon wild,Take off them fuckin' clothes,I wanna see u in the nude,slip off ya high heeled shoes, so follow me down the yellow brick road where niggas go too see naked hoes!!!!
Shake Dat shit BITCH,Have niggas off in da club with a hard ass dick, now drop dat shit bitch,if u want this money shorty work dat shit,Put a hump in ya back and lift ya rump,do a three point stand while u work dat ass, gurl u must be on Kyane West work out plan like head,shoulders
Yo my mind is dwelling on the past
it's thinking about a luv that couldn't last
Im tired of all this hatered and pain
It's like the picture without the frame
God Help get through this life
Even if I have to go visit Hell twice!!!!!!!!!
Look I know there's a lot of juicy spokened words to hear so bear with me and listen loud and clear!!!!
Im just a sentimental gurl who needs luv so if u need luvv to than write me a message!!!!